Chapter 19: LCL 19.

Lovely cold lies || HyunlixWords: 8007

TW: Toxicity, heavy language, fluff

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HYUNJIN'S POV:

So there you have it as soon as his hands reached out to Felix i pushed him into the wall, got on top of him and repeatedly punched him (💀).

"Hyunjin, stop!" Felix yelled as others began to come out into the hallway, but i didn't care i wanted nothing more but to hurt Seungmin. He intruded our relationship in so many ways i won't let him get away with this one.

He put up a fight, a very weak fight, it was almost unfair. He through a quick punch towards me and i easlily dodged it, but Felix didn't. He punched Felix making him fall to the ground. We quickly let go of each other and our full attention was onto Felix softly crying with a hand over his cheek. I pushed Seungmin one last time before making my way towards the smaller, and picking him up in my arms.

"Felix, i'm so sorry!" Said Seungmin.

"How about you just leave."

"And who are you to tell me what to do, you aren't Felix!" He argued.

"Felix. Is. MINE. What do you not fucking understand?! Could you leave us the fuck alone?!" I say angrily before bringing Felix into the house and shutting the door behind me.

"Hyunjin, why are you here, don't you understand we're over?! Can you just leave?!" I ignored Felix's trembling words and set him down on the Island counter.

He looked at me walking back and forth as i got a small cloth and wet it with warm water. He winced once i put the rag onto his bleeding check. I sighed, he hurt my baby, now i want to hurt him more. He grabbed my arm and snatched the rag from me with the sassiest eye roll ive ever seen.

"I can do this myself, now go."

I sighed as he stood up making his way to the living room and turned off the TV that was on paused, this concerned me even more, what were they doing?

"Why was he here?"

"That's none of your business, why are you here?"

"Still stubborn, i see."

"It's only been a month, nothings changed."

"So you still love me?" He looked over to me and rolled his eyes, he didn't deny i guess that's a good start.

"Be honest with me, did you two sleep together?"

"Could you fucking not. Who do you take me for, some whore?"

"A boy that gets turned on easily, im just asking a geniune question."

"You're fucking sick. I don't do one night stands. I'm not that damn easy. And who are you to ask questions when you can't answer any yourself?"

Okay i was gagged, but still...

"Well how am i supposed to know that, Felix when you wear this shit in front others boys. Letting him touch you and bring you fucking flowers? You want him that bad, huh?" I grabbed the flowers and shook it in his face, emphasizing my statement. He grabbed the flowers out of my hands as placed them on the table, harshly, leaving a small crack in the vase."

"I'm at my own house i'll wear WHATEVER the fuck i want, Hyunjin. We aren't together anymore! If i want to show my ass then SO BE IT. You're being a complete dick right now, you know that?!"

He sat down, rubbed his fingers through his hair and buried his face in his hands. I sigh, sitting next to him, deliberately moving my arm around his shoulder, bringing him closer to me.

"Felix, baby, why are you fighting against me. I understand i've kept something that was inadequate, but you still don't understand why, and i would really like to explain that now. I miss you, Felix. Will you listen to me?"

His eyes glistened in the light, becoming doe at my words but his face fell into a sigh and looked up towards me in shame.

"It's too late for that, i know enough."

"If you knew enough you should know that Jeongin's story told you so many hints that you were set up and you didn't even realize it."

"What are you talking about right now, Hyunjin?"

"Ever come to realize why he didn't erase You and Jisung's name out of the trafficking book? I mean seriously, have you ever come to realize why he locked the book up instead of turning it in? Felix, if you knew enough you would know that he left out the part that i was paid to protect you from him."

His face fell into shock, into confusion, into anger. I could tell it was a mixture of all of the above.

"Eomma? I hear yelling." Yujun slowly came downstairs with a chicken plushie and blanket in his arms, rubbing his eyes. My has his Korean gotten better. I smile, he looks so much healthier, i missed him more than i thought.

"Jun-ah." I call out to him, he rubbed his eyes a bit more and they grew once he saw me.

"Appa! Appa!" I pick him up quickly as he came running to me and sat him on my lap. He hug me very tightly knocking all the wind out of my lungs.

"Man, you've gotten strong, what has Eomma been feeding you, huh?" I shake his shoulder a bit making him giggle.

"I eat his food!" I chuckled.

"You have to save some for him too, he's getting skinny over here." I could hear the small giggle coming from Felix which made me feel warm inside. I admired how his whole happiness came from Yujun, i wondered how hed be at this point if he didn't have him.

I couldn't help but stare at the beautiful smile that sat on his face i truly missed it with my whole heart, i felt my eyes begin to sting.

"You're gorgeous, Felix."

His smile almost immediately disappeared back into the emotionless face he's been giving me since i arrived. At least i got to see that smile again and that's all that mattered. I also won't mention the shade on pink that appeared of his cheeks.

"Junnie, let's get you back to bed, we're going to see halmeoni tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay!" He reached out for Felix to pick him up but i quickly stood up with him and gave him a peck on the cheek.

"How about Appa take you to bed, today?" He nodded his head in excitement to my question. I smiled and looked towards Felix for confirmation, he sighed before leading the way to Yujuns room where i tucked him in and turned his bed frame L.E.D lights to dark blue like the old days. Finally, i gave him one more peck on the forehead and went to turn his regular room lights off. Is it bad to say that his room is better than mine. Safe to say i'm definitely upgrading tomorrow.

It was so random to see Jisung and Minho passing by the room, i looked towards felix in confusion and he simply shrugged and looked away from me.

"Hey Felix! Hey Hyunjin- WAIT HYUNJIN?" Jisung said loudly before charging at me, to my luck Minho quickly stopped him and held him back.

"No! Let me go! I want to give him a piece of my mind for hurting my best friend! You know how long i was rooting for you! How many times felix came jumping on my bed because he could sleep! I lost sleep because of you! Jagiya! let me go in going to give him a piece of my mind!"

"Did you just call him Jagiya?" Said Felix. Jisung quickly covered his mouth and looked at Minho who smacked his forehead. I chuckled, i already knew Minho was going to ask him out sooner or later. It honestly wasn't surprising.

"Ugh. Whatever. You! Yes you, you jerk. What are you doing here anyway?" Jisung questioned me.

"He was leaving, isn't that right, Hyunjin?" He seriously doesn't want anything to do with me, huh? I sighed to myself with a sad chuckle. As i went towards the smaller he looked at me in confusion. I ignored the fact that he may not want it but if this may be my last hope then this is all i'm asking for, not like i'm going to give up anyway. I slowly wrapped my arms under his, pulling his body towards me and around his torso, into a calm and warm hug.

"I'm sorry for everything. It's okay if you don't believe that, but i'm trying as best as i can to get back to the beautiful relationship we once had. I'll always love you, Felix. Always." I ended, giving him a small peck on the cheek.

"Minho, i'll catch you later." I say before pushing Jisung into the door and running down the stairs.

"THAT BITCH! Leeknowww~ He pushed me!" I hear from upstairs.

YONGBOK'S POV:

Still as childish as ever, i chuckle to myself.

Hyunjin, i already forgave you when you showed up....

I just need to be sure that you're not guilty.

And that you truly love me.