After some while of quite simply wallowing in the mood, âWant to eat?â I ask.
âSure,â says Michael. âCharlotte?â
âAh-ha,â she stretches, arching her spine, wriggling her fingers. âSounds good.â
âFine. You two shower off. Iâll go order. Any preferences?â
Michael waves a couldnât-give-a-damn hand at me. âWhatever youâre having.â
âMe too.â
I slip on a robe and go order steak and steamed vegetables for three, then as an afterthoughtâ¦.
â¦. Weâre celebratingâ¦.
â¦. go for the full works with a spiced chowder starter and a chocolate and bitter orange pudding I saw being served a few nights ago. It looked as you could eat it, but having done so, Satan would be entitled to your soulâ¦.
Just the thingâ¦.
Food ordered I head for the shower myself. Thereâs no sound of running water. Instead, the two of them, dripping and naked except for towels are locked in a tight embrace. He rocks her in circles as he holds her close.
I step back, not wanting to interrupt the momentâ¦.
No harm in listening thoughâ¦.
And with a slight pull of guilt, watching through the crack of an open door, I eavesdropâ¦.
âI'm sorry I upset you,â sheâs saying. âIt won't happen again.â
His voice is dry, but thereâs laughter in there. âDon't make promises you might not keep.â
She sounds indignant, giving him a playful tap on the chest. âWhy wouldn't I keep it?â
Standing back, he finger-combs her wet hair. âBecauseâ¦. you wouldn't be you if you didn't do what you saw as necessary. It wouldn't stop me being mad with terror for you, but I'll know it's definitely you.â
Her face falls and she pulls away. âI don't know how you can cope with me, why you want me.â
âPerhaps your calmness, your obedience and your catering to my every whim?â She flashes him a quick amused grin. âAh, sorry. My mistake. Iâm confusing you with someone else.â
*****
The meal is excellent, not just the food, but the whole experience. To my huge satisfaction, Charlotte and Michael sit together, thighs and shoulders brushing and going through the whole âlovers thingâ of trying food from each otherâs plates.
They start off perhaps a little shyly, then progress through the rest laughing and joking together.
As we work through coffee and brick-thick mints, Michaelâs demeanour changes. Seemingly attacked by a bout of nerves, he starts speaking, stutters to a halt, then starts againâ¦.
And I see the whole delicate edifice crumbling againâ¦.
Ah, Christ. Now what?
â¦. but he keeps speaking. âCharlotte, erâ¦. with everything thatâs happened, Christmas has kind of been and gone without us.â Her lips pinch together as she listens. âI wanted to give you a home for Christmas, and Iâve not been able to do that. And I didnât want to get you clothes or jewellery or perfume, because I know that things like that donât mean anything to you. But I did want to give you something special, something that counts for you.â
He takes an envelope from his pocket, passing it to her. âFor you.â
She looks at the envelope. Then she looks at me. Palms raised, I shrug. Itâs his gift. Not mine.
But I am intriguedâ¦.
Blinking she take the envelope, opens it and slides out a couple of sheets of paper, photocopies of something by the looks of it.
Brows knitted she reads them, one at a time, then stares. Her mouth opens and her eyes flood.
Michael looks as though heâs about to panic. âHey, I didnât mean to upset you. I thought youâd be pleasedâ¦.â
âOh, I am, I am.â Sheâs gabbling. âHowâ¦. Where?â
What the fuck?
Is this a private party?
âAm I permitted to see what all this is about?â She offers me the papers and I scan them quickly.
The first: âThis is to certify that on this day of 14th April 1992, Frank Conners did join in lawful wedlock with Michelle Kimberley.... by mutual consent before witnessesâ¦.â
The second: âThis is to certify the following record of birthâ¦. Name: Jennifer Conners. Sex: Female.
Name of Father: Frank Conners. Maiden Name of Mother: Michelle Kimberleyâ¦.â
Sheeshâ¦.
Could he given her anything better?
Thatâs where he kept vanishing toâ¦.
â¦. Searching the recordsâ¦.
A stellar performance there I would sayâ¦.
Michaelâs voice is soft. âI know that it matters to you, finding out where you come from,â he says. âAnd after what Klempner said to you about your mother, I thought it was even more important.â
Her chest heaving, tears running freely, I donât think sheâs upset. But she is very, very emotional.
Michael continues. âI had trouble tracking down the records because of course, all that area has been levelled, and I didnât know where old documents were being stored. And so old as that, theyâd not been digitised either. But with Klempner dragging your motherâs name into things, and his obvious interest in you, Will Stanton had good cause to, um, assign resources, to track down the information.â
Help him alongâ¦.
â¦. and herâ¦.
âOne thingâs clear from this.â¦â I say. âWhatever the truth of the whole thing, Klempner lied. Your mother and father were married. I wonder just what it is he has against you? Or perhaps against your mother and father?â
Michael nods. âI thought about that too. A grudge against the parents, taken against the child?â
And finally, tears still streaking down her face, she finds herself again. The smile breaks across her face like sunshine after rain and she throws herself at Michael, her arms wrapping around his neck.
âOh, thank you. Thank you.â
And now his eyes are glossing. He sees me watching and turns his face away.
As if itâs anything to be embarrassed aboutâ¦.
And inside me, a small, smug seed of satisfaction grows and blooms as I see all our difficulties of the last days finally washed away.
The door buzzes and opens, Richard striding in without waiting for a reply. Beth is close behind.
âJames, I just wanted to go overâ¦.â
He breaks off in mid-sentence, scanning the tableau; Charlotte wiping her face dry on the back of her hands, Michael looking awayâ¦.
Just remembering he might be interrupting something�
â¦. Embarrassed?
â¦. He should beâ¦.
ââ¦. Um, is this a bad time?â
Makes a change to catch him on the hopâ¦.
âNo,â I say. âNo, not at all. Youâve just caught us at, um, a bit of an emotional moment. Michael just gave Charlotte her belated Christmas gift.â¦â
Beth stands in the background, silently playing with her wedding ring, her gaze darting between faces.
Richardâs eyes narrow as he surveys Charlotteâs tear-streaked face. âAnd sheâs crying about it?â
You have a defender there Jade-Eyesâ¦.
â¦. Youâve made yourself a powerful friendâ¦.
â¦. And he wonât give a hang how you behave or what Michael thinks of itâ¦.
But Charlotte breaks my chain of thought, her smile bright if still a little trembly. âItâs alright,â she says.
But Richardâs head tilts and he looks daggers at Michael.
âReally, itâs alright,â she insists. âItâs just.⦠Michaelâs found my birth certificate and my parentsâ
marriage certificate.â She nods to the envelope where I put it down on the table.
His eyes widen. Beth raises her hands to her mouth.
Richard beams then flashes Michael a conciliatory look. âCongratulations, Charlotte. I can imagine how important that is to you.â Then he looks intrigued and just for a moment, he and Beth lock eyes. âErâ¦.
May I look at them?â he asks. âWould you mind?â
âNo of course not, sir.â Charlotte passes him the envelope.
As he slips out the papers, thereâs something in his airâ¦.
â¦. Something expectant?
He scans them quickly then cracks out laughing, passing them to Beth who is already holding out her hand. She reads them just as quickly and also bursts out laughing.
What the hell?
âWhatâs funny?â asks Michael, looking baffled.
âWhatâs funnyâ¦.â says Richard, nodding towards his widely smiling wife, ââ¦.is that Elizabethâs maiden name was Kimberley.â
For the second time in a few minutes, Charlotteâs jaw drops. âYouâre kidding.â¦â
And as the implications of this hit meâ¦.
Richard, laughing and shaking his head, âNope. I always thought the two of you looked too much alike for it to be a coincidence.â he says. âWelcome to the family,â he grins.
Familyâ¦.
Beth is the first to hug her. Richard cocks an eye at meâ¦, How could I refuse?
â¦. then also gives her a squeeze and a peck on the cheek.
And now Charlotte starts to cry againâ¦.
But good tearsâ¦.
Michael looks stunned. As Charlotte is welcomed to the bosom of her newly discovered family, I murmur to him, âNice one. Congratulations.â
He looks sidelong at me. âYeah, got that one right didnât I?â
âBig time, yes.â
âJames, have you any champagne?â asks Beth. âIf you havenâtâ¦.â
âYes, we have. Iâll go get another bottle.â
Perhaps Charlotte has a little too much to drink. She is wobbly and hiccups occasionally. But who could possibly hold it against her?
Not Iâ¦.