Long way down, good. Is this really the way? Do I have to do this? Shut up, if anybody cared they wouldâve stopped me by now. They all know where to find me. But he wouldnât want this. Too bad, he can scold me when I see him. Donât jump. Jump. Stop. Go.
Looks dangerous. The fuck? is that his voice?
Why are you here? Fucking bitch decides to come back right as Iâm about to jump.
Not even god can take me away from you haha. damn it I missed hearing him laugh. No, he left me, donât get all soft now.
Fuck you. How could he? Agh! Screw being angry, I just want to hug him. What the hell? Howâd I go through him?
Hey, slow down, Ashley. Damn it!
Why the fuck did you leave me? I need to know. Now.
Iâm sorry, I didnât know it would happen like this. No, donât cry, Ashley. Donât even think about it. Not in front of him.
Sorry, I didnât mean to yell at you. For how angry I feel, I know I could never stay mad at him.
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I understand why youâre angry, I left with no goodbye. Heâs right.
You didnât deserve what happened to you.
No, I didn't, but itâs not an excuse for what I did to you.
No, Itâs not, but I understand.
And you understand it wasnât your fault? Hmph, if i was faster and less of an idiot heâd still be here.
Donât push your luck.
Ashley. Ashley, havenât heard him say that in a while. Man, I missed his eyes, theyâre so pretty.
Are you real? Like seriously, to think I was about to jump off this roof and now Iâm sitting here like a puppy just happy to see its owner.
Well no, itâs impossible for me to really be here. But Iâll happily defy the laws of the afterlife if it means I can stop you from leaving this world early. My god he talks a lot, usually it's at this point Iâd grab him and kiss him but unfortunately I canât do that.
Uh huh
Iâm here because as much as I want to see you, I donât want you joining me before your time is up. You donât deserve the life youâve lived, but I have hope itâll get better. Where thereâs hope, I believe you can push through. I donât think anyone would be able to calm me down and distract me as well as he can.
You think so? Reassurance, give me more.
Take it slow, Ashley. Small goals. One more night. Why donât you tell me about whatâs happened since? Thank you, keep smiling.
Since what? Why did I ask that, I know what heâs talking about.
Since our escape attempt, since what made me like this. God damn it.