Chapter 73: if that makes sense

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I don't even know how to explain it

I don't think I've even got the words

Sometimes I wish for something to erase with,

my feelings away, everything that hurts

It's like missing a face that I've never seen

Longing for a warmth that has never been

No person to crave, yet there's empty space

An ache for a touch, an empty embrace

The only one sleeping in my bed

is no one, except for my cat

And I long for this feeling of a loving embrace

that you don't want to end, but want it lasting days

It may sound weird to say you miss something

That you've never actually had

But it feels like there's a void inside of me

And the emptiness does feel pretty bad

So, if that makes sense, I have nothing to compare

But am longing for something, someone, somewhere