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(Shehnaz PoV)
I smiled at sidharth who was making some noodles for us to eat.
He looked at me and said What are you smiling at?
I smiled even harder and said, You.
He shook his head and continued to make noodles.
We sat down and started to eat quietly.
I cleared my throat and said, I have some really important questions to ask you.
He nodded, and I continued- So first of all when I died and whatever did I have a lot of scars and my concealer ran out and I mean was I without makeup when you saw me?
My eyes went on his knuckles turning white, i gulped and said I mean if you don't wanna talk-
He sternly looked at me and said, I didn't see you.
My smile vanished and I said, No- not once you came to see me for the last time when I died? Do you hate me to that existent?
I got up from the chair with tears and ran out of his house going through doors and ran to the terrace and sat on the railing of the terrace.
Tears fell from my eyes continuesly as I thought about how much he hates me that he didn't wanted to see me for the last time?
Was it too hard to love-
No! I heard his voice from behind.
I wiped my tears from the back of my hand and said, Go away right now. I will come back don't worry!
I didn't hear any movement, suddenly someone held my arm.
I looked at the side and saw him looking at me intently.
He said, you were always scared of heights right?
I smiled sadly and said, It was because I was scared that I would die but now there's nothing to loose.
He didn't say anything he sat down next to me still holding my hand as if I would fall down and looked at the dark sky while I did the same.
After 10 minutes he said, I couldn't.
I looked at him confused, when he while looking at the sky said again, I couldn't see you for the last time.
I couldn't see you bleeding, lifeless and with scars. In my memories I would want to remember that girl who would run after me with a big smile which could light up anyone's day. I couldn't see you with your eyes closed which would never open. I couldn't just see you again for the last time.
I bit my lip to control myself from crying again when I saw him, tears where falling from his eyes too.
I looked down and said I am sowwy! I over-
He looked at me and said No, I always underreacted. Now let's go down.
I looked at him and said what do you mean?
He ignored the question and walked back downstairs.
I paused and let his words process in my mind.
I couldn't imagine the horror my friends would have seeing me so lifeless and never waking up again. My family would have been devasted because that face which would always shout and laugh wouldn't wake up again.
I always think, people opt the option to kill themselves. Why?
I wish if they knew that how traumatised their family and friends would have been seeing them like this.
Someone has rightly said, suicide doesn't ends pain, it just passes it on to someone else.
Only if people knew how important life is.
I got up from there and quickly ran back to his house.
I was already so tired that I decided to sleep on the couch.
I closed my eyes and let the sleep take over.
The next morning I woke up to someone shaking me continuesly, I swatted the hand away and shouted Sidharth get away.
GET AWAY!
The person poked my nose and said, Wake up I am not Sidharth!
I groaned in my sleep and said, Then I don't care about you! Go go!
Suddenly I was lifted in the air and I opened my eyes in panic.
I saw Vishal holding me in his arms and just then the door opened and Sidharth came running in and looked at me shocked and said why are you flying in the air and how?
I scrunched my nose and thought flying in the air? Ohhh wait, actually my guide is holding me.
I looked at Vishal and said Put me downnnnn!
He looked at me and then huffed and then put me down on the bed.
Wait bed? aww shit wish I could tell my bestfriends that this coconut cutie carried me to bed yesterday aaaaaah!
Vishal- Come out of your thoughts and here take this.
He handed me over a black sheet.
What's this? I asked.
He said, This is your lingering thoughts you just have 29days complete it asap.
I huffed and said Yeah Alright also-
Sidharth interrupted and said Is it a guy?
I nodded and he said then ask him to take you to his house because I don't allow this!
I looked at him confused and said Allow what?
Vishal smirked and said, Just say that he said you can come to his place and you are leaving.
I was so confused but I said, Um he said he can take me to his place-
Sidharth shouted NO!
I said, Um but you just right now said that?
Sidharth- I have promised you that lingering thing so i can see the black sheet in your hand now..
( He takes or if I have to elaborate he snatches it from my hand and says ask whoever it is to go now)
I looked back at Vishal but he was already gone.
Sidharth looked at the paper and opened it as it was an envelope.
I tried to peek in when he glared at me.
I whined and said yeh mera hai!
Sidharth glared again and said I will see it.
He looked from top to bottom and said, Woah your wishes are crazy! It deals with me?
Like watching fireworks with Sidharth!
Going on a short trip with Sidharth
Making cakes with Sidharth.
Going on a date with Sidharth
There's a lot and that to with me?
I looked at him surprised yet embarrassed.
I blushed and said Yeah because I like-
He interrupted me and said I don't wanna hear it.
I huffed and said Jerk.
Sidharth looked at me and said, We can do one right now.
I peeped again when he kept it in his pocket and said, Walking to school together holding hands and sitting together.
I squealed and looked at my hands and said you will hold them?
I looked at him excited like a kid while he gave me a sad look but replaced it with a stern one and said Go get ready.
I looked at him and said how can I? Only you can! I mean I can comb my hair.
He nodded and went inside to change into his uniform.
I was drinking water when he came wearing rhe uniform.
I spat the water out as my eyes fell on the tight shirt from which I could see the abs and his hair gelled back.
I smugly thought something naughty and saw his face turning red.
He glared at me but it wasn't his usual powerful one.
I looked at him and did a little Rawr!
He ignored it and locked the door and I quickly came out with him.
We got down and he stopped, he held my hand and we started to walk.
Even though I was dead I could feel my heart beating so fast,how much I imagined this to be true when I was alive. Maybe dying wasn't so bad at all.
I smiled the widest but then I saw people looking at sidharth strangely because his hand was in the air.
I whispered, Remove your hand orelse people will call you mad.
He shook his head and said, I am not letting your hand go.
I looked at him with painful eyes and thought don't do this to me it would be so hard for me to let you go.
We reached the class and he sat down and quickly kept his back on the other seat.
I sat down next to him when I saw Mahira coming towards him with a seductive smile.
I glared at her when she bent forward and said I see this seat empty can I sit?
Sidharth- No my bag is here and it was heavy today so NO!
I smile widely, there is one thing I loved about Sidharth. It wasn't like he was just cold to me he was cold to everyone!
I giggled while he looked at me confused to which I showed him my tongue.
The class started and Mrs. Sharma came in I saw her eyes wander on my empty original seat but then to the class.
I whispered to sidharrh, why does she look so bad? Did her husband leave her or what?
Sidharth shook his head and said Its because of you. I heard she was one of those who cried the most on your death. She even managed that food thing after death rituals and she still hasn't overcame that. She blames herself for being so rude to you and even on your last day.
I wanted to come with a sassy reply but I couldn't. My heart ached for the teacher who I hated my whole life but she was a softie.
I was looking around when I saw Aj looking in my direction.
I froze but I saw her eyes going to Sidharth.
I was the ghost but this creepy bestfriend of mine was scaring me.
After the class, Aj came to sidharth's seat and said I wanted to talk to you.
Sidharth- Yeah?
Aj- not here outside.
I looked at him and said Chalo and please please ask her if she's eating on time and-
Sidharth- looked at me which meant chup hoja gadhi look.
I pouted and my eyes went to Aj who had a little smile on her lips.
Sidharth and Aj started to walk out when she took him to the grounds.
Sidharth stood infront of her and said Yeah say!
Aj didn't look at him she looked at me and said, It's you right?
I again froze I didn't know what to say.
I looked at Sidharth who looked at Aj confused.
Aj went closer towards me and pulled me in a hug but I went through her.
Aj had tears in her eyes and she said, I can see you Shehnaz I can see you.
I stopped and said HOW- HOW-?
Do you have someone in your life who gives you the chup hoja gadhi?
For me it's my bestfriendð
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