Chapter 24: LCL 23.

You guys are all whores i swear and i hope all of you fall down the stairs😭.

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TW: fluff, heavy language, mentions of angst(SA). Do not take this seriously, it is just a story. I am not wishing this upon any members.

HYUNJIN'S POV:

I swear i thought last night was just a emtional wet dream. Turns out when i woke up i saw his pure face resting on my bare chest. He's so light that it was hard to believe that he's actually here. I smile to myself...he's mine again, and he knows the truth. I'm so relieved. Ah, i should go get Yujun for him so he can rest more.

I gently placed him onto the pillow and put the blanket over him, it was very cold for some reason. He had my hoodie and sweats on so he shouldn't be that cold. I put a shirt on and my slippers that he bought me a while ago, that i wear very often. Finally, i gently placed a light kiss on his forehead before heading out.

It was still very early when i left, so he should still be asleep or just waking up about time we make it back including the fact that we kind of stayed up all night. Not just having sex, clear your minds.

Once i made it to his mothers house i was greeted by her on the front lawn, watering her plants.

"Ah, Mrs.Lee, good morning."

"Goodmorning, Hyunjin. Are you responsible for Felix not being here this morning?" I chuckled towards her words and hummed in response.

"Well that's alright with me, as long as your not causing any harm or trauma, he's had enough." This was the third time i've heard something negative about Felix's past. He mentioned last night that he was taken advantage of but that could mean anything. I'm starting to become more curious about him.

"Mrs.Lee, if you don't mind me asking...Yongbok has mentioned he's had a harsh past but i don't really understand, i was never told in detail what actually happened. As his boyfriend i'd really like to understand him more. If you don't mind telling me..."

"Right..about that, let's go inside, shall we?"

She had a pure smile on her face but behind that i could see that she was clearly triggered at the thought. I began to become worried, it shouldnt be that bad right.....?

The house was still quite dark since the sun was still rising so she turned on some light and poured herself a glass of coffee.

"Would you like?"

"No thank you, i should be heading back to him soon, he can't seem to get sleep without me around."

"Trust me, i've noticed. So you really care about my boy, huh?"

"Yes ma'am, much more than i should for the amount of time that i've known him."

(i'm sorry this part is very long, but also very important, forgive me)

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MRS. LEE POV:

"It's nice to know...that someone finally realizes how special Felix can be to someone. Which is why i'm so overprotective of my kids.

Their charms are too much for the world to handle. And Felix, most of all, he's been through so much. Him having attachment issues getting the best of him...and i'm the one to blame, you know."

"He's been in 2 relationships before you, and they never worked out for him. Always ended in such terrible ways, both sexually abusive towards Felix.

The first time he left that relationship easily, but the second is where it all took a turn, you know, and it's all my fault why he wasn't able to leave the relationship...

I wanted someone who could be the best for him, wouldn't have to worry about paying rent, working, or going to bed hungry ever again...

I knew he was being abused but i just had to be that mother and tell him to 'do what makes him happy and he won't hurt you'... It was such a stupid mistake.

I forced Felix to marry him at the age of 19, while the older was 26...I....i didn't listen to his cries....his pleading... Jisung begging me to let him leave... none of it.

All of this lead up to Felix attempting, at the hospital i later found of that the man was assaulting him. Every. Single. Day... For no reason at all....

I hated myself for putting my boy in that situation. I'm sure you've seen the spinal tattoo, but yet it represents something. Covering up his scars that was permanently left from his abuse.

He thinks it's extremely special to him, letting him know that he's a survivor and that he will not let someone get the best of him anymore. Jisung got one with him for support.

I later attempted about a month after his dismissal from the hospital. He hadn't spoke to me after i tried and tried to reach out to him.

I hate every bone in my body still. But yet i'm standing here now, and that itself is a sign from God. Saying that yes....Yongbok was angry with me....but he still needed me.

I promised myself to let him love who he wants, to always support and listen to him. I've never taken an eye off of him ever since. I will NEVER let anyone harm my kids again as long as i'm living.

He may act tough as if he doesn't care about anything, but truly is a scared boy waiting for someone to love him. I'm trusting you Hyunjin, i may not be the best person for him but i truly would appreciate it if you love my son for who he is. Treat him with care, listen to him, love him. That's all i'm asking for as a scared mother.

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FLASHBACK:

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"Not being scared of death isn't acting tough. So just pull the trigger, at least I won't have to taste my mom's cooking this weekend. Put me out of my own misery if you'd like."

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"You like that shit? What a weirdo. Just come on."

"Hey!"

"I don't like the way you're bossing me around. I don't even know you so don't think you're going to come in my life thinking you own me."

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"Stop being a jerk and listen! I'm scared to sleep alone."

"You live by yourself, do you not?"

"I'm talking about at places that's not home. I've never slept by myself somewhere else."

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"So, what's your favorite tattoo?"

"Oh that's easy the one I have on my spine. It makes me feel sexy."

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"I don't like him, Changbin."

"Oh would you shut the fuck up, and be a man. Felix cried this morning because of you, Hyunjin. All because you had to be an asshole and tell him what you told him. He thought you were getting serious with him but you had to fuck it up. So if you can't take care of a beautiful face AND soul, someone surely will."

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"I'm okay, i promise."

"But...it's not okay Hyunjin....that should never be okay."

"But as long as i got you, everything is okay."

END OF FLASHBACK

Yujun and I finally made it back to my home, it was barely light outside around that time so i decided to make him breakfast since he was awake now, i didn't want him to wake Felix right now. He needed as much rest as he could get.

Once he was done eating we both went to the living room to turn on a cartoon to watch, i figured he'd fall asleep watching it like he used to do.

"I'll be back Jun, going to check on Eomma."

"Okay, appa." His attention immediately turned back to the screen causing me to chuckle.

Once i walked back to the room i saw Felix slowly waking up. His eyes looked up towards me with a pure smile on his face. I smile to myself seeing the bags that was previously under his eyes, fading.

"Good morning, my love."

"Jagiya..!" He smiled again before reaching his arms out to my like a child. I chuckled at his behavior and went over him. He was caught off guard by me lifting him into the air but immediately wrapped his legs around my waist, pulling me into a hug.

"Oh my princess smells so good." I began to playfully bite at his neck causing him to squirm and push me.

"Cut it out!....Hey, why are your eyes red?" He asked. I thought they would fade by now, but the news i heard earlier made me ache in so many different ways. I didn't want to put the thought into his head so i laughed it off.

"Someone kept me up all night, i'm tired love."

"Jin-ah i'm sorry, i just missed you."

"That's okay, you have me now. I missed you more." We smiled towards each other before leaning in for a kiss; after some time we pulled away.

"Jagi, am i not heavy?"

"If i'm being honest i forgot i was holding you." He scoffed and rolled his eyes. I laughed before put him down and held him closest to me, by his waist. "Oh, i don't want to let you go, Lixeu."

YONGBOK'S POV:

Oh my, here he goes again being clingy when he's tired, i'm not going to lie and say i didnt miss this because i 100% did.

HYUNJIN'S POV:

"Jin-ah, i have to go pick up Yujun, now." He says looking up at me with his huge boba eyes, that always glistened in the light.

"You don't have to worry about that, he's downstairs. I got him this morning while you were sleeping. I didn't want to wake you."

He smiled and hugged me.

"They always say third times a charm, i'm going to start believing that for now on. I'm glad i have you Hyunjin, feels like i won the lottery." I chuckled and kissed his forehead. Although his words hurt me in a way, i decided to brush it off. He's happy now, what more can i ask for. I'll be the one to love him, no one else.

He playfully pushed me off of him and ran out of the room down to yujun. He's so funny.

🐰.🥟.🐷

Guys i think i'm in love.

t.leeknowsaurus

we already know dumbass.

binniesalon.c

right, who does he take us for

blind people. But hey, i'm proud

you finally got your man back.

no not that type of high

school love, i mean more

t.leeknowsaurus

ohhhhh like the 'i want him

to move in with me' type of love.

YES

t.leeknowsaurus

ohhhh like the 'i want to

marry him already' type of love.

YES THAT

t.leeknowsaurus

ohhhh like the 'he just might

be my soulmate' type of love.

YES THAT RIGHT THERE

t.leeknowsaurus

ohhh like the... uh.

binniesalon.c

Minho i think we all get

the fucking point.

t.leeknowsaurus

shut the fuck up you're ruining

the mood.

Ikr who's brother is that

t.leeknowsaurus

right fucking weirdo.

binniesalon.c

🥲

t.leeknowsaurus

but if i'm being honest i feel

that same way with Jisung.

Trust me i know.

binniesalon.c

wow two brothers in love

with two brothers

ew why did you say it

like that, disgusting.

t.leeknowsaurus

right just hush, fucking idiot

binniesalon.c

🥲

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Not me crying because of my own story.