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LAST CHAPTERRRRR
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Sidharth banged the door loudly and said SHEHNAZ OPEN THE DOOOR.
Shehnaz curled into the blanket even more and said GO AWAY!!!!
Sidharth- Shehnaz If you don't open the door then you see.
Shehnaz ignored and cringed at herself because of the incident happened 20 minutes ago. She literally pushed everyone out.
Shehnaz was inside the blanket just when she felt the blanket ripped away from her.
She snapped her head and saw Sidharth glaring at her.
Shehnaz gasped and shouted HOW DID YOU ENTER?
Sidharth - Window?
Shehnaz got up and quickly tried to run away when Sidharth rolled his eyes and pulled her wrist and held her by the waist and pinned her down to the bed.
He got on her with a stern expression and said I won't let you go until you drop this thing.
Shehnaz groaned knowing he won't as this was his trick whenever they fought.
Sidharth saw her red face and said Why are you so embarrassed? As if you never had acidity infront of me? Or anything? Should I tell you once you-
Shehnaz - STOP! ITS THAT YOU WOULD BE DISAPPOINTED THAT I WASNT PREGNANT BECAUSE I KNEW HOW MUCH YOU WANTED TO HAVE A KID IN FUTURE.
Sidharth stopped and stared at her flushed face.
He slowly raised his hands and tucked her hair and said, I was a little disappointed. But I was really happy that it didn't happen when we are in our worst condition. The baby would need love not the misunderstandings we have between us.
Shehnaz sighed with her eyes moist and nodded.
Sidharth- So you still won't talk?
Shehnaz- What?
Sidharth- THIS. THIS HABBIT OF YOURS IS THE ONLY THING I HATE. Whatever you feel you keep in your heart. Whenever I unintentionally would ditch you out you would still smile as nothing happened. Whenever your mother would scream and hit you, you would still hug her and cry alone. Whenever your sister stepped on you; you would still care for her. When you would be having a mental trauma inside your head you WOULD KEEP IT IN EVEN IF IT DESTROYS YOUR WHOLE LIFE.
WHY? WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH!?????
Shehnaz angrily looks at sidharth with tears leaking through her eyes and said YES I AM SELFISH. YES YOU ARE THE PERFECT CHARACTER IN THIS STORY. I am the stupid girl who believed in the misunderstanding and didn't trust you. What do you call someone who had no family to talk to? The mother who was mentally unstable and I was her daughter and sometimes human punching bag. When the sister hates your guts? And you have no one to talk to because of the crazy mother? THEN WHOM WOULD I CONFIDE INTO? This is what I have learnt; to keep it to myself.
I told you I am not easy. Do you know why I believed and didn't believe in it? Because I was so insecure about myself. Now how can I a girl be so insecure? Insecurity can't be easily gone; like even if I have a boyfriend who showers all the love to me. It makes me more insecure that do I even deserve his love? Maybe he could be with someone who has a less twisted family and a better personality. I was insecure that a person like you would get a person like my sister or someone even greater. It's so funny how people question your insecurities. Like it's so mentally damaging to even explain how the other person might feel?
Like, I might not like my body and I share it with someone; they would be like OH WHY ARE YOU INSECURE? It's pretty!
Oh Thankyou I don't have my insecurity anymore. Do people realise how deep insecurities are? How hard self hate is? How hard is to love yourself? No human is perfect, not that idol or actress you like nor girls like me. I was scared to marry you, I was scared that I don't turn like my mother even though I knew you weren't like my father. When I saw you and my sister even though I knew it can be false but my biggest fear was in front of my eyes. And it's okay if I am selfish to drown myself into insecurities, and I am okay with it.
Shehnaz tried to get up when he pushed her down on the bed again, and slowly went down towards her lips and place his on hers making her tears fall down even mercilessly.
He touched the nape of her skin and slowly caressed it as he dived deeper into her mouth.
After few minutes he parted his lips and said, I would kiss you everyday until you don't feel alone. I never knew that you carried it all in your heart and never said anything. I never knew how you cheered me up in my stupidest of things and never confronted yours.
It's not your mistake it's mine.
And in my heart I always knew you weren't like this. Do you remember your line? Sometimes it's important to fall apart to fall back even harder.
I won't leave you even if you have your insecurities till the last breath. Everyday I would try to make you trust me. Because you don't know, how special you are to me. How perfectly you fit in my puzzle. You are that piece of the puzzle which can't be completed until it's not added.
Shehnaz cried holding his chest and said, What did I do to deserve you? The way you cared for me no one could ever. When I got my fracture you patiently handled everything of mine, you always took the drunk me even it would be 3am in the night. You would always look after me, my work, my food habits, my mood swings.
Sidharth hugged her even tighter and said No what did I do to deserve you? We both aren't the ideal perfect lovers or couples, we are humans. We make mistake and we learn.
Sidharth looked at her as something clicked.
He slowly looked into her eyes deeply and said, As we promised in the other life.. I would love you a little more than you and you would take care of me a little more than me. ( If you know, YOU KNOW)
Sidharth softly kissed her forehead and said, I love you, and-
Suddenly everything blanked out.
Shehnaz slowly opened her eyes and looked around shocked.
They were in the room where they were fighting when the thing started.
Sidharth slowly woke up and looked at it shocked too.
Sidharth- How- How is this possible?
Shehnaz- I don't know? We didn't even find the way...
Sidharth got up and held her hand and took her to the boss who looked at them hell shocked.
He gasped and held his heart and said Are you GOING TO BREAK HER HAND?
Sidharth rolled his eyes and said Do you have some project for us? In some village?
Boss looked at them confused and said What project? What village?
Shehnaz and Sidharth looked at each other so shocked and even before the boss could say anything they went out and sat down grasping the information.
Shehnaz- Does anything like this exists?
Sidharth- I don't know but this happened to us..!
Shehnaz- Now What?
( Six years later)
The scene opens at a man frantically running towards an office conference room.
The man hurriedly opens the door and then sighs and says, Here we go again.
The person looks at the scene infront of him blankly while the other person's eyes widened.
In the room was everything a mess, the papers were scattered all over the room; the bottles had called down. The chairs were thrown in different directions and finally a man was holding the hair of a woman and the woman was holding his tie and looked at the man standing infront of her with love.
Just as the woman was about to place her lips on the man, the person shouted MOM DAD ATLEAST LEAVE THE CONFERENCE ROOM.
Both of their heads snapped at the little boy'/ direction and they both turned back with love and Sidharth kissed her forehead.
The boy rolled his eyes and Sidharth's secretary turned red in embarrassment.
now what?
Well, the king and his begum decided to be impulsive and they literally ran to the marriage registrars and got married in their divelshed clothes. And then after a month of convincing Sidharth's parents they got married with sidharth's mom being shehnaz's mom as her own mom couldn't handle the problems and she was admitted in the rehab. While the sister married someone and didn't care about her wedding nor like Shehnaz cared.
They were blessed with a child after, but as the boy says Mom dad didn't have any sharam after this. Each day they would fall in love with each other more, they would pull each other's hair more. After everything was sorted Shehnaz stood infront of him with her resignation letter and said We have lived my dream now let's live yours.
Shehnaz joined his company and they started working together; well more of Sidharth romancing her every moment they got.
It's still a mystery how they went to that place. Was it a dream or the reality they don't know. Whatever it was, it made them love each other more.
Shehnaz and Sidharth were visiting their old office and the boss when he saw him scolding the a boy and girl who were glaring at each other.
He said- I HAVE A PROJECT FOR YOU GUYS AND YOU BOTH HAVE TO DO IT. It's in a village and they found a museum-
Both of them groaned and shouted that it was unfair.
Just then the boss turned and looked at them with a big smile and suddenly everything CLICKED.
Their jaw drops and Shehnaz slowly said- NO WAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, What did they guess? Lemme know.
We are done with this book for some time.
I do have a lot of short story ideas but I am gonna keep it for a while.
Because I am bringing the WHOLE BOOK ON YOUR MOST REQUESTED ONE.. COUSIN LOVE STORY.
It's gonna be bigger, better and so much fun I can't wait for it.
But as it's said, it should be worth the wait.
I am taking a little big break; but as I promise it's gonna be better.
See you all on 25th JUNE 2021!!!!
I will drop the teaser soon, I mean the book cover and the prologue.
Lots of love to you guys, sending you good energy.
Love,
Aparajita â¤ï¸â¤ï¸