I lay in my room,
alone and cold.
Nothing to look forward to,
nothing to hold.
My smile was lost,
So long ago.
My laughter, gone,
Away my glow.
I look outside,
and all looks grey.
I lost all strength to move,
All I can do ist stay.
I know I should do more,
but all I can do is less,
I'm stuck in my own body
Stuck in this nothingness.
I know there are things I have to do,
things I enjoy doing as well.
But I can't move, I can't break free,
Of my own head, of my own hell.