NUNU
"Yo is you ready yet?" Pop yelled from the other room where he was dressing up Malaysia.
"Yeah, I'm almost ready just wait," I said looking at my phone smiling at the text John just send me.
At this point, I don't care anymore about this relationship I'm done with him and it's not like Pop hasn't hurt me before no matter how many chances I give him so at this point I have no sympathy for him.
I turned my phone off and did some finishing touches to my make up and went into the other room.
"You ready?" Pop asked me.
"Yeah I'm ready can you hand me my purse please?" I asked him.
We were now on our way to Pops family brunch and since Pop decided to run his mouth to his family I'm pretty much-expecting baby talk this whole day.
"You got everything cause we already running late," Pop said.
"Yes, I've been saying that from the first time you asked that I was ready," I said as I brushed past him on my way to the car where everybody was.
"You still mad from last night bro I was drunk and I said I was sorry," Pop said getting in the car.
"What took y'all so long?" Xiarra asked.
"Sorry I was just making sure my makeup and everything was good," I said.
"Oh ok," She said as she turned around.
"Like I was saying I was drunk and I'm sorry,"Â He said as I just scoffed.
"I heard you Pop whatever," I said.
"What do you want me to do to prove it to you? a new purse? some dick? What?" He said as I just mugged him.
"If you think those are ways to apologize then you one sorry ass man," I said.
"How about you stop drinking or at least go get some help because you have a drinking problem and it's hindering our relationship," I said.
"I don't have a drinking problem," He said
"You do I told you this before even your cousin said you do so I know I'm not tripping and I don't see how you don't know," I said.
"Ok listen I know your mad at me and i'll stop drinking and i'll tell my family that we're not as ready as we thought we were about another baby and which one of my cousins told you," He said.
"Ok fine but you still hurt my feelings at the end of the day you called me out my name and you even put my hands on you like why do you treat me like this? and don't worry about which cousin told me" I said getting teary-eyed and grabbing a tissue out of Malaysia's diaper bag.
"I don't know babe I really don't" he said.
"Like I'm not doing good in this relationship at all like at all I feel like it's slowing me down from my full potential...We got to call it quits" I said.
"What do you mean call ot quits like break up because if that's the case then I'm not going for it now we can take a break but that break up shit is dead" He said.
"We've been taking breaks and it doesn't do anything so I thinks it's best to just go our separate ways" I said.
"So you dead gone break up with me while I'm with my family and I paid to fly you out all the way over here just to get dumped that's mad disrespectful" He said.
"I didn't think you was gonna treat me the way you did when we got here and I feel like your gonna get abusive again so I can't go through that" I explained.
"Ok but relationships go through hardships that's just how it is we just need to go through this together" Pop said.
"I'm not gonna put up with your childish actions that could've been prevented and Hardships are like struggling and arguing stuff like that nothing like domestic violence" I said.
"Babe I'm sorry I really am just forgive me I'm done with that drinking shit I'm sorry foreal don't leave me I love you and M so much I wanna marry you and everything" Pop said grabbing my arm.
This is making me regret talking to John.
"I don't know Pop I'm just scared your gonna do the same thing" I said as the car came to a stop letting us know that we were finally here.
"Ok everybody were here" Mr. Jackson said.
We got out the car and maid our way to the restaurant were the brunch was being held at.
"I'm so glad you guys came" Bashars Aunt said greeting us.
"I'm so glad you invited us" I said smiling.
"Ok so here are you guys seats" she said showing us where to sit.
We sat down and talked to everybody that we saw yesterday and I saw some people that I didn't see yesterday.
But there was this girl that was kinda mean mugging me but I tried to ignore it.
"Babe" I said patting Bashar on his leg.
"Hmm" He said looking at me.
"Who is that girl over there she keep mugging me" I said tilting my head towards her.
"Oh that's my older cousin Livia" he said
"Well why is Livia mean mugging me?" I said.
"Don't mind her she just over protective when it comes to me" He explained.
"Ok" I said.
"Ok guys food is ready come get y'all plates ready" Bashars Aunt said.
Bashar went to go get him and I a plate while I watched Malaysia.
"Um who are you?" I heard somebody said making me look up and it was the Livia girl.
"Oh I'm Deajahnai Pops girlfriend" I said holding my hand out but she just stared at it.
"Oh I heard of you the stripper right?" She asked.
"Oh yeah that's me" I laughed nervously.
"Well it's nice to me you Dejahnay" she said.
"It's Deajahnai-"
"Oh is this your daughter?" She interrupted me making me roll my eyes on the low.
"Yes this is Malysia," I said.
"Aww..she's..light I would think she would be a little darker" she said looking at her.
Have this bitch lost her mind I'm really not tryna go off at this mans family brunch plus I already have too much stuff on my plate of food and life.
"Well yeah I mean there was a chance she was gonna be this color so.." I said cause I really don't know what to say.
"Here babe I got your plate" Pop said handing my my plate.
Thank goodness he can back in time. Cause I was about to punch her.
"Hey baby cousin" Livia said to Pop.
"I ain't no baby anymore but ok" Pop said.
"Yeah whatever congratulations on your baby girl" she said to him.
"Thanks Cuz" he said eating his food.
"Okay well I'll catch you guys on the flip side nice meeting you dejahnay" she said making pop laugh as I just looked at him.
"That's not funny she doing that on purpose" I said.
"I'm pretty sure she not doing that on purpose don't trip about it baby" he said.
"Babe you shoudve heard what she was saying when we were talking about Malysia she was like " oh she's light I thought she was gonna be a little darker" as if she didn't think she was yours" I said.
"Wait are you foreal" he asked.
"Yeah nigga I'm foreal you need to check her before I do" I said.
"Aight I got it I will" He said.
To be continued
SIKEE
"You don't have to say anything right now but I'll let you know if she says anything else" I said
"Aight just let me know ok?" He said.
"Alright just let me know if she says anything ok but I'm definitely gonna talk to her about that lil comment she made about our daughter because that's not her at all" Pop said.
Everybody started having there own conversations then the conversation was getting moved on to us.
And of course Livia wanted to know all the details.
"So how long have you and Pop been together," she asked me.
"I'm we've been together for a year" I said looking at Pop as he nodded.
"Wow that's good how did you guys meet" She asked me.
I hate this question so much.
"Well we met at a club" Pop said.
"A club well that's new" she said.
"I mean people meet at clubs all the time" I said.
"Yeah I guess" I she said.
What does that even mean?
After that awkward ass brunch everybody was dancing and me and Pop we're dancing and Pop was doing the most.
"Babe omg chill your parents are right over there" I laughed.
"Live a little bit twerk or some" He said pushing my back down trying to bend me over.
"Stop!" I said laughing "no I'm not gonna twerk on you in front of your family" I said.
"Your no fun" he said pouring and crossing his arms in a goofy way.
"No your just childish" I said.
"You wasn't saying all of this when you was pregnant twerking on me at the baby shower in front of your mom, dad and brothers so what's the problem now" He said wrapping his arms around my waist and putting his head in the crook of my neck.
"Because..its just I don't know" I said.
Times like this makes me feel sorry for him and I kinda don't want to leave because he's truly a good man he just has problems.
And I'm scared of I do leave he might do something he's gonna regret.
I should just call it quits with John and plus I don't think he's the type I want to be with and I be seeing him with some girl and he's a little too close with his babymamma.
Maybe I'll give Pop another chance.
Just maybe.