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"Girl me and Pop needs to get the baby room ready soon" I groaned.
"Do you know what theme you want the room to be?" Dasani asked me
"No, not we don't even have the furniture yet". I said
"You need to get it together before you get too big to help well I wouldn't be able to do much now but still you just hit 7 months," Ari said
"Yeah I know" I frowned
"It's ok don't stress about it you and Pop are gonna get it done sooner or later" Dasani Said
That's if he still wanna "Deal" with my ass.
As I was talking on the phone with Ari and Dasani I heard the Basement door close letting me know Pop was here.
We've been arguing again this morning about the baby room and as we were arguing he was about to hit me again but before he did it looked like he realized something and had a face of regret and he just put his hand down and went into the basement where the studio was and haven't seen him till now and it's the afternoon.
"Can we talk?" Pop said as he leaned On the doorway.
"Yeah hold on," I said
"Everything ok?" Ari asked me
"Yeah I gotta go y'all I'll talk to y'all next time," I said
"Ok bye" they both said
"Bye," I said softly
"Yeah?" I asked
He came and sat down by me but I slotted away a little from him due to reflexes.
When he realized what I did he looked so guilty.
"I just wanna say sorry for the way I acted these past few days I don't know what gotten into me".
It was the drinking and I know that for a fact because my uncle uses to live with me when I was younger and acted similar to Pop and when my mom and dad would leave me and my brothers with him he would get drunk with his friends and when they leave he would start to get violent.
He had and an alcohol problem and so does Pop because who would act like that if it was their first-time drinking or something like come on now.
"And I just wanna say I believe you about the dread situation I talked to him about it and he told me he never gave you his number," he said
I told you.
"I'm just so sorry bro I feel like a fucking monster," he said.
I just sat there cause if he thinks a whole bunch of "I'm sorrys" is gonna have me back in his arms he has another thing coming
"You have a drinking Problem Bashar," I said
"What No I don't," He said
I'm sorry I just had to let it all out
"You do you fucking do Bashar and you know it you've been drinking for How long? Way before your ass was legal so don't even say you don't have any sort of problem with your drinking" I said raising my voice
"It's such a big of a problem that you're hurting the ones that you love THAT'S how you know you have a problem. I said
"You Hit me you fucking hit me and I'm pregnant with your child you even if I did cheat on you with Dread that doesn't make It any better I could have your ass in jail if I wanted to and I got the Bruises to prove it"
"And I'm sorry Deajahnai I am from the bottom of my heart," he said
"Well sorry isn't gonna cut it Pop I can't be put under all this stress I just cant," I said
"What are you trying to say?" He said
"We need to take some time away from each other," I said
"Take some time away from each other?" He said
"Yeah it's what's best it's not like we together anyways right?" I said
"But we have a baby together you can't leave me you said you love me," he said
"We can co-parent I do live you well at least I thought I did," I said
"So that's the timing we on huh just gonna up and leave" He said
"I got every right to up and leave you lucky I stayed with you ass thus far," I said
I started to get ready and grab my keys but he snatched them away from me
"Give me my Keys Bashar," I said
"If you leave I'm gonna kill myself," I said
Is he seriously trying to manipulate me?
"Pop don't do that why can't I just get my time alone and work on myself and clear my mind?" I said
"You can work on yourself with me," he said.
"How can I work on myself with you when your the cause of most of my problems now just leave me alone and give me a break," I said.
I started to walk out and he was just saying things to get me back.
"So you not even gonna let me see my child!" He said
"When did I say that Boy just shut up," I said
I don't need this I don't he's acting like a damn lunatic.
I'm just working on myself for my baby before I get ripped apart mentally.
If he can't get his act together then yeah maybe he won't get to see his daughter.
But the offer still stands.
Unless he wants to take it.
Regardless I and my baby Girl are gonna be ok whether he is in her life of not
I just don't want my baby to see me and her dad fighting and her dad beating on me.
Bottom line.
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Y'all I am so SLEEPY
so if y'all see errors bare with me
Like I'm trying not to go to sleep right now. I'm trying to save my hours for when it's time for me to go to sleep cause I got school tomorrow.
Are y'all proud at nunu for leaving
Ok I'm too tired for any other questions I am taking a power nap
MAKE SURE YALL VOTE BEFORE YALL LEAVE THIS IS YALL EXIT SLIP.