NUNU
"Is there a chance that you'll ever love me again?" He asked me.
I paused for a second I mean like as a baby father yeah I guess but how can I fall in love all over again over someone that abused me physically, mentally, and verbally and committed a crime in front of me and my daughter scarring both of us for life and gave me PTSD
"Um, maybe one day hopefully Pop I don't know" I sighed.
The line was quiet.
"I can change for you," He said to me.
"What?-"
"I can change for you I can go to an anger management class get my shit together go to rehab that and then we can be a happy family," He said.
He and this happy family stuff is gonna be the death of me like it's not working.
"That's good Pop I want you to do that but the family thing I don't know it's gonna take the time I cant just jump right into it especially after all the stuff we went through, "I said.
"But that's in the past though we can leave all of that behind like it never happened," He said.
Bitch what.
"Leave it all behind! You want me to leave behind you b-know what you so lucky that this jail call is monitored cause you would've been doing more time than you already are" I said angrily.
"I mean what did I say wrong-"
"Really? So-yknow what you do this stuff to yourself I swear don't call my phone Bashar" I said hanging up.
I'm so done with him I should be petty spill the beans on the phone but he lucky he got a child to see in the next five years.
It was time for me to clock in so I grabbed my belongings and hopped out of the car.
I was getting more and more nervous as I walked closer and closer to the hospital.
I walked in with my head held high and I took a couple of deep breaths as I went into the front desk for instructions.
"Hello today is my first day as a nurse assistant and I would like to know what should I do first or who should I talk to," I asked politely to the lady.
"Ok great hold on for just one second she said as she started clicking away on her computer.
"Deajahnai Fernando?" She asked looking up from her computer.
"Yep that's me," I said.
"Ok great..so you're scheduled to help out Dr.Sanchez," She said as I nodded.
"He is in room 370," She said handing me a tag with my name on it.
"This is what you're going to have to wear until you take your ID picture," She said as I nodded.
"Ok, great thank you so much, "I Said.
"No thank you for choosing to work with us your gonna enjoy yourself everybody is so positive here," She said.
"Thank goodness because I've been needing some positivity lately," I said.
"Well I'm so glad to help," She said with a smile.
I started my way towards the hall where the room was located I didn't need to go on the elevator because the room was down here so I guess I'm going to be working downstairs then.
I finally went to the door and knocked on it waiting for a response.
The door opened revealing an older man with doctor clothes on.
"Hello? Are you my new assistant?" He asked me.
"Yes sir," I said to him.
"Oh, thank goodness I'm Dr.Sanchez and I'm glad you're here because you know I'm older and everything and I can't keep up like I use to and also my last assistant was irresponsible so, unfortunately, I had to fire her" He explained.
I ain't ask for all that but ok.
"Oh well, that's sucks, "I said not knowing what to say.
"So here is a list on what to do some things you're going to be doing with me and some things I'm going to have to do on your own," He said pointing to everything on the list as I nodded.
"You went through training correct?" he asked.
"Yep I have everything down packed," I said.
"Ok great but IÂ do want to let you know there is one of our older patients she has mild dementia so just bear with her and she's a little stubborn so just be patient," he said.
He gave me more directions and what to do before he let me go to take care of what I need to do.
So right now I'm just refilling the gloves and the mask dispensers.
So it's pretty easy.
After I got his room ready for the next patient and made sure he had all his tools and stuff by that time it was time for my break.
I was in the break room scrolling through Instagram waiting for my food to get here.
"Ouuu yes he looking too good," I said looking at a particular picture.
He's finally healed and everything and I'm so happy for him he's on his way to bring me my food which I'm so excited to see in person.
My visits were limited since I wasn't family so the visit after my last one was my last time to see him so we've been face timing and stuff ever since then.
JOJO
I'm here boo.
NAI
Ok I'm on my way right now
I hurried outside because I ain't want to keep him waiting or anything.
I met him by my car as I smile walking towards him.
"I missed you soo much" As said going into his warm embrace as we rocked side to side.
"You and these scrubs," He said tugging on my pants leg making me laugh "you look good," he said.
"Thank you," I said blushing.
In John aren't official but if he was to take I mean I wouldn't mind it.
"So how is it so far ain't nobody giving you problems are they?" He said as we hopped in my car.
"No everybody is positive and nice," I d biting into my subway sandwich.
"Good that negative shit ain't good for you anyways," he said.
"Right so happy I'm out of that lame ass club it was so draining," I said rolling my eyes just by thinking about it.
"But besides that today was M's first day of preschool," I said.
"Really? Did she cry when you left?" He said.
"Yeah, I did too," I said making him laugh.
"That ain't funny that's my baby," I said hitting his arm.
"You a crybaby," he said laughing more.
"Boy please if you were in my shoes you would've cried too," I said defending myself.
"Not really but ok," he said making me playfully roll my eyes.
"So what have you been up to," I asked.
"Shit nothing just making money and chilling I just recovered and I ain't tryna do too much foreal foreal," He said.
"I'm so glad that you're okay it sucked not seeing you for that long I was so bored," I said leaning my head back on the seat.
"You had it better than I had to stay in the cold ass hospital," he said.
"And the food I just know it wasn't good," I said
"Prison food better than that shit," he said making me laugh.
"Speaking of prison guess who decided to call me today," I said putting my hand under my chin leaning on the armrest.
"That bum ass nigga" he said.
"I know it," I said.
"What excuse did he have this time?" John asked.
"Man, he was on some bullshit talking about is there a chance that you will ever love me? Some dramatic Disney channel shit" I said.
"Love somebody that abused you yeah ok," He said.
"Exactly and he just making plans for our future talking about being a happy family Oh and he also said we're gonna get married and all that dumb stuff," I said waving him off.
"Well, that's how niggas in jail think. watch when he gets out he gone real butthurt when he sees you and me together," John said.
"Real butthurt," I said
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Excuse mistakes my head hurts so I didn't feel like doing a full spell-check.
Why Nunu being shady?
Poor pop