TW: Sexual Activity, heavy language, toxicity, fluff
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SEUNGMIN'S POV:
I was currently at Felix's front penthouse door, with a bouquet of flowers in my hand and a sealed bowl of Hwachae. I.remember him mentioning it in his instagram post once. I've also NEVER given flowers to a boy before, it was kind of embarrassing for me. How would he react to them, was the question that took over my mind.
I can't lie and say i wasn't scared as hell, this is the first time he and i hung out alone, anything could happen at any given moment....
Finally, i gained the courage to knock on the door, it open after about 2 minutes. I smiled towards the shorter boy looking around then up towards me, it was so adorable of him.
"Seungmin-ah! Come in." He stepped aside allowing me to enter and can i say his downstairs was bigger than my whole home put together. It was truly fancy, modern, and tidier than ever, with just a few toys on the living room floor. Of course from his son, Yu-jun.
Inspo <33
He sat down at his island counter and faced towards me, i couldn't stop looking at how perfect his features were, i was honestly so jealous.
"Ah, i got these for you, i hope you like them."
"Well, thank you, Seungmin, but you didn't have to!"
"I will always come with gifts for you, since i was gifted a chance in getting to be with you more." I say placing the items on the counter and getting closer towards Felix. He playfully hit me on the arm with a small chuckle.
"That was sweet, Seungmin-ah.~" He teased.
"You say my name a lot, Felix." i chuckled.
"I really like it, it's satisfying to say." He began to unwrapped the Hwachae and dug in almost immediately, he must've been craving it. I chuckle to myself
"Well, Felix. I like you." His eyes fell into shock and he looked at me with the spoon still in his mouth, almost falling out. He instantly came back to his senses and took the spoon out of his mouth and set the Hwachae aside.
"Heh, how about we watch a movie, hm?"
I chuckled as he quickly got up, pulling me to the living room and pushing me onto the couch. He scrolled through Netflix and would stop on random movies, and look back at me to see if that's what i would interested in watching. I shook my head everytime and laughed at the confused look that sat on his face. It was honestly fun teasing him, his reactions are so priceless.
"Then what would you like to watch, picky boy?"
I stood up behind him, gently setting my hands on his hips. He gasped at the sudden touch and looked up towards me with wide eyes.
"I'd like to watch you, Felix. "
The silence was almost to embarrassing so i decided to go full out and add what i've been wanting to say to him for a very long time now.
"I know you just got out of a relationship, and i don't want to rush things, but may you give me a chance to hit on you?" I could see the shade of chrimson red spread across his cheeks which i smiled to.
"Don't keep me waiting, i'm nervous as well." I joked.
"Although, it's your choice to hit on me, i wouldn't want to keep you waiting. I hate to admit....... but i am still in love with Hyunjin and i don't know when my attraction will end, i'm sorry, Seungmin." The sight of Felix's eyes watering really hurt me in ways that aren't even possible, almost physically. I could do nothing but turn him around and hold him in my arms.
Feelings the tears bleach through my shirt only made me hold him tighter. I sighed, although what Hyunjin did was wrong, not fully on his behalf, but i could also tell that Hyunjin actually loved him, or maybe he just feels guilty. Anyone would feel guilty after doing something like that, and i won't let that hurt Felix any longer. I want to be the one who truly wants to be with Felix. I want to be the one to put a smile on that pure face. I want to be apart of his smile, his anger, his sadness, his appetite, and most of all his life. Anyone that lays eyes on him could fall in love almost immediately, i can't blame anyone for it. But as in right now i'm happy that i'm the one holding him in my own arms.
"Hey, come on, you're ruining my shirt, pretty." I say tickling his sides causing him to giggled a bit before pulling away.
"Listen, that's all in the passed, let's focus on your future for now. How about we start with that pure smile everyone loves."
His face was red and soaked but i saw a small smile creep onto his face, which relieved me a bit, we're getting somewhere and that's all that matters.
"Hey, doesn't Jisung live here with you now?"
"Yea, but he's with Minho right now."
"Oh....that fast?"
"Yup. Minho came earlier balling on his knees to me because i wouldn't let him see Jisung, but i felt bad so i let him upstairs. They left after and i haven't seen them since. They're probably very busy if you know what i mean." I chuckled, yes, i know EXACTLY what you mean.
"I don't want to see you sad any longer, how about we watch Inside Out 2. If you don't mind maybe we could cuddle....?" He looked at me with soft eyes which made my stomach turn, then slowly nodded.
"Of course and thank you for cheering me up."
"Anytime Felix, now come here." I pulled him down onto the couch and wrapping my arms around the smaller as he giggled, snuggling into the pit of my shoulder. This has been a day i would want to repeatedly millions of times.
It was around 40 minutes into the movie and we barely watched it. We spent the time talking about random things, and honestly i was having a really good time for the first time in a while.
"You remind me so much of Envy."
"No way, what makes you say that?"
"Because you're very short with very huge eyes." I joke getting closer to him in a playful manner. His face fell into offense as i chuckled.
"But most of all...you're cute."
The eye contact we held was to much for my self control, i later found myself leaning into him hoping for closure. Finally once it was made he let a light gasp from the sudden connection. I slowly slid my hand under his shirt yet he stopped me but didn't break up the kiss. We slowly sat up getting a better grasp of each other, his hand slid to my face and mine on his lower back. It felt as if i was in a movie right now.
It was only seconds before my kiss trailed from his lips to his neck, to which he groaned to. Though, as i peeled his shirt back and made my way to his collar bone, he quickly pulled away and stopped me.
"Seungmin!"
I looked up toward him in guilt.
"F-Felix, i'm so sorry, i don't know what got into me. I really don't want to make you unco-"
"Hey, Hey. Relax. It's fine. Just let's not move so fast, you know?" He smiled towards me and gave me a pat on the back. I nodded and softly smiled although i was extremely embarrassed.
"You're sure you're not uncomfortable?"
"I'm sure, this has happened more than you think."
"Damn it, im added to the list of rejection." I joked. He playfully hit me with a small chuckle. All of a sudden we both looked back towards the screen and saw the credits roll in. I swear that kiss only felt like 2 seconds, how long was it actually?
"Well, i'll be rewatching that last part later, what time is it anyway." Says Felix double tapping his phone to see.
I look down at the time but my eyes fell to the 11 missed calls from someone name "Appað©µ~â¢" that was only 2 hours ago. I sighed to myself knowing that was Hyunjin, im surprised felix didn't block him. He truly loves him i can tell.
"I guess i should get going, i have work tomorrow and i don't want to keep you up for too long, you should get some sleep tonight, Felix. I could tell how tired you are."
"Agh, i didn't want it to be that noticeable! Way to burst my bubble." We both started to laugh at his nonsense. He offered to walk me to the door and i agreed. We stood outside in the hallway, talking for a bit more before saying our goodbyes.
"But seriously, thank you for coming Seungmin, i actually feel relieved somewhat."
"I'm glad to hear that, Felix. Remember i'm just a call away if you need me, i'm never too busy for you." I went for a hug but before i could even stretch my arms out i was suddenly pushed back into the wall.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
I could no longer go without seeing Felix or i'll 100% lose myself. He hasn't been answering any of my calls, and i know i'm not blocked, so I earlier asked his mother for his address because when i went to his old apartment it was fully cleaned out with the "for sale" key card hanging off the door. Once i arrived at the new complex he lived in i was in complete awestruck. This place was insanely huge.
Though, i didn't let me amusement distract me from seeing the boy i loved most. I put every possible distraction aside and marched straight up to his room, until i saw him outside...
Talking to Seungmin.
Felix was in shorts and a shoulder length tank-top. What is he doing wearing that out like this. His hair was all messy and he looked extremely tired. I don't know if i had the wrong idea but i don't care, the thoughts that came to my mind took over and my full intention was to hurt Seungmin.
So there you have it as soon as his hands reached out to Felix i pushed him into the wall, got on top of him and repeatedly punched him (ð).