car door slammed shut...
Went to the room...
Sitting on the couch...
" who do you think you are...
Being younger doesn't mean you call me UNCLE...
I am UNCLE "
He stood in front of the mirror
" Huh people die on this face and you are calling me uncle "
He took a deep breath
" Ok i accept you are more beautiful than me but that doesn't mean you called me uncle "
" I think about you and you call me uncle "
He ruffled his hair and lay down with his eyes closed...
Then suddenly he started smiling...
" What are you kim taehyung...
What are you...
Don't do this to me..
I'm happy alone...
You are nothing to me..
you stay with someone I don't care...
I'm happy...i am very happy "
Tears fall his eyes...
He fell asleep...
After a while...
phone rang...
opened his eyes...
picked up the phone...
Namjoon " What are you doing mr alone?
" sleeping "
Namjoon " Your invitation is tomorrow evening "
" Invitation? "
" jin has arranged dinner tomorrow especially for you..
So I won't listen anything tomorrow 8 o'clock...
address is same cafe...
Our house is built on it "
" Hyung It was an invitation or an order "
" Whatever you think... See you tomorrow "
" Being alone in...I means no one else is invited "
" No, no one...You will be alone ...See you tomorrow "
Kook nodded...
turn off the phone and go back to sleep...
Other side....
Jin " He will get angry when he sees tae "
Namjoon shook his head " I don't think so... Well now we sleep...
Btw dad is coming back next week "
" Meaning separation again " Jin
" No not now...I will tell about us "
Jin " and if they kick you out of business "
" So you take care of me " namjoon
Jin smiled " I am serious "
" So I'm serious too...Look, I won't hide anymore...We have to think for ourselves now and if dad kicked me out... I would do whatever I want...
You are with me "
Jin nodded " Always "
He kissed namjoon lips " Now sleep " they both sleep in each other's arms
*******
tae took a bath...
opened the window and looked black sky...
stars were shining...
moon was feeling safe among these stars...
cold air was creating an electric current in his wet body...
He rubbing his hands on his body to warm himself...
He just sat there...
" Dad how are you ?...after many days my heart want to talk to you "
He smiled " I haven't forgotten you dad...I didn't forget anything, I was just busy "
silence...!
" Dad...
when you fell in love with mom...
you sounded like me...
Dad...hyung says I like jungkook... But...
Dad, I think I love jungkook....
Oh you don't know about jungkook...
jungkook is namjoon hyung friend rich and rude businessman...
I like him "
He looking at the road.
" Whenever he is in front of me, my heart beating fast like rollercoaster " he smile...
" his eyes look very sad...He seems lonely...My heart wants take his all sadness and give him my smile and my happiness...Dad my heart is not in my hands "
He look his hands said...
" It's not that I didn't try to get it out of my heart...
I tried very hard i don't love him but I failed...
I couldn't stop myself from loving it...
dad something happened in his life that made him hate the word love...
I want to know the reason...
I love him I want to end his loneliness...
I want to be the person he believes which he opened his heart...
I want to be his friend...
His trust...
I want to be his everything "
He sadly smiled said
" I don't know the pain of love, dad...
hyung say love hurts and I've never been in pain before except the pain of your death "
" dad Will I be able to handle the pain of this love ?
Can i have it...
Will I be able to win his heart ?
Will he tell me that nobody loves me like you ?
Or I will break...
I will lose...
Will my love remain unfulfilled ?
" Hyung had say jungkook is fire a stone...
Will I be able to break this stone ?
Tears welled up in his eyes...
He kept looking at the sky...
He had a fear..
He feared that tomorrow would weaken him...
Will change it...
Will break it...
*******
" Baby you up "
yoongi sat next to him...
" Water "
yoongi brought him water, drank it and said
" Thankfully your fever is gone now but you have to rest now "
He nodded
" Time " jimin
" It is 11pm " yoongi
" sorry " jimin said
yoongi kissed jimin forehead
" You are my responsibility...it is my duty "
jimin smiled, closed his eyes and yoongi lay down next to him..
" You talked to kook "
" About what " Yoongi
" about us " Jimin said
" No i'm angry with that "
Jimin looked at him
" Now stop being angry...he apologized "
" Once " yoongi
Jimin " apologizes once is too much please, you are an adult forgive him and fix everything "
Yoongi took a deep breath...
He clung to it...
Jimin " You're a real baby "
Yoongi nodded and they both fell asleep
*******
Tae got up early...
He was not asleep..
Today he had to befriend Jungkook...
" Morning mom "
" Morning taetae "
He hugging sana said " What happened ?
" Mom yesterday I talked a lot with dad and dad told me to take good care of you "
She smiled Shook her head and started cooking...
Tae stood behind her and watched...
He knew how sad sana was how lonely...
Sana never thought of remarrying...
She raised her son alone...
Tae sat down in the chair and started having breakfast...
He was scared...
today he had not slept all night...
He was so confused for the first time...
* Time skip *
1pm
he finished work and went home take out the clothes for the night and waiting for jin msg...
Jungkook on the other hand
was in the office...
He was preparing for the next meeting...
Jimin was not well yet and yoongi was angry with him..
Jungkook who was busy with papers saw his phone...
" You are coming at night " namjoon
he replied " yes 8pm "
" Ok bye " He read the message placed phone side and began to work...
He didn't like parties dinner but he was namjoon college friend...
He could not deny it...
Namjoon with him every difficulty after yoongi, if anyone had his own in this world he was namjoon...
Jungkook was going straight to Namjoon house after office...
He was happy inside coz namjoon was happy but he scared...
What will namjoon father do when he find out about namjoon marriage and sex ?
And there was fear...
If today again he see him...
again today If his heart started beating fast...
So what will he do...
Will he also fall in love ?
" Sir mr so is coming...
let's go "
He shook his head took a deep breath and walked to the meeting room
*******
Soobin " hyung tae went home early today "
Hobi " Hmmm, really "
Soobin " some students told me that hyung was gone "
Hobi " Good " he was busy
Soobin " hyung i notice something tae hyung has changed "
Hobi " Mean? "
Soobin " I mean, he don't talk he just working and go home "
Hobi " Hmmm i don't think so "
Soobin " That's because you are busy with your girlfriend these days "
hobi looked at the soobin who turned to the other side...
Hobi " When you have a girlfriend, you will be with her "
Soobin " Ah, ok hyung, let's go now "
soobin picked up the books and they both started walking
Soobin" Hyung by the way yoo noona are good..
why don't tae hyung think about her ?
Hobi " Soobin this is his life, not mine... Whatever he does "
" But hyung "
" Soobin please " soobin nodded they both left
*******
8pm...
Door bell rang Jin opened the door..
" Welcome jungkook " he smiled and came inside
" Oh my gosh i thought you wouldn't come "
Namjoon came from the kitchen wearing an apron
" what you are wearing and what you were doing "
jungkook gave jin a bouquet...
" This---
namjoon took off his apron
---I was helping Jin "
" Help and you in the kitchen...
" Hmmm...why you shocked kook "
Namjoon sat on the couch with jungkook
" hyung as far as I know you don't like cooking you are lazy person "
" Oh kook I have changed now...
I am now a married man "
Jin brought water gave to kook
" jin hyung how many things have it broken so far ?
Namjoon laughed out loud at jungkook's question
jin said " Don't ask jungkook don't ask "
Jungkook smiled and drink water...
" excuse me " Jin said and left..
He texted tae and got to work...
" Your house is small but nice "
jungkook looked around
" Jin's house...It was bought by him...
he build this cafe all his hard work "
Namjoon said the truth
" Wow surprised...Being the husband of such a rich business man he did not seek your help "
Namjoon nodded " He didn't marry me for money...
He loves me "
" Love " kook said
" Hmmm love "
Silence..!
" Kook don't keep your heart empty of love...
Love is not always bad...
People are bad " namjoon
Jungkook didn't say anything...
Jin set the food and invited everyone to the table...
They all start eating but doorbell rang and namjoon opened the door...
" Oh you suddenly " Namjoon said
" This is my hyungi's house...
I can come here anytime "
tae took off his shoes and came inside...
Jungkook's eyes fell on him and his heart started beating fast...
" Oh wow party is going on here... Hyungi you didn't tell me you were going to make so much today "
Tae sat down and watched the food...
Jungkook watched him...
He looked beautiful in a black shirt...
He looked like a prince in plain clothes...
" Tae this is not for you It's all made for jungkook "
Jin said slapping his hand
" Jungkook ? " tae said and Jin pointed at jungkook and tae looked at him
" Oh hi jungkook i didn't see you sorry " Tae said
Jin trying to stop his smile tae reached out for food...
" Tae didn't make it all for you " Now namjoon said
Tae sat down with his lower head...
Jungkook fell bad he said
" not matter...Let him eat too "
Tae looked at him...
Jin said " ok If you say so "
Tae smiled " Thanks jini hyungi... thanks uncle jungkook "
Hearing this, namjoon started coughing and Jin kept trying to stop his laughter...
jungkook face turn red..
He gritted his teeth said " No problem kid "
tae blinked and began to eat...
Everyone was eating but the word uncle rang in jungkook's mind
*******
After eating everyone was talking...
jin went to the kitchen to wash the dishes and namjoon following him...
Tae and kook were sitting on the couch...
So awkward...
Jungkook was looking around...
Tae was on his phone...
tae was looking for an opportunity to talk suddenly jungkook voice came
" I want to smoke? "
Tae looked at him cigarette stood up...
Jungkook follow him they both stand on the rooftop...
Jungkook smoking and tae looked at the sky...
Tae " How many cigarettes do you smoke every day "
Kook " Do not know "
Tae nodded
" What were you doing on the rooftop? " Tae said jungkook looked at him questioningly
" that day...what were you doing on the rooftop ?
" Oh...I came to smoke...I don't like noise "
tae nodded
" and U? " Tae looked at him
" What did you come for "
" I won the award...so came to celebrate...
My friend brought me here "
" he was your friend " Jungkook said
" Hmmm my best friend '' tae said
Silence...!
Tae " Sorry for tomorrow "
Jungkook looked at him again
" I wanted to see your reaction that's why i called you uncle sorry "
" And now...
Just now you called me uncle again...
what was that "
tae smiled " that was a joke...
By the way, your face turned red when you heard Uncle "
Jungkook rolled his eyes said
" You are very close to namjoon hyung "
Tae " I known jooni hyung for 2 years...
Jin Hyungi introduced me "
jungkook nodded tae continue
" Jin Hyungi has no relatives...
His parents died and he was alone...
We met 5 years ago and hyungi consider me his family "
" so you knew about namjoon marriage " jungkook said
" Hmmm, I found out...
I thought it was weird at first but then everything was fine " tae
" Why weird " jungkook
" They are both men but now i know thst love is love, it can happen to anyone "
Tae looked up at the sky and jungkook look him
" You believe in love ''
Tae nodded " I am...after seeing the love of my parents... I believe in love "
" But I don't believe in love " jungkook
Tae saw him...
" For me love is a meaningless emotion...
Waste of time...
No one truly loves anyone, everyone runs after money "
Tae " But I don't think so...
my father loved my mother till the last moment and my mother loves him even after his death "
Jungkook looked at him
tae continue
" I know love is fake nowadays but love is not always fake...
Every person is not the same " He looked at Jungkook
" Love is a beautiful feeling jungkook...
Once realizes this his life changes and where there is happiness love is also a pain but it is foolish to take love away from you for fear of pain "
They both looking at each other
jungkook said
" You are young..
you haven't seen the real world yet "
Tae smiled " You may think I'm stupid young boy...
but I'm probably smarter than you "
Silence...!
" W-Who was she "
" Who " Tae said
" Who was she dancing with you in the club?
" My childhood friend "
Jungkook looking at him
" Only friend "
" Hmmm only friend " tae said
Jungkook nodded and looked ahead
Tae asked " What do you think ?
" The way you two were dancing i i thought she was your girlfriend "
Tae laughed and jungkook found his laughter a music and he whipped...
" She has been with me since childhood..
our mom is a friend...
She is close to me but we are just friends...
btw I like someone else "
Jungkook was heartbroken to hear this
" Oh " He smoking
Silence...!
" Who ? " Jungkook asked hesitate...
Tae looked at him
" Someone lucky which i want to know...
Advise me "
Jungkook looked at him " advise " Jungkook asked tae nodded
" I don't know "
" oh come on oldey give some advice "
Tae hit his shoulder on his shoulder...
" Talk to her befriend " jungkook said with heavy heart
" What happens then ? Tae said
" Friendship will bring you both closer "
" Ok so friends "
tae stretched out his hand in front of him...
Jungkook watched him ...
" you said make friends first " Tae
" yes i said befriend the one you like " jungkook
" So I'm befriending the one I like " tae
" i sa--- " jungkook silent his eyes wide tae smiling...
" M-Means " jungkook scared
" Oh jungkook are you really 33 year old ?
Tae approached him and whisper " I like you jungkook "
" but i i don't like you "
" oh really then why are you sweating ?
He point jungkook forehead
Jungkook cleared his forehead said " I hate love "
" When i told you i love you jungkookie... I said I like you...Likeeeeee yooouuuu "
jungkook remained silent tae leaned back against the wall
" I like you "
" but i don't like you " jungkook
Tae " I like challenge i am very stubborn...
If my heart want something i will get it "
Jungkook " But you will not win me kim taehyung...
I don't believe in love and like...
My life is just work and you----
He looked at tae and said
---are kid and I'm a man...
We are two different people....
It would be better to understand "
Tae smiled
" Oh jungkook "
He turned and face jungkook
" Who told you i'm a kid and age doesn't matter to me...
as far as faith in love is concerned...
write one thing today jungkook...
i kim taehyung will make you love me...One day you will tell me
( i love you and nobody loves me like you )
Remember that
He looked jungkook eyes and jungkook got scared for the first time...
Tae come closer and whisper
" If you can save yourself, save yourself...
and one more thing from now on you are mine...
ONLY MINE...
I'll go now bye "
And he left...
Jungkook watched him...
His heart was pounding...
He leaned against the wall and sat down...
He was slowly began to feel weak in front of a 23 year boy...
He was scared...
Now it will be what he used to run away from
Now he too will have to taste love...
*******
When he got home,
Tae ley down on the bed..
He couldn't believe what he did today...
Sana was sleeping...
He was very happy today....
He finally expressed his feelings without fear...
he smiling like teenage girl...
He went to take a bath and thinking about the next plan...
*******
on the otherside...
jungkook was terrified...
He shaking badly...
After tae unexpected confession he leave namjin house...
He is afraid..
He closed his eyes...
* Flash back *
" Mama...Dad look mama...
See...
Mr. Jeon looked outside of the car...
This scene broke his heart...
His ex-wife his love holding someone else hand and smiling...
Mr. Jeon kept watching..
There were tears in his eyes...
Drove home...
Jungkook was 10 years old...
Mr. Jeon went to his room and crying...
A few hours later Jungkook trembled and went to his father's room...
door opened and mr jeon was lying on the floor...
The room smelled weird...
He sat next to him...
" D-Dad "
Mr Jeon did not answer...
" Dad " mr jeon looked at jungkook and smiled
" Dad, please d-don't c-cry "
He wiped away their tears with his small hands...
" Dad, i i promise i w-won't leave you " mr jeon hugged him and jungkook patted his back with his small hands...
" You never broke anyone's heart son...
Never h-hurt anyone don't be like your m-mother...
you are my son kookie...
You have to be a better p-person than me...
Don't be like your m-mother "
He kept listening...
He did not understand but he kept listening...
And nodded...
After some months his father diagnosed cancer...
Seeing his father in trouble, pain he hated the name of love...
he sure himself...
he will never love anyone...
* End flash back *
He opened his eyes...
Standing in front mirror
( you are mine only mine )
( Save yourself )
These words kept ringing in his ears...
tears in his eyes...
" I won't let you win love...
I hate you...I HATE YOU "
hit perfume bottle on the mirror..
He saw his broken image in the broken mirror...
" I w-won't let you w-win...
Never...
I'm a-alone i'll be alone "
He kept repeating these words with shaking voice
Teary eyes...
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