What I saw, for the first time cause my heart to tremble, an ache raised in my heart to be more specific.
I saw almond eyes, which loves to adore with kisses, reddened instead of glinting with mischief and innocence which they usually do. The lips which always morphed into pout or smile is quivering. The chubby cheeks which looks tempting with red hue is now drenched with tear stains with more tears flowing.
The sight is dreadful to my heart making me go all panic from inside.
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AUTHOR,S POV
Divyansh immediately hunched to her level with his knees on the ground. When she saw Divyansh, Innayat quickly tried to rub her face harshly to remove any trace of tears because she didn't want Divyansh to witness her insecure self.
But to her dismay, Divyansh gripped her both wrist, not letting her hide herself behind curtains of being absolutely fine because she is not. Atleast not in such a state. He tried to look at her face which was ducked, avoiding to meet his gaze.
" Baccha, You are crying? What happen?" Divyansh asked her like she is some crying child, with worry evident in his tone, his expression was also that concerned one.
Innayat freed her wrists from his grip and sniffed controlling her tears "I am not crying"
Divyansh cupped her cheeks "Baccha~ Do you want Chocolate? Did someone bothered you ? Tell me? Your Divyansh will scold them".
Seeing his gentle side, she couldn,t stop herself and cried, "Ansh. You are so perfect, so handsome, a man who have achieved so much in life, a man who stands on top, a man who is unmatchable in beauty and intellect . Having someone like you is the desire of so many beautiful women. Isn't it soo amazing..."
Divyansh was getting confused by her each words but he let her continue talking while being attentive to her.
" T-Then why do you want to marry someone like me? I can never compete with other women because they are better for you in every aspect. While me-"
She stopped speaking again, attempting not to cry as it was getting hard not to break down completely while uttering these words which works like venom for her self esteem. She went quiet, just letting her tears fell.
Divyansh was feeling bad seeing her condition, her words was infusing an ugly pain in his heart. He swiftly took her in his arms, shifting her to his lap, stroking her cheeks softly.
Her left side of face was touching his bare chest and she was looking down still sniffing.
" Why would you think like that?" Divyansh questioned desperately, being unable to comprehend her sudden insecurities
Inaayat sniffed "You are so tall "
"Then I,ll be on my knees for you" Divyansh said still holding her
Innayat looked into his eyes finally and said in irritation "I have very skinny waist"
Divyansh retorted tightening his hold "Then They are perfectly made to held in my arms "
Innayat pouted "You are soo big I look small in front of you"
Divyansh smiled and pinch her red cheek lovingly "I can lift you up whenever I want and will never get tired. Anything else? "
Innayat sniffed and stammered on her words " I- I "
" Hmm? " Divyansh encouraged her to say further, willing to exclude every other existing misconception of her today.
Innayat sniffed "I have small boobs" She uttered hesitantly and averted her eyes.
And here Divyansh got red like a tomato and didn't know what to say.
Divyansh fumbled to find words "........."
"They are big enough for me to devour" He declared finally looking into her eyes.
Innayat,s eyes got widden " You- You ARE SHAMLESS!!! " She started hitting his chest with her tiny fist.
Divyansh held her hands "Then you held the shame I will do my action shamelessly"
She wiggled in his grip but he only tightened it making her immobile in his arms. Finally she gave up her face lowered with red ears, but not crying anymore.
Divyansh took his curled index finger under her chin and lifted it up, her eyelashes slowing moved up staring in his eyes.
" You are my beautiful women. Mine and only mine " Saying this he pressed kiss on both of her eyes.
I put my claim on her verbally but emotionally my heart is already imprisioned by her. Ekaksh asked me if I am in love and now seeing her tears which was aching my heart with unbearable pain, gave me the answer.
I am in love with Innayat. I am head over heels for this girl and is being more protective of her after seeing her in this condition, after looking those precious tears flowing her eyes.
I feel like burning the whole place on fire, At same time loving her and saying sweet words like a lullaby so that she would smile again.
I tenderly whipped her face with my hands and asked " Why did you have thoughts that you are not enough for me?"
" I- I just heard someone saying how terrible I will look next to you and we are no match" She said with lone tear flowing
" Yes they said right " I replied
" What?" She exclaimed with sad tone
" Yes we are no match because you are fragile like a flower while I am rough. You are epitome of kindness while I am like a stone. You are the purest soul and I am the deception. Since I am selfish so I want you anyhow, regardless of how poles apart we are " I stated everything with utter seriousness.
I feel furious at the person who dared to put this thought inside her head.I don't get how could someone be so dumb to see her any less.
The thought of her being no match for me is absurd to even express it openly.
" Yah don't say bad about your self. Why are you demeaning yourself to elevate me up?! I don,t like you doing this" She hit my bicep while complaining.
" Then you should also take out such a ridiculous thoughts about yourself which does not held any factuality " I remarked softly to make her understand
She sighed deeply and nodded her head " You are saying right I should not allow anyone's opinion prevail my existence. I just burdened myself with unnecessary crying "
I smiled and kissed her forehead in adoration. She is like a child who needs to be pampered.
" Umm... Can you " She pointed her fingers on my arms " leave me? I've to take shower"
She got more red after realizing out position. I mentally chuckled and released her from my arms though they were looking nice around her tiny frame but Let it be, maybe in future we will stay like this for more than few minutes.
I took her hand, taking her to the bridal room where she was supposed to clean all the haldi paste. After she opened the door and went inside her room I left to mine, I too needed to clean myself up.
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INNAYAT, S POV
I applied Mustard oil on my hands and feets and massage it thoroughly to remove haldi so that it will not effect Mehandi,s color. After my feet and hands were clean, I had a shower.
I also did headwash to get rid of some of haldi graviels which gotten into my hairs. The cold shower after a tiring day, relaxed me.
Being Done with the shower, I changed into simple baby pink kurta and white flare. Sitting on the bed, I groaned thinking about how I spoiled my mood because of someone else rubbish.
But I also love the way Ansh comforted me, his every other words were not fabrication but truly from what his perception about me.
" Gosh we are not even married and he is behaving like ideal husband. Just imagine how he would behave once we got married " I told myself and felt my cheeks burning.
I took my hands placing them on my cheeks getting more deeper blush when I reminisced about his shirtless body and his fully exposed arms. The way he took off his shirt for Haldi.
I only have few glimpse of his six pack abs and bulky biceps because of my timidness. He looks lean in office attire but he can give My Video Game,s Roman knight a tough competition in terms of being hot.
And his viens which was traveling from his big hands till that balloon like biceps, they look soo cool!!!!!!
"He has such a well-built body? Why he didn't he told me before? Why didn't he let me touch it?! "
Wait... Innayat, why are you speaking like Shivangi?! have some shame!! Oh my God !!!
" Ahhhhhh Innayat stop balbering and blushing while thinking about Ansh " I buried my face in pillow, when I became so perverted to think about abs and biceps.
" I should stop thinking about such things. What Ansh would think of me after knowing I was looking at his abs instead of face " I scolded myself.
" But wait a minute, he can't read my mind so how the heck he would know what am I thinking hehehehe. There is no fear Innayat " I patted my right shoulder, I am so proud of myself.
I snapped out of my thoughts and decided to draw some character in Adobe paint so I grabbed my laptop.
After sometime I was able to distract myself from all the fuss happened in Morning. Finally I was done drawing a seductive Aphrodite.
I took my phone from nightstand and opened the contacts to drop the message to Shivangi. After my wedding shopping we didn't had any proper talk because
She was preoccupied with her work, while I was caught up with rituals.
I started typing " I know you are busy but if possible then take some time at night to call me " and I sent it. I just want to tell her whatever happened.
I stretched my arms,my stomach grumble indicating the hunger. I glance at clock icon on laptop display and it was midday already.
The guest must have gone by now, I should go down to eat something. As I rose up from bed my phone started ringing and I picked it up without reading the name of person.
" Hello " I said to other line and what came from otherside, shifted my mood within a second.
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DIVAYANSH, S POV
After Cleaning myself and Changing into black Tee and misty grey Corgo, I got into online conference with Singapore clients. The meeting lasted for half an hour, and then I walked downstairs to eat something.
I felt at peace once the herd of sheeps were cleared from our place. Seeing so many people, that too surrounding me 24 hour is equivalent to putting my patience on trial.
And impressively the experiment seems to be success, without any lash out at someone for just existing beside me.
Reaching the living room I could see Ekaksh was already sitting on dinning table eating chole bature I am not surprised not even a bit.
What other work does he do? He either eat or makes remarks which irritates the shit of me. His hands were busy dipping bhature bite inside chole and indulging it with full concentration expression.
" Don't give me that nasty look just because you are not found of delicious things" Ekaksh mocked without sparing me a single glance.
" This delicious things will affect your organs , after you reach your thirties" I retorted back.
I folded my arms giving him judgmental expression. There was also soan papdi on table, which is loaded with extreme sugar and calories.
Why does he never follow my advise and make a change in his diet?
" Damn!! The look you've right now is of that constipation patient " He exprasserted finally looking at me
I Scoffed " Well the Sodium bicarbonate present inside this oily ball of flour will definitely gives you constipation one day "
" Well either a way We will die then why refrain yourself of pleasureable stuffs " He stated with a grin.
I just gave him a blank stare already knowing well by pleasure what he actually mean.
"You- " I was interuppted in the middle by a shout coming from Innayat directing our attention turn towards stairs.
She was decending the stairs, exclaiming to her Mother " Mumma Shiva is here!!!! "
TO BE CONTINUED
â TMI 1 : So I got two plate of steam momos( 12 pieces) to eat and it's been many months I didn't ate them. And after eating eight pieces I realized it has capsicum and Garlic which I dislike so... I wasn't able to eat rest of 4 pieces.
â TMI 2 : So I went college in heavy rain. Since I was traveling in bus, I didn't carried an umbrella ( ngl it was kinda intentional to soak in rain). On my way back the road was filled with water so people were seeking roof but my crazy self instead of waiting for rain to stop, choosed to roam on road without an umbrella to catch the bus. ( maza toh Aya Muje waise:) )
â TMI 3 : I got seat in bus but one aunty came near and I was ready to give window seat and told her she could sit there ( since I've some psychological problem and prefer to sit on corner seat) As I make the way for aunty by standing from my seat, That aunty took my seat saying that window one is wet. Broo(â¥ï¹â¥)..... but I was sitting there before her. Had no will to argue I took another one since bus have alot of empty seats.
( But I really wanted to say " Aunty sharam nahi ayi bacche se seat chinte huye!!! " )( ｡ â¢Ì á´ â¢Ì ｡)
â finally I am giving cliffhanger ''^ ^"
â Byeeee