Did she understand what we were talking about? I needed to redirect her thoughts immediately.
âJoclyn, Trajan wasnât talking about you, I promise,â I blurted out, and the moment the words left my mouth, I regretted them. Trajan spun around, his eyes wide in disbelief, shooting me a look that screamed What are you doing?
He took a deep breath, trying to compose himself. âOf course not,â he said, forcing a laugh that sounded anything but natural.
I glanced at Joclyn, who was now watching us both with sharp, calculating eyes. Panicking, I laughed too, though it came out more awkward than I intended. âI mean, why would he talk about you like that? Iâm sure Trajan doesnât even like you⦠not one bit! He probably hates how you carry yourself.â
âNo, I donât!â Trajan interjected, still laughing nervously, though his face was rapidly turning red.
âOh, so you do like her? Love her, maybe? Wow!â I teased, my voice escalating with faux enthusiasm.
Joclynâs expression shifted, her brows furrowed as though she were staring at two lunatics.
âJust stop,â Trajan hissed under his breath, his teeth gritted. âAurora⦠my luna⦠just stop.â He forced another awkward laugh, clearly trying to salvage the moment.
I clamped my mouth shut, realizing Iâd only made the situation. worse. Joclyn tilted her head, studying us both as if we were part of some bizarre play.
âWhat brings you here, Joclyn?â I asked quickly, hoping to change the subject.
She stepped closer, her gaze locking with Trajanâs for a brief moment before she sat in front of me. âI came to talk about this âforbiddenâ thing⦠the one thatâs supposedly offâlimits.â
My heart skipped a beat. She heard everything. She knew she was the one Trajan was talking about.
Trajan coughed, nervously shifting his weight from foot to foot. I glanced at him and noticed how agitated he lookedâscratching his arm, running his hand over his hair, avoiding her eyes.
Iâd never seen Trajan like this before. Was this what love could do? Reduce a confident man to a bundle of nerves, like a teenager around his first crush?
âI⦠I think Iâll leave now,â Trajan muttered, already making his way to the door.
âStay,â Joclyn said firmly, and Trajan froze, his hand hovering over the doorknob.
âWhy?â I asked on his behalf, genuinely curious.
âBecause this involves him and me,â she said, her voice steady. She paused, then added, âAnd this forbidden⦠flower,â
I blinked, startled. Flower?
Joclyn placed a small lilac flower with red specks on my desk. I frowned, examining it closely.
âThis is said to be forbidden,â she explained. âIf a werewolf touches it, they lose their supernatural abilities for a few days.â
I leaned closer, recognizing the rare flower Iâd only heard about in legends. âThis grows in the deep woods, doesnât it?â
She nodded.
I sat back, relieved. So this was what she was talking about?
Not⦠that.
âThis is what you meant?â I asked cautiously.
âys. What did you think I meant?â Joclynâs sharp eyes. narrowed.
âNothing, nothing,â I said quickly, waving her off. I glanced at Trajan, who exhaled in visible relief, his hand clutching his chest like heâd just escaped a death sentence.
âTrajan,â Joclyn called, turning toward him. âCome here. Sit.â
He hesitated, then dragged a chair over, but instead of sitting close, he positioned it awkwardly far from her and held the file on his lap.
I narrowed my eyes. Was he⦠trying to hide something? An erection, perhaps?
Joclyn, ever graceful, remained poised, her beauty effortless. Ast she spoke, her perfect smile and soft voice seemed to pull Trajan into a trance.
âNow, Trajan,â she began, placin
a hand lightly on his thigh.
He jolted upright like heâd been struck by lightning. âAre you okay?â Joclyn asked, concern flickering across her face.
He coughed, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. âIâm fine,â he stammered, though the beads of sweat on his forehead told a different story.
Joclyn patted his back gently, handing him a bottle of water from my desk. âHere, drink this.â
âThâthank you,â he mumbled, gulping the water like it was a lifeline.
As Joclyn turned her attention back to me, Trajanâs gaze remained fixed on her. He stared, wideâeyed and slackâjawed, like a loveâstruck fool. I resisted the urge to nudge him, fearing heâd start drooling if this went on any longer.
âThis flower,â Joclyn continued, âwas thought to be forbidden,
but in reality, it isnât. Itâs misunderstood. Its fragrance is unmatched, and Iâve even managed to create a perfume from it. Itâs one of a kind.â
She handed me a small bottle. I uncapped it, taking a deep whiff. âWow, this is amazing. Can I keep it?â
âOf course,â she said with a smile.
I turned to Trajan. âWhy donât you try it and tell me what you
think?â
Before she could hand him the bottle, I snatched it back. âActually, never mind,â I said quickly. I didnât want her to catch him staring and think he was⦠weird.
Joclyn raised a brow but shrugged, continuing her explanation. âThis flower is feared by many, but Iâve discovered a way to handle it without any side effects. It could be a valuable resource for the pack.â
I nodded, impressed. âThat sounds promising.â
âkght, Trajan?â Joclyn said, turning to him.
Their faces were suddenly inches apart. Both froze, their eyes locking. The tension in the room