Chapter 107: If I just had a dream

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The emptiness hurts more right now,

How did I even come here?

The quietness sounds loud as hell

And I waste away until I disappear.

How does everybody know?

Just raise the pressure on me please.

If there is a secret why, can you show?

Feels like you all did it with ease.

Me instead, I sit right here.

No plan for life, no goal to achieve.

My head breaks, I'm full of fear.

Is there a dream, that I believe?

I feel so drowned in thousand thoughts

and yet, my head is empty.

I hear all your reports, so different.

Worries I have plenty.

If I just knew where to go from here,

I can do nothing but scream.

What would happen, if I saw clear,

If I just had a dream?