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Ruhanika pov:-
Finally at 4 am I closed my books and pack my bag for college and lay down on the bed . As I close my eyes today's incident flashed infront of me . How ekansh defended me ....
I was ignoring all the cursing words from my so called father cause I am used to it . I remember I was Adoring something new something beautiful. Someone defending me. I don't like to depend on anyone but for the first time I was being silent and depend on my husband. Tell me ekansh how should I not expect anything from you , when you are raising my expectations ?? I pledge to never let these emotions enter in me and my diary is - SHITT MY DIARY !!!
I wake up with a jolt ..i have to find that diary before anybody else could.
I silently went in backyard and finally after 20 minutes i got my diary....
I come back in my room and flip the diary pages...
As a kid , I had a fantasy . To be a
Princess. A perfect girl with shiny eyes , perfect curls , soft smile and sweet voice. Girl which is loved by everyone. experiencing the fairy tale love . But growing up I realised that this world is not fairyland infact it's a cursed place. With evil people and smiley faces. You can't be a princess here .
" I wish you were never born "
" Why didn't you died that day ? "
" You are a black spot ".
How easily people question my existence and even me too . I also don't wanna live in this cruel world where people hide demons behind there faces .
There question genuinely made me curse my existence.
" Dear diary ...you know I was so afraid of pain , i give up on many dreams because I was afraid of getting hurt and die but see the things I was running from now I am enduring..."
" Dear diary ...
I am feeling exhausted.
I just wanna disappear . I want to break down on my knees and cry hard .scream my heart out and I don't wanna stop until I can't breath anymore.i feel like everyone is fed up of me . No one wanted me .I am feeling sick of this feeling. "
In previous pages i also wrote my bucket list ..but it's not even damn worth ...I close the book and went to bed and lay down .and soon the sleep consume me .
After 2 hours the alarm disturbed my sleep ... Waking up I continue my morning routine workout,yoga and finally get dressed for college....
I get ready and went downstairs and saw Rohan placing breakfast
" Good morning bhabs !! " Rohan said
" Good morning " I said and helped him to place the table ...
" Wow today what makes you help me ?? " Rohan said
" Thought to do a kind deed " I said causally
" Good morning dad.." I said .. he come and lovingly pat my head wishing me in return ....
Soon ruhi also come downstairs...
" Mumma you are looking beautiful" she said
" We both are beautiful ik that " I said pulling her chubby cheeks ..
" Ruhanika please call Bhai , he usually come on time ..." He said and I went to his room ..
This will be first time I am going to enter in his room
I knocked but nobody responded...i thought to open the door but what if he is shirtless like in movies and novels. I don't wanna embarrass myself ..or should I ...no i don't think it's appropriate. But I am his wife...just a deal...inner voice spoke
"Just come in Ruhanika...as much is interesting to see you debating with yourself I am afraid I don't have time." Ekansh said opening the door ....
" Why are you late ?? " I asked
" All because of you . " He said going inside the room....I went behind him
" How come I am responsible for everything . According to you if temperature is increasing its because of Ruhanika. If India gets defeated in hockey it's Ruhanika fault. If you-
" If you stop making me awake till night...I would be on time " he said making me roll my eyes ...
" Dad is calling you breakfast " I said
" Fine... Ruhanika can you pass me the file it's in first drawer of my cupboard..." He said setting the documents ...
I nod just then my eyes caught the interior of room...the room is filled with his and Ishita picture unknowingly my heart burn but i accept it ... It's normal.
I open the cupboard and took the file and something fell down ... My eyes widened seeing C*ndoms .
I glare at him ..i could feel my breath grow fast and throw the file at him
" Wth Ruhanika -
" Shut up and come downstairs for breakfast I am not your servant. And next time keep your private things away from my gaze ... I didn't expect it from you ... " I said and went downstairs....
Ekansh pov :-
Wtf was this ?? Is she drunk early morning... I get up to close the door of cupboard and my eyes widened seeing the c*ndoms packets... wtf!!!
"ROHANNN " i shouted in few seconds the culprits was standing in front of me with innocent smile ..
" Bhai it was just a prank -
" Ruhanika saw it ...what will she think?? " I said
" Bhai i didn't send Ruhanika intentionally... " He said as if I will belive him
" Your one month pocket money is deducted... " I said
" Bhaiii I will become beggar please nooo !!! Atleast give me 45,000 . This month is about to end and I have nothing left ..." he plead to which i ignore and went downstairs....
Ruhanika pov :-
" Beta we visited that temple after every marriage and ekansh doesn't believe in god after his mother death... And I don't know it's my superstition or what but I think ekansh and Ishita didn't have successfull marriage because ekansh didn't visited that temple.. "Â dad said to me .
" Dad honestly speaking I also don't believe in all this ..I mean i believe in god but this failure of marriage is linked to temple... But it's ok if going to temple help you to relax, we will go " I said to dad
" But he won't agree " he said
" Leave it to me dad" i said....and soon ekansh come downstairs damn he is looking pissed ....and Rohan come with sulked face....
After having breakfast...Rohan was waiting outside for us to go college ....
"Ekansh... Come home early today because we have to visit temple -
" If dad told you about temple thing he must also told you that I don't believe in god-
" I also don't believe in you , still you exist right?? You are coming to temple otherwise I will throw your precious laptop..." I said
" I dare you , Ruhanika. Do whatever you want I am not coming. " He said and left
" I am going alone then.." i shouted to which he clearly heard but ignored.....
I went to college with Rohan whole ride he was sulking about his deduction in pocket money....
" Where is shivangi...? " She usually wait at the entrance. I called her but her number is switched off . I shrugged it it's weird but it's ok it happens sometimes....
After whole day I took classes and in between called shivangi but still her number is not reachable... She never behaved like this anyway I will see her tomorrow...
I messaged Ekansh once more that I am leaving for temple but he still didn't agree and reply do whatever you want....
Ekansh pov :-
I completed my files and closed them ... It's already 6;30 pm .my phone went off ..it's Ruhanika. This girl is too stubborn -
"Â Ruhanika I said i am not coming -
" Hello... " Who is this !?as i heard a stranger female voice
" Who are you? Where is Ruhanika? " I asked
" Sir actually the girl who own this phone fell from stairs in the temple and she is bleeding badly and here is no vehicle convence avilable..it's a remote area -
" I am coming just please be with her ... don't leave her alone please. " I said and pick up the keys .....
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