Chapter 45: Chapter 43:- Becoming One (I)

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"Wouldn't want you to draw blood now, would we?"

There are moments in our life, when the thing that we have hoped for, the thing we were ready to fight tooth and nail for, is suddenly handed over to us. The level of happiness reaches the stars and it becomes hard to control the excitement bursting through our veins.

We feel like we are on cloud nine.

That is exactly what Xavier was feeling at that moment. He didn't mind his body pressing down his mate's against the bed, but he made sure that he didn't crush her as he distributed his weight on his two elbows.

Selena, on the other hand, was having none of it. She pulled Xavier down against her and initiated a tongue war. Xavier groaned when he felt Selena's need through her frantic and rushed movements. Even the air in the room reeked of both their arousal.

Selena was too busy with getting acquainted with every inch of Xavier's mouth. Just as her tongue continued its exploration inside his mouth, her hands wandered up and down his back, pulling his shirt up signaling to her mate how she wanted it gone.

Xavier pushed himself back but was still hovering over Selena with his elbows and knees on two sides of her. Selena used this time to get some air into her tortured lungs but her eyes never once moved away from Xavier's. They were hooded with lust, hazed, mirroring Xavier's own eyes.

The slight silver glow in both of their eyes made it very clear that the beasts were there too, right by the side of their humans. Xavier rested his weight on his knees and raised both of his hands while one went behind his head. He hooking the collar of the t-shirt he was wearing with his fingers and pulled it off in one go.

Selena gulped, her eyes dropped from her mate's eyes. Painfully slowly, they whisked past his shapely nose, full lips, until she noticed the pulsing of the vein in his neck. It was then that she noticed the sound of his heartbeat.

A small smile graced her lips when she realized that she had the same effect on him that he had on her.

Her legs tried to close further which was impossible as she already had them pressed together tightly. Lust was filling up the entire room. Even in that moment of Haze, Xavier didn't miss the strange uncomfortable look that washed over Selena's face. If he hadn't been looking at her so intently he would have missed it and it worried him.

"Look at me," he leaned down, one hand beside her head and the other one held her chin to make her look at him, "We don't have to do this if you don't want to, We can wait."

We can't, Selena wanted to say, she felt this urgent need to be one with Xavier, but she couldn't explain it.

Maybe it was because of the sudden realization that she didn't even know her own identity, or maybe because she felt that everything in her life was changing and she wanted to be sure that what she had with Xavier wouldn't change.

"I want this."

Xavier stared at her for a few seconds even after her confirmation. The alpha couldn't brush off his instinct telling him that something was wrong, even his wolf was not howling in happiness as he had always imagined the beast would in this situation.

However, for once, he decided to trust his mate. Selena looked sure, there was no doubt in her eyes.

He knelt back up and this time pulled Selena up with him.

As soon as both were face to face, Xavier attached their lips. A little tongue here, little teeth there, and the sound of moans and groans filling up the room... the atmosphere was buzzing with energy.

Two very, very powerful beasts were giving in to the temptations that they had resisted since the time they met each other.

The air was charged in the energy that was emanating from both of them. Every wolf in the packhouse was holding their breath. They all wondered if this was the moment.

While their lips were still attached, Xavier unbuttoned her shirt and pushed it off her shoulders.

"You're beautiful," he whispered, his voice so sincere, so emotional, that for a second, it knocked the air out of Selena's lungs. She didn't expect the emotions of her mate to be this strong, she was caught off-guard.

More than that, she was a little freaked out by the fact that she could feel what Xavier was feeling, was it her witch?

Lust...

Pride...

Overwhelming adoration and devotion to her...

Love...

She felt all of it. Her hands reached out to his neck and she pulled him in for another kiss. She didn't want his lips away from her even for a second, they had already wasted too much time, she thought. She littered small kisses all over his face until he pulled back and stared at her.

"Take me."

Selena's whisper was all Xavier needed as he attached their lips again. His hand went behind her neck and the other one coiled around his back to unhook her bra. Selena gasped when she felt the elastic loosening and opened her eyes only to see a head full of hair as Xavier now kissed her jaw and neck.

He was slowly moving downwards. His lips now left the lingering sensation of kisses over her neck, chest, slowly trailing over her breasts before the sweet as sin lips attached themselves to her nipples.

Selena couldn't have controlled the loud gasp that tore out even if her life depended on it. Her whole body tensed and her hands fisted Xavier's hair, holding the man right where he was.

She felt Xavier's smirk against her skin. If she wasn't so drowned in lust right then she would have rolled her eyes at the pride emanating off Xavier.

The beast, after months of knowing his mate, was finally getting his chance to pleasure her. He planned to show her exactly what it meant to be with him.

'If she thinks we are going to let her off easy, she has another thing coming.'

'What are you going on about, Zion?'

But the wolf didn't answer, neither was the human in any mood to continue the conversation with his wolf.

He tightened his lips around her right nipple and his other hand played with the left, twisting, tugging, hardening it like a pebble. When Xavier's teeth bit the nub hard a scream tore off her lips which turned into a moan before it stopped.

Xavier licked the tormented nipple and kissed it before he moved to the slightly neglected left one, giving the right one gentle caress with his finger.

"Xavier..." Selena moaned, her eyes closed and her legs moved stretching again and again.

"Shh..." he whispered against her skin. His warm breath against the wet and sensitive skin sent a shiver down her spine, tearing out another moan from her.

"More, give me more," she groaned.

Xavier bit the left nipple too, and Selena groaned, the level of frustration high enough to aggravate her. But at that moment, the carnal pleasure waiting at the end of the rope was enough to let her ride whatever wave Xavier was leading her through.

As much as Selena was enjoying the whole thing, a part of her was not present with her in the current situation. Her mind roamed around within, trying to find why her wolf was not overjoyed with her decision. In fact, it almost felt like she was sad, but Izzy wouldn't talk to her.

She released the breath that was caught in her throat when she felt Xavier leave her tormented bud alone. He kissed the hardened buds and covered them with his palm, still playing with them by his fingers as he moved downward.

He kissed her stomach, poking out his tongue and sliding it down her skin. While still savouring her taste, Xavier unbuttoned her jeans. He pulled it down as Selena too raised her body to help him move the jeans easily.

Very carefully, he manoeuvered right by her tightened and wet core, and moved to her inner thigh, kissing her close enough to the part where she wanted him the most but still not giving her all of it.

"Cut it out, Xavier!" She groaned and bucked her hips, almost bringing them in contact with Xavier's mouth but he moved his head at the last second, a teasing, naughty smile on his face.

"Tchk Tchk... patience, princess."

Selena's hand fisted the bed sheet and Xavier smiled.

"Let me see what we have here," his fingers held her legs and opened them up slowly, his eyes right where he planned to settle in that night.

Selena blushed all shades of red as she covered her face with her hands.

Instantly, she felt Xavier move them away. He was back again on top of her again, his hand moved a few locks of hair away from her face.

"Don't hide from me," he whispered.

Selena couldn't say a word as she stared at her mate. He was so beautiful, she wondered.

Xavier looked straight into her eyes as his hands slowly moved down her body. He didn't halt, his hands slide right down her stomach and between her legs.

Selena gasped and closed her eyes, biting her lips as Xavier felt her warmth surrounding his finger.

"God, you are so wet, Sel," he groaned, burrowing his head against her neck.

He took a deep breath and she trembled against him just as his fingers rubbed against her clit.

Selena bit her lips and moaned loudly, her hands coming up to grasp Xavier.

Xavier's fingers moved in a circular motion, providing just the right amount of pressure to make her see stars.

His legs held hers wide open. Xavier leaned further down and bit her lips to pull them free of her teeth, "Wouldn't want you to draw blood now, would we?"

"Please," Selena whispered, her eyes completely glazed over in lust.

"You look so beautiful like this, so ready for me," Xavier groaned, dropping kisses on her neck, right at the place where he will leave his mark.

"Xavier, I-I can't..."

"Cum for me, Selena," he whispered, his fingers gave all their attention to her clit as he leaned further down her body and bit her right nipple.

Selena released with a scream. Her body convulsed against Xavier's. She wrapped her arms around him, holding on to him like he was her anchor to reality as she rode out her pleasure.

"That is the hottest thing I have ever seen," Xavier whispered. Selena was still breathing harshly, reeling from the high she had just reached.

Her cheeks blushed further red when Xavier looked right at her while licking his fingers with her wetness on them.

"So fucking sweet," Xavier moaned.

"You... you didn't..."

"Who said we were done?"

Xavier smirked and his hand once again reached her core. He didn't waste a second before plunging one finger inside her. Selena groaned but the sound ceased as Xavier took her lips in for a kiss.

One finger turned to two, then to three, and by the time Xavier felt she was ready, Selena was once again a moaning mess on the bed.

Xavier stood up and started unbuttoning his own jeans. He unzipped it and pulled down the jeans and his boxers together, giving Selena a perfect view of the length Xavier was packing.

She was pretty sure that no amount of preparation will be enough for that monstrosity to slide inside her without much pain, so she focused on preparing herself for both the pain and the overwhelming pleasure she knew was yet to come.

Selena had seen a good deal of naked men as nudity was common among werewolves, but seeing her mate naked for the first time, so hard, so ready to take her own, she couldn't remove her eyes from him.

Xavier's eyes had a silver line on them, showing the presence of Zion, but there was no sign of Izzy in Selena's eyes. Xavier thought it was because she had locked her wolf and witch both out in trying to contain the witch so he decided to not think about it.

"Ready?" he whispered as he leaned down and took her lips in a kiss more passionate than any of them could have imagined.

"It shouldn't hurt, but in case it does, just let me know and I will stop right away, okay?"

Selena just nodded. She was overwhelmed with how tender Xavier was to her. She feared if she tried to speak, she would break down.

Xavier kissed her lips. It started off in a sweet way but right when Selena seemed to eagerly explore his mouth, Xavier lined his dick against her core and slowly pushed in.

He heard the hitch of her breath, and he saw her face scrunch up in pain. Confusion swarmed his mind. Xavier was sure he had prepared her enough, he didn't understand why she would be in this much pain.

"Hey, baby, talk to me."

Selena had her eyes still closed. Xavier couldn't see them but just from her face, it was clear that she wasn't okay. Xavier was just about to move away from above her when Selena raised her arms and pushed him off herself.

Xavier landed on the floor with a shocked look on his face but when Selena sat up, her eyes were completely silver.

It didn't take a genius to know that Izzy had taken over.