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A brief surge of excitement washed over me when I saw Etta standing in our lobby. However, her unexpected visit concerned me, as it usually meant something was wrong.
I certainly didnât expect her to tell me she was pregnant.
Iâm not a shallow person, but it stung knowing the child she was carrying wasnât mine. Yet, I also understood that if I wanted to be with her, this child was a part of her and wasnât negotiable.
I found myself sitting there, trying to comfort her. Honestly, I didnât know what to do, so I asked her to dinner.
Surprisingly, she agreed.
âEverything is going to be okay,â I assured her.
âIâm sorry Iâm unloading all this on you,â she replied.
âDonât apologize. As I said, Iâm here for you.â
She sniffled and lifted her head. The sadness in her eyes made me want to hold her and protect her from everything.
âGo back to Wrenâs and get some rest. Iâll be over to pick you up for dinner around six oâclock, okay?â
âIâm not staying at Wrenâs. I got a hotel. I offered Sterling the guest room.â
âDo you have my number?â I asked.
She shook her head no.
~How have we not exchanged numbers yet?~
âCan I have your phone? Iâll put my number in.â
She handed me her phone. After I put my number in, I smiled at her and handed it back. She looked at the contact and laughed.
âReally? The Hot One.â
âItâs true; you think Iâm hot.â
âDonât flatter yourself,â she said with a laugh.
âJust stating facts.â Etta was now laughing instead of crying, and I was happy I could be the one to do that.
It probably would be embarrassing if I admitted to this in public, but hearing her laugh made the butterflies dance in my stomach.
âSo, Iâll pick you up around six. Go back to the hotel, rest, and pack your things because youâre not staying there. Youâll be staying in my guest room.â
Her lips turned down into a frown.
âWhy?â
âI donât feel comfortable with you staying in a hotel by yourself. The guest room has its own bathroom, so you wonât have to worry about not having privacy.â
âDo I have a choice?â she asked.
âNope.â
âFine,â she huffed out.
***
After Etta left, I found it hard to concentrate on my workâmainly because we had started texting each other.
It began with her texting me the name of the hotel before she left so I wouldnât forget it. That led to us sending flirty texts back and forth.
By the time I left work, I was grinning like a madman. I was excited about taking Etta on a date, and I hoped this was one of many.
The pregnancy was a bump in the road, but it wouldnât scare me away. I would embrace it and support her. I always wanted children, and this child was a part of Etta.
~If I want Etta, then I want this child.~
Wren was mad at both of us, but I knew he would get over it. He would eventually find something else to occupy his angerâor he would realize that I really did want Etta.
The only one that scared me was Winston. He was okay with me pursuing Etta, so Wren being mad at me didnât make me feel as guilty.
As I got closer to her hotel, I started to feel nervous. I wasnât nervous about being with her or about her living with me.
I was nervous about screwing this up. I knew the hotel that she was staying at. I passed by it on my way to work, and it wasnât the best.
The doors to the room were outdoor access, and it made me angry her brothers allowed her to stay here. But I also knew she was stubborn and probably argued.
~Itâs hard to say no to Etta.~
Ettaâs room was on the first floor, so I parked next to her car and noticed it was packed, which surprised me. I expected her to be vocal about not wanting to be a burden.
I quickly walked up to her hotel door and knocked. She answered almost immediately.
Even though she was only wearing a shirt and a pair of black jeans, she looked beautiful.
âI hope this is okay. I donât have much with me,â she said.
âYou look perfect, and the place we are going is semi-casual,â I replied.
âPlease tell me youâre taking me to a place where I can get some butter biscuits,â she said. âIâve been dealing with this craving all day.â
âIâll make sure you get some butter biscuits,â I promised.
***
Everything with Etta was easy. Being around her, liking her, talking to herâit was all easy. There was something about her that drew you in.
Once we were at the restaurant and placed our orders, the conversation started to flow.
âAre you excited about your new position?â I asked.
âI am,â she replied. âThe people seem nice. Iâm just a bit nervous to tell them Iâll need maternity leave not long after starting.â
âI donât think youâll have an issue,â I reassured her. âThere are laws that protect you.â
âI know,â she said. âI feel bad, though. Can I ask you a question?â
âYou can ask me anything,â I responded honestly.
âWhat are you getting out of this?â
âWhat do you mean?â I knew what she meant, but I wanted her to clarify it.
âWhatâs in it for you? Why do you want to be with me?â
âIâve always wanted you,â I confessed. âBut the age difference and the timing were never right.â
âAnd the timing is perfect now, with me being pregnant with someone elseâs child?â
âYouâre single; Iâm single. I like you, and I think you like me, so yeah, itâs the right time.â
âAnd the pregnancy doesnât bother you?â
âNo,â I said firmly. âIâve always wanted children, and this child is a part of you. Anything thatâs a part of you is something Iâm going to cherish.â