Hi guys! I went through all your comments on my previous message and I told my mom. My heart is so full, so full of gratitude and love. These days had been so so horrible for me; mental health was so bad but everything still kept going. Update- Mom got her surgery and is home, and recovering and I can't thank god and you guys enough for your good wishes and prayers.
Just as a little gratitude gift I decided to update today. Thankyou to all of you. Love you guys seriouslyðâ¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸
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Sidharth- WAIT WHAT?
Shehnaz pushed him away and was about to leave when he pulled her back and locked the door.
Shehnaz- Let go!!!!
Sidharth- What did you say? I cheated you with your sister and then pushed your mother?
Shehnaz angrily looked at him and said, DO YOU WANT ME TO REPEAT IT AGAIN?
Sidharth chuckled loudly with pain in his eyes and said, From today I will let you go. Even after that day I thought there might be a good reason for you to leave me like that. I still stayed in the office for you. I fucking left my CEO job to be with you even though I didn't like history. Just to be with you, I always thought you might have been scared of marriage but soon I will convince you one day and wait for you.
But today you made me realize that everything was a FUCKING WASTE OF TIME. Waiting for you was the worst mistake and loving you was the worst mistake!!!!!
Shehnaz's eyes widened when Sidharth continued.
Sidharth- Now before I leave, I would say Thankyou so much for not believing in me. For not trusting my honesty and our relationship.
First, I NEVER CHEATED ON YOU WITH YOUR SISTER. That day when I was in your room keeping your gift, she came and hugged me from behind. I was shocked but still tried to be polite. She started throwing herself on me saying that you were not a good match for me.
When she just pushed me on the bed I pushed her back which made her angry. You believe that sister that hates your guts? But not the guy who loved you? You knew that she liked me and I didn't like her. If I liked her why the fuck would I marry you? It's not like I didn't have an option? But for me you were the only thing for me.
And your mom, your mom is mentally unstable. Your mom was screaming at me before the day of the marriage because you sister poisoned her ears that you will never come to visit her again. And I tried to convince her but she never listened. She lied but you won't trust me obviously. You never did, it's okay if you would have doubts obviously it's your family BUT YOU DECIDED TO DITCH ME ON OUR WEDDING DAY AND MAKE FUN OF ME AND MY FAMILY IN FRONT OF 1000 people? And then went to the club to get yourself drunk????
The only problem was YOU NEVER CLEARED OR TRUSTED. I don't care if you don't trust me even now, but I want you to think me the person who would take your mom to doctors and parks would push her for what? And me the guy who stayed away from your sister and never had a password would cheat on you when I know You are in the House THAT TIME?
I hoped you had a sensible reason to hurt me so bad, but you are seriously disgusting.
Sidharth for the first time in the 5 years gave her the hateful look and stormed out of the room.
Shehnaz looked at his leaving figure in shock and thought what the hell was wrong with me?
Shehnaz slumped down on the chair with shock.
(flashback)
Sidharth was combing shehnaz's hair when Shehnaz said- You know when we break up no then I really want it to have a good reason. Not that stupid typical misunderstanding one.
Sidharth stopped and looked at her with anger and said We will never breakup.
Shehnaz smiled and scratched his chin cutely and said, Sometimes it's really important to fall down to fall back again even stronger. But I really want the breakup to be really short like max to max a month?
Sidharth looked at her shocked and said A MONTH? I can't stay without you for a day. No ways! Shehnaz!!!
Shehnaz pouted and thought Yeah even I cant even stay without you for a day. Is it even possible for us to be away for so long?
(Ends)
Shehnaz- 5 years. 5 years of being living in that stupidity. I somewhere knew it could be a misunderstanding but how could I explain the other things to him.
Shehnaz slowly let those tears fall from her eyes and thought, Only if we could be in that college life forever.
She let her tears fall, sometimes even though the two people might be madly in love but the time couldn't let them be.
After an hour someone came asking that they had to leave. She didn't see Sidharth; she quietly sat back in her carriage and went into her own flashbacks.
(Flashbacks)
Shehnaz was standing infront of the gate because someone told her to.
She stood there confused, when suddenly a huge bunch of rose petals fell on her head. It was a big shower of rose petals suddenly falling on her. Her lips stretched into the biggest smile posssible and she looked up and saw Sidharth throwing flowers at her happily.
Her heart beat increased, when he said I LIKE YOU ALOT!!!!
Just when she was about to say something, the basket of roses fell on her head and she fainted.
When she woke up she heard some sniffing noises. She slowly opened her eyes and saw Sidharth's eyes and nose red as he wipped his nose and eyes as he cried looking up.
Shehnaz touched herself to check that was her body part amputated or what?
Just then Sidharth saw her and gave her the bone crashing hug and wailed like a baby.
Shehnaz- Do I have cancer?
Sidharth- no?
Shehnaz- Is my arms amputated or any body part is?
Sidharth- no?
Shehnaz- What's wrong then?
Sidharth sniffed and said You got a little bump on your head and fainted because of me because I got excited.
Shehnaz looked at him in amusement and then said Well then I think you have to be my servant for a week.
Sidharth- A month.
Shehnaz- What?
Sidharth- I am fine with a month or two or three months too.
Shehnaz looked at him with awe because he was looking like a little kid who wanted to help.
Shehnaz slowly said, I like you too.
Sidharth stared at her in shock at first and then happily jumped just when the glucose bottle fell on her wound making her wince and Sidharth cry again.
(F-2)
Shehnaz and Sidharth had been going strong as they were dating and everyone knew that they were in love.
Shehnaz stood infront of her professor as he said- For this you have to shift to Mumbai.
Shehnaz bit her lip and said Anything for Delhi please? Anything would work.
The professor smiled and said, For Sidharth? If the love is true even after long distance it would stay.
Shehnaz nodded with a fake smile and left the room and sat inside the washroom cubicle with a sigh.
She wanted to be an archeologist and Sidharth had to be the CEO of his father's company. It was Delhi based while Shehnaz had to go to mumbai.
Even though long distance could be a thing but she couldn't imagine a day without him.
She tried to hold in her tears and then harshly wiped it and got to the department and asked for the job of an HR applications.
Shehnaz smiled to herself and thought, Sometimes its all worth it.
She went in sidharth's adda where all his friends and he sat.
She sat next to him and kept her head on his shoulder as he laughed with his friends while rubbing her arms.
She thought, the amount of comfort I find here I could have never in Mumbai.
She smiled, just when her eyes went to the form next to Sidharth.
Her world stopped for a moment, he had the same place assigned for him.
He choose that.
She quickly picked up the paper and looked at it shocked while Sidharth smiled.
Shehnaz- What is this?
Sidharth- Application?
Shehnaz- ARE YOU MAD?
Sidharth grinned and said Yes.
Shehnaz- BUT HOW CAN YOU LEAVE YOUR DREAMS? YOU WANTED TO BE IN BUSINESS AND YOU HATE HISTORY.
Sidharth- So What? I love you and I can love everything about you.
Shehnaz angrily said this is not done.
Just then his friend picked up the application of Shehnaz which fell on the ground and read it.
The friend smiled and said Shehnaz don't be a hypocrite. You chose Business too.
Sidharth looked at her with shock while the friends laughed at those two crazy in love.
(Ends)
Shehnaz wiped her tears as she saw that they were about to reach the palace.
She covered her face with the duppatta just as they had to enter the palace.
As the announcements where made and the flowers were thrown, Shehnaz slowly got out of the carriage just when she was about to stand she tripped and was about to fall when Sidharth held her tightly making her stand.
She looked at his face who had this cold expression but his eyes were full of worry.
She stood back and sighed with pain in her heart.
After all the welcome Shehnaz just wanted to go to her room and have a good crying session again.
But Ammi jaan stopped her to talk and gossip but Sidharth saw her tired face.
He said- Ammi Yeh apse aaram se baat karlengi. Abhi hume kuch kaam hai inse!
Before Ammi jaan could even say anything he held her hand and took her to her room.
Shehnaz- I don't want them to know about my.. right now.
Sidharth covered his eyes which was full of hurt and said Okay.
Shehnaz- Sidharth-
Sidharth looked at her and said I will accept this child Shehnaz in this world and even in that world but not you. Not you.
With this he left her; not knowing the farther you try to leave the faster you get back.
So it's done.
Let's see what happens further.