ââ¦Haah.â
The day after Shirayuki and I went to the pool, I found myself confined to bed. Since waking up this morning, I had been feeling unusually hot, but I never expected to catch a cold.
âTouma-kun, how are you feeling?â
âIâm fine⦠Has Shirayuki been alright?â
âYes, sheâs been the same as always.â
âI see⦠Iâm glad she didnât get infected or anything.â
Yesterday, we were together at the pool and afterwards as well.
Hisui was also with us when we returned home⦠Hisui in front of me right now seems as usual, and Shirayuki just came by a while ago, but there doesnât seem to be any change in her condition.
âI guess only fools catch colds.â
âOh, Touma-kun, youâre not a fool.â
âIs that so? Spending time with the two of you, Iâve started to think that my body has turned into some kind of lust monster. Isnât that also a type of foolishness?â
âIf thatâs the case, then weâre all fools together, right?â
In a way, Shirayuki and Hisui seem to acknowledge that they too are lust monsters⦠Wait, isnât that actually accurate?
Although itâs supposed to be hot because itâs summer, Iâm feeling chills, so itâs quite a serious cold. Hisui is taking care of me now, while Shirayuki went out for shopping in place of Hisui.
ââ¦Touma-kun, weakened by a fever⦠Not bad, isnât it?â
âHey, what are you planning?â
Hisui approached, wiggling her fingers, but she pulled back and laughed, saying it was just a joke.
âNo matter how much I love you, I have to consider the timing and situation. With this, we might be out of touch for a couple of days, and itâs been a while since my partner had a chance to shineâ¦â
âPartner?â
âThatâs just me.â
Afterward, Hisui gently stroked my head and left the room.
She said she would come to check on me every 30 minutes because she was still worried, but if I felt lonely, I shouldnât hesitate to contact her.
ââ¦Iâm truly loved, huh.â
I murmured, and naturally, my cheeks relaxed.
Come to think of it, whether in my previous life as Arashi or now, I was never cared for like this when I caught a cold.
Even if itâs just a minor cold, the gratitude for someone who worries about you like that is immense. I could feel their love to the point where I wanted to give something in return.
ââ¦Iâm getting sleepy. Sleep is probably the best cure for a cold.â
As I slowly closed my eyes, I gradually felt drowsy.
I donât know how many minutes, how many tens of minutes, or how many hours I will sleep⦠Will Shirayuki have come back by the time I wake up? I chuckled at the thought.
âItâs not that I donât want to be apart, but Iâm thinking like that.â
Itâs not something new, but itâs still exactly as planned by them. I chuckled wryly.
And so, I drifted off to sleep for a while.
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ââ¦? It feels like Touma-kun was thinking about me.â
Immediately after Touma fell asleep, Shirayuki murmured at the same time.
She had become so attuned to Touma that her entire body would react if he even thought about her. In this way, Shirayuki could instantly sense it whenever Touma thought of her, even if it was just a little.
ââ¦Well, maybe Iâm overthinking things.â
She said and laughed.
Well, Shirayuki certainly didnât possess any kind of psychic powers like those random superhumans. It was simply a feeling that maybe Touma thought of her, nothing more.
She definitely didnât have any mysterious powers. That much was certain.
âAside from something to relieve the fever, letâs also buy some sports drinks. And later, when Touma-kun feels better, letâs buy ice cream to eat togetherâ¦â
And so, she was constantly thinking about Touma.
Although she was like that, it didnât mean she wasnât aware of her surroundings. She turned around, wanting to take care of things before obtaining what she had set out for.
âSo, what brings you here?â
When Shirayuki turned around, she saw Yosuke standing there.
In fact, she had noticed all along that he had been following her since she left home. However, as Shirayuki, she knew that a time like this would eventually come, so she saw it as a perfect opportunity to convey everything in her own words.
(In times like this, Touma-kun would surely worry. But itâs not that Iâm overconfident in myself⦠Iâm Shirayuki Hououin, and I have no need for any worries.)
Shirayuki considered all possibilities in every aspect.
Even if she were to be attacked by Yosuke now, it would pose no problem. In her eyes, there is no significance in the difference between men and women. The only one she could be defeated by in terms of being a man is Touma. Sobbing pitifully and begging for mercy is something she would only do when dealing with Touma.
âShirayuki⦠I came here to help you.â
âHmm? Seems like youâre quite possessed by delusions. Help me? In what way?â
âFrom him⦠From Gundo, Iâll help you!â
âSighâ¦â
Shirayuki shook her head and let out a small sigh.
If he had uttered abusive words towards Touma at this point, there would have been appropriate consequences. However, even these words were part of what she had anticipated.
âShirayuki, youâre being deceived! You used to hate him, didnât you? You looked bothered by him!â
âPeople change. I have simply come to like him after he changed.â
âThatâs why itâs wrong⦠Because Shirayuki, youâ¦!â
âWhat about me? Are you perhaps implying that I like you?â
ââ¦â
Yosuke fell silent, and Shirayuki let out a deeper sigh.
The lingering connection from their past familiarity couldnât be erased, and the relationship they had built before Shirayuki truly regained herself couldnât be changed.
(So this is the kind of troublesome man heâs become⦠I see, this must be the âprotagonistâ that Touma-kun referred to.)
Shirayukiâs gaze towards Yosuke was cold.
Yosuke hadnât expected to be met with such eyes from Shirayuki, and for an instant, he didnât recognize her.
He must be thinkingâWho is this woman with such cold eyes? Sheâs not the Shirayuki I know.
âI have known him for much longer than before I met you.â
ââ¦Huh?â
âI finally reunited with him in the truest sense⦠I was able to meet him. You wouldnât understand the meaning of these words. Because you are completely unrelated, an outsider.â
It could be said that he was not just an outsider but someone outside of the world⦠Shirayuki continued her words.
âKoizumi-kun, I donât like you. In fact, I hate you.â
ââ¦Hate⦠me?â
âI hate you. I hate the way you look at me as if I were your possession. I hate the way you gaze down on the person I love. I despise how you impose your opinions on me without knowing anything about my relationship with him. I hate you.â
ââ¦â¦â¦â
No matter what was said, Yosuke would never believe it and would persist in his own will.
But when he was told upfront that he was hated, Yosuke had no choice but to accept those words⦠which meant that the feelings he had held for so long were being shattered.
âKoizumi-kun, do you think Iâm beautiful?â
With a nod, Yosuke responded dumbfoundedly.
Seeing that nod, Shirayukiâs smile grew deeper, and she raised the corners of her mouth with a sly smirkâa smile that didnât suit her and resembled that of a devil. Yosuke felt fear towards Shirayuki at that moment and wished she wouldnât say anything more.
âMy body is no longer pure. It has been stained with his essence. My body constantly yearns for him and can only think of him⦠I can no longer function without himâI can no longer be satisfied unless itâs him.â
ââ¦Shiraâ¦yukiâ¦?â
Shirayuki embraced her own body with excitement.
Her abundant cleavage, which seemed to take different shapes with her arms, and the scent emanating from her⦠everything about her made her seem like something completely different. Shirayuki, at this moment, had an irresistibly girlish expression.
It was something that Yosuke could never bring out, and it confirmed that Shirayuki had already entered a place beyond his reach.
âWeâve kissed countless times. Weâve whispered words of love countless times. Weâve had s*x countless times. Weâve embraced the evidence countless times.â
Shirayuki smiled blissfully, pressing her lower abdomen.
By the way, they used protection, so everything was fine. But to Yosuke, it was as if he couldnât hear anything anymore⦠Before he realized it, he had started running.
While Shirayuki gazed at his retreating figure, she soon began walking as if she had forgotten everything.
ââ¦Maybe I have the talent of a wicked woman.â
Saying such things and laughing, Shirayuki was back to her usual self.
As for Yosuke, who had been pushed to his limits and confronted with reality, whether he could recover or not was no longer of any concern to Shirayuki.