I open my eyes with my face halfway buried in the pillow. Then I watch the blond girl sleeping. Her eyes closed and mouth locked. She is breath very softly out her nose and her hair is covering the pillow.
I could just have laid here and stared at her all day. I get up on my feet and do the stupidest thing in the whole world. I lay above her and cup her face. I just really want to look at her eyes.
"Drew?" She ask annoyed.
"Yes?" I smile.
"What are you doing?" She wonder as she tries to move out of my hands.
"I really wish to see your eyes." I say lightly, waiting for her to open them.
"No." She shakes her head.
"Please." I beg.
"No." She says irritated and I sigh in disappointment.
"Fine." I whisper as I lean down to kiss her forehead, her mouth droops wide open, which makes me chuckle very softly. Then I reach over to her nightstand and put the sunglasses on her. She fixes it so it sits right.
"Can you move off me now?" She asks.
"Not yet." I smile as I stare at the beauty that is lying under me.
"When?" She asks and sigh annoyed.
"Never." I whisper with a smile.
"Oh god!" I jump off her and end up on the floor after she just poked my stomach. She is laughing of me.
"Not funny." I grumble as I stand on my feet.
"It was a little funny." She tease as she gets out of her bed. I watch her amazed, feeling so calm every time I do. Then I decide to brush her hair behind her ear. She jumps as always when I touch her, when she doesn't know.
"Let's get some breakfast." She says and step over to the door. I smile of that she can do it all on her own. I move my feet and follow her down the stairs. Finding her parents already making something to eat.
"Good morning." Andi tells us.
"Mooring, honey." Devin says, laying her hand on Riley's arm and kiss her cheek.
"Good morning." She says to all of them and so do I. Then Riley and I sit down, just waiting for the breakfast to be ready.
"Why did you call me dimples last night?" Riley asks, confused and I snort softly.
"Because you have dimples." I chuckle. Still, she seems not to get it.
"What is dimples?" She wonders as she itch the side of her head.
"Oh, it's um," I move the chair closer to her.
"I'm just gonna point at them at you." I say as I cup her cheeks and place my thumbs over them so she knows where they are. Her face is so red right now, but I don't care.
"Those are dimples." I smile and take my hands off her. She moves her hand up to her face to feel them.
"There we go." Andi says as she put the scrambled eggs on the table. Then both of them sit down in front of us.
"So what are the plans for today?" Andi asks Riley and I, but I wait for the younger girl to answer. She just shrugs.
"Um, I guess it depends on what Riley wants to do." I smile shyly.
"Okay." Andi smiles back to me and then we just eat in silence. I wonder what is in store for today. I love spending time with Riley, no matter what, so I don't mind what we are going to do.
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Riley and I am now sitting on the couch in quiet. Andi and Devin are watching TV, so am I, but I want to do something else.
"Do you want to go for a drive?" I whisper to Riley, who smiles right away with a nod.
"Wait here and I will come in a bit." I say and get out of the couch, running up the stairs and take the CD that we listen to not when I first came here.
"Ready?" I ask as I come back down, seeing her standing next to the front door.
"Yes." She smiles and I take her hand in mine as we step out the door. Riley moves her hand further up my arm. When we reach the car I help her in.
"Thank you." She smiles to me.
"You're welcome." I tell her and then close the door. I place my butt on my own seat and then put her CD on. She turns to me with a smile as she hears it.
"Thought maybe we can just drive around and just see what we can find out what to do." I tell her and she nods. I start driving just randomly as we listen to her music.
Then I smile as she laid her hand over mine and intertwine our fingers over the gear. If there is, something that is confusing it is what we are. I mean, I want her more than anything, but I don't know what she wants.
I am too scared to ask so I just follow her. Never have I ever been as scared and nervous as I am around her. Before I was not afraid to make a big move, but with her oh god. I am scared shitless that I might do something very stupid. That would make me lose her or make her hate me.
Maybe we are both too afraid to act on what we feel, is she do feel anything for me then. I mean, she has some signs I think. She blushes a lot and she likes to hold my hand. I smile to myself and then lift up our hands to kiss her.
I don't look at her, but I can see in my peripheral vision that she seems shocked. I know for sure her cheeks are red. They always are when I do something like this.
"Can I drive?" She asks and I can feel that her hand is shaking.
"Of course you can. Don't be scared to ask me anything." I smile and squeeze her hand. I start driving to the parking lot, the one we used last time. We drive in silence the whole way. Then I stop. She lets go of my hand and open the door.
"Do you need help?" I ask, but she declined. I smile as I wait for her to come to me. She moves her hand along the hood until she reach my side of the car. I take her hand in mine. Then I guide her onto my lap.
She places both of her hands on the steering wheel and her feet are where they are supposed to be. First, I take her right hand and shift to the first gear with her.
"It's all ready now." I say and wrap my arms around her waist, and rest my chin on her shoulder, just like last time. Then she starts driving without any issues. I can feel how my stomach is twisting of joy, of how she smells and of how good it feels to hold her.
"You need to turn to the right now," I watch her move the wheel.
"A little more, that's good." I smile as she does it perfectly. I brush her hair away from her neck, feeling how soft it is. Then I move my pointy finger in circles on her neck, but she leans her head back, trying to shake me off.
"It tickles." She chuckles and I smile as take my hand away from her, but then lay my lips on her skin instead. I feel her stiffen, and I smile as I move back.
"W-why are you kissing me?" She asks, and I can hear how her voice is trembling.
"Because I want to." I whisper honestly, but she does not say anything to that, just keep on moving the car. I lay my hands over hers again, to turn the car. Then I hold her around her stomach again.
It seems like she do not mind that I hold her or kiss her, maybe a little uncomfortable, but not angry. I smile as I lean up to plant a kiss on her cheek, just to tease her. She stiffen again, with redness all over her face. I chuckle of her, but then feel the car stop and I put it in park.
"Do you not want to drive more?" I ask worried, since she just stopped. Riley just sits on me, in quiet. Probably thinking or something. I just let her be.
"Can we go home?" She asks and I feel my heart drop down from my chest to my stomach.
"Yeah, sure." I say as I open the door for her, and she steps out. I watch her go around the car and then sit in the passenger seat. I start driving, wondering what is wrong or what I did wrong.
We just sit in silence listening to the CD as I drive back to her house. I shouldn't have touched her the way I did. I went over the line. She is only fifteen, and she has probably never been with anyone before.
Not like I care, I kind of love the fact that I could be the first one she has ever been with. I stop the car and watch her step out before I can even take off my seat belt. She bends out her cane and walk towards her house.
"Riley!" I shout as I run after her and place my hand around her arm.
"I'm sorry, if I made you..."
"No, it's okay, I just want to go inside. I see you on Monday." She says and I let her go, watching her go up the stairs and inside the house.
I sigh, angry with myself as I lean my head back and look at the blue sky. I turn around to go to the car, but stop by the sound of the door opening.
I turn around again to see, but it's not the one I long for. It's Devin, her mother. She comes down to me and I feel every step she takes makes my heart beat faster and faster.
"Can I ask you something?" She wonders and I swallow hard.
"Um, sure?" I answer, feeling my hands shaking, which makes me hid them behind my back, so she won't see it.
"What is your intention with my daughter?" She asks, and my mouth move, but can't form words.
"Umm, I'm... not sure what you mean?" I ask trying to sound confused.
"What do you want from her?" She asks now, crossing her arms over her chest, making me feel so small.
"I-I j-just want her to smile." I say, god, can't remember I have been this scared of someone before. Devin snorts as she raises her eyebrows, she seems kind of surprised by my answer.
"I'm glad you make her happy, but you have to remember, she is only fifteen."
"I know." I smile lightly. My body has stopped shaking now.
"Just be careful." She warns me and I nod with my shy smile. Then I watch her step back into the house, when she does, I breathe out.
What a day.