Chapter 4: °4•Reality check

I jump awake, looking around in panic. I relax when I see I’m in my bedroom. Was this a dream? I look under the covers, and I am completely naked. I never sleep naked. Fudge, fudge, fuck! What did I do last night? And then it hit me.

“Oh, for crying out loud!” I say out loud as I fall back on the bed.

I close my eyes as the memories come back to me one by one.

After my fourth drink, I’m a little drunk, which gives me the courage to kiss him. I’m the one to initiate it. Me, freaking me!

One thing led to another, and we ended up here. As we step into my apartment one by one, our clothes end up on the floor as I guide Levi to my room while we kiss.

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Ever since my supposed wedding day, I felt undesirable or even unwanted. Now it feels so good to be wanted this way, to feel desired by someone like him, and all this because of this stranger.

I kiss him hungrily as the realization hits me. Let me tell you. He doesn’t complain. He even takes the lead after that. He is, after all, an alpha male, and I’m happy to oblige.

“You’re a beautiful woman, babe.” He says as I stand in front of him, only my underwear covering me as we end up in my room.

“You’re quite handsome yourself, pretty boy.” Why did I call him that? It must be the alcohol talking.

He smirks as he hears the nickname before Levi lets out a little chuckle. “That’s the first time someone calls me that.”

“Don’t you know, there’s a first for everything," I reply.

“Let’s do something about our first, then.” He whispers over my lips.

Like I said before, I’m happy to oblige.

He doesn’t waste any time after that as Levi pushes me onto the beds and crawls on top of me.

I don’t get too much time to observe his body, but it isn’t a disappointment as I have time to have a little glimpse. All I can feel is his muscular body covering mine. Scratch that, It’s not the only thing l can feel. He still has his boxers on. I have four little words to say about that. Oh, my freaking God.

“Take off your bra.” He orders. I look into his eyes while I follow his demands, and I’m captivated by them.

When my bra slides from my breast, he stares at me like a wolf ready to devour his prey. I never felt so desired as I do right now.

My breathing becomes heavy when he lowers his head towards my breast and takes a nipple into his mouth. The only sound in the room is my moans of pleasure.

Even in my drunken state, I’m shy. I let my body’s reactions speak for themselves. I don’t think he likes my silence because of the way he bites and pitches at my nipples.

I whine as he lets go of my breasts, already craving his touch. I don’t have to wait long as he caresses my body with his lips. He travels between my breasts and all the way down.

“Look at me.” He orders. When our faces glance at one another, he grabs my panties with his teeth and slowly removes them from my body.

“Ahh!” I scream as he surprises me by thrusting one finger inside of me.

“Already wet for me, babe. I like it.” He doesn’t wait as he adds a second finger.

“Is this too much for you?” He asks with a smile on his face.

“Don’t! Don't stop!” I plead as I bite my lower lip to prevent myself from screaming again.

Levi continues his thrusts with his fingers inside me. I can’t stop my moans, trashing my head from side to side against the pillow. He withdraws his finger and brings them to his mouth.

“Divine.” He says as he looks at me, making my cheeks heat. I’m sure they’re red by now.

He gets up from the bed to remove his boxers and grabs a condom from the back pocket of his pants.

Levi lies on top of me and places each of his hands on my knees as he spreads my legs and positions himself between my thighs.

“Ahh! I let go again and moan as he enters me. He’s big, bigger than I used to.

My moans and his grunting follow each other in rhythm. Each time he enters me, he speeds up, and I welcome it with open arms.

“Levi…” I moan his name. “I’m going to come if you keep it up like this. Fudge!”

“It’s all I’m asking, babe. Now be a good girl and let go for me. Don’t worry. I’ll catch you.”

From his words, I can’t resist any longer, and I let go completely as I feel myself coming all over him. My body shakes like a leaf, but I don’t have time to recover as he speeds up his thrust.

I don’t know how it was even possible, but I come a second time before his grunts become louder and louder by the second, and with one last thrust, I know he’s coming.

Before getting out of bed, he kisses me tenderly on the mouth. He heads in the bathroom’s direction after I explain the way. I think he left to dispose of the condom. A few moments later, he resumes his place next to me.

As the night passes, we end up doing it two more times until exhaustion catches up with us. Now, here I am, alone in my bed, reliving what happened the night before.

I look around. Levi didn’t even leave me a note. Why would I expect such a thing from him? It’s obvious all it was was a one-night stand.

I feel ashamed to have let him use my body like this. Was this my curse to have a man, and he’s gone the next day? Ugh! I’m such a fool.

I hurry to get up and take a shower. Afterward, I don’t waste a minute stripping the sheets and blanket of my bed to wash away his smell that had imprinted itself during the night.

As I step into the living room, I see all my clothes from the night before scattered on the floor. I pick them one by one as memories of the night before invade my mind once more. Maybe I should burn them. I shake my head. I’m being melodramatic.

As I clean my apartment, he’s all I can think about, especially his eyes, his beautiful grey eyes. Nope, don’t go there. Easier said than done.

I’m glad for one thing; no, I’m happy about two things. One, I will start my new job this week, and two, I will never have to lay eyes on that man ever again.