I FINISHEDÂ the last coat of paint and stepped back to take it in. The bookshelves were covered in a sage green color, and the counter Iâd built was painted in two tones, the sage green with white trim that Saylor had been spending the last week painting. Sheâd sanded and antiqued it and really made it look like a vintage piece of furniture by the time she was finished.
Today weâd be bringing in all her furniture and getting the place set up as much as we could. Sheâd be unpacking all the books over the next few days, but at least we could get all the big pieces in.
That made me happy. Seeing my brother and Ruby building this life together. Itâs everything I wanted for River.
I shoved my hands into my back pockets and stretched my back just as Saylor came walking through the door with her mouth hanging open.
âYou finished?â
âOf course, I did. Youâve got the furniture coming today, right?â
âYeah, but we could have all helped paint today while we got the furniture brought in.â She shook her head, her smile bigger than Iâd ever seen it.
Totally worth giving up sleep for.
âKing, youâre going to be exhausted. Were you here all night?â
âYou know I never mind pulling an all-nighter to get the job done.â
Usually, it was pleasing a woman, but in a way, I was pleasing a woman this time, too.
âHow are you going to have everyone for Easter tomorrow? Youâre going to be exhausted.â
âIâm fine. Iâve never required a lot of sleep.â
âWell, I talked to Ruby, and Iâm going to come early and help set up. I already told you Iâll make the ham, but Iâm going to take on more jobs. Itâs the least I can do.â Her eyes scanned the room, and she looked so pleased it made my chest squeeze.
I glanced toward the window to see a truck pull up. Hayes was the first one here. Saylorâs brother.
A reminder.
âI forgot to tell you⦠you can invite Jalen if you want tomorrow. Obviously, anyone is welcome. I just hope the dude puts on some pants.â I chuckled, and she opened her mouth to tell me something, but Hayes came through the door before she spoke.
âBig day, Saylor girl. You ready?â
âYes. We just went through this five minutes ago when we were at my house loading furniture.â She chuckled. âBut look at this place. King stayed up all night painting the bookshelves.â
âAnd with a chafed devilâs driveway at that,â the fucker said, and I turned to look at Saylor, who had a puzzled look on her face.
âIâll tell you later.â I shook my head, just as the rest of the group walked in.
âMy girl is moving into her new shop!â Cutler shouted as he jogged through the door, holding a handful of flowers that heâd clearly picked for her.
âI sure am. And Iâm going to put in a little cozy reading corner just for you.â Saylor bent down to kiss his cheek. âMy little baseball star.â
âYep. Iâm really good. Pops thinks Iâm going to be better than him,â he said.
I glanced up at Nash, who was smirking where he stood behind Cutler. âDamn straight. Put in the work, and youâll keep getting better.â
âI want to be like Pops and all my uncles when I grow up. Uncle King, can you teach me to paint like this?â The little guy gaped at the bookshelves as he walked closer to inspect them.
âAbsolutely. Weâre going to start working on that desk you asked for next week. First, weâll build it, and then weâll paint it.â
Cutler reacted with a fist pump and smiled. âYes. Iâm going to have my own desk and be a businessman like Uncle River.â
âThen weâll make it the best around.â I high-fived my little dude.
âAll right, letâs get these trucks unloaded,â River said, as he peeked his head in the door.
And thatâs exactly what we did. We spent the next several hours working our asses off. Everyone showed up. River, Ruby, Peyton, Bobby, Slade, Nash, Hayes, Cutler, Romeo, Demi, a few guys from the gym, and Rubyâs brothers, Rico and Zane, even showed up for a few hours. The one person who hadnât shown up was Jalen. I didnât ask if sheâd ended things with him because Saylor hadnât mentioned it, and I didnât want to look like some desperate asshole who was dying to know.
Even if I was a desperate asshole and dying to know.
Demi made us lunch and kept us loaded up with iced teas, and we got the place unpacked.
And when I got home, I didnât even shower. I fell into my bed with my clothes on, and I slept.
My alarm had me jumping from a sound sleep. I glanced at my phone, stunned to see that Iâd been out for fourteen hours, even though I felt like I could sleep a lot longer. Ruby and Saylor would be over soon to help get things set up, and I was definitely in need of a shower to wake myself up.
I hurried as I let the water spray down on my back, and I fought the urge to grip my dick and give myself some relief. But I wouldnât do it.
It had been weeks. Probably the longest Iâd ever gone without sex. I was suffering big time, but I just couldnât get my mojo back.
When I thought about sex, I thought about Saylor.
It was a fucked-up thing to do, and I knew it.
So, Iâd gone without.
No sex. No rubbing one out. No spanking the salami. No fucking relief at all.
I was working crazy hours and keeping my mind busy. My hands busy.
But my dick⦠he was not happy.
I shook it off, got dressed, and reminded myself that no man had ever died from a bad case of blue balls.
Had he?
I sure as fuck hope not.
The doorbell rang, and Ruby and Saylor walked in carrying grocery bags. I helped unload their cars, and I was grateful that they took charge of the situation.
âIâll get the ham into the oven,â Saylor said.
âPerfect. Iâll go start hiding eggs for Cutler.â Ruby paused as she took in the bags full of eggs that Iâd gotten for the egg hunt. âMy God. Heâs one little kid. There must be two hundred eggs here.â
âHeâs one little kid, but heâs also the best kid on the planet. I figured heâd want to find a lot of eggs. Iâve been stuffing them full of all his favorite shit the last few nights.â
âYouâre a good man, Kingston Pierce.â Ruby pushed up onto her tiptoes and kissed my cheek before she grabbed one of the large bags and headed out the back door.
I turned to look at Saylor, who was bent over, ass in the air, sliding a ham into the oven. Her tan legs were on full display beneath her cut-off denim shorts.
Motherfucker.
My dick strained against my jeans, and I did everything in my power to make my boner go away. I squeezed my eyes shut and forced myself to visualize my worst nightmare.
White vans.
Beehives.
Dozens of clowns.
âUm, hello? Are you okay?â Saylorâs voice pulled me from my own personal version of hell.
âYeah. Of course. What can I do?â I asked, clapping my hands together and causing her to jump.
Iâm jumpy. My dick is jumpy. My whole fucking body is jumpy.
We hadnât been alone for more than a few minutes at a time in a while. Iâd made sure of that. But now, here we were.
She was wearing a white tee, and I couldnât pull my eyes away.
She glanced down and looked at herself. âIs there something on me? Why are you looking at me so weird?â
âWhat? Me? No. Iâd never look at you weird.â
âOh. Oh, youâre probably wondering why Iâm so underdressed.â She shook her head as if she should have thought of this first. âRubes and I brought clothes with us here to change into before the party starts. But I thought Iâd be casual while we cooked and set up.â
I was not concerned with her attire, but I sure as hell wasnât going to say that.
âYou look great. You donât need to change on my account. Itâs a casual party.â
âWell, itâs also Easter.â She grabbed another grocery bag off the counter and handed it to me. âHow about you start opening all the paper plates and utensils, and weâll get that set up on the island. Ruby and I figured buffet-style with this size group was best.â
âYeah. That sounds good. Thanks for taking care of all that. Ruby said my white paper plates were not going to work.â I chuckled as I started unpacking the endless crap that theyâd gotten. Iâd offered to pay when theyâd called me to ask if they could pick everything up, but Ruby said River had insisted on covering this stuff since Iâd be covering the rest.
We spent the next two hours getting the food going, and I loaded coolers full of drinks, which I set up on the patio before I helped Ruby get the rest of the eggs hidden for Cutler.
When I stepped back inside, Saylor came walking out of the bathroom wearing a short white sundress and a pair of cowboy boots.
My mouth went fucking dry.
This was it.
My dick was going to explode. Right here in the middle of my house, with no one touching him. He was ready for an epic release.
Iâd either have to eventually allow myself to rub one out or reach out to one of my usual hookups and make it happen.
I couldnât go much longer like this.
This was bordering on a medical emergency.
Saylor smiled and then spun around. The back of her dress was completely open, her tan skin glistening against the white fabric. âYou like it?â
I nodded, my tongue poking out to wet my bottom lip. âYeah. You look great.â
Her hair was in a ponytail that swung down her back, and she wore just the slightest bit of makeupâpink gloss on her plump lipsâand her smile reached her pretty turquoise eyes.
âThanks, King. This is going to be a great day. And thanks for including my mama. It means a lot to her. To me.â She moved past me toward the kitchen, her lavender scent taunting me as she floated by.
âOf course. Barry better not show up, but your mom is always welcome. What time is Jalen coming?â I asked because I was dying to know what was going on with them.
âOh. I havenât filled you in yet because youâve been so busy with work. Thatâs done. I officially ended things. I mean, weâre still going to be friends. But nothing more.â She shrugged before holding her arms up and waving her hands around. âI guess Iâm single and ready to mingle.â
Ruby laughed as she walked through the back door. âOh, boy. Here we go again. Sheâs back on the market.â
âTruth be told,â Saylor sighed, her eyes moving between us, âI think I might just want to be by myself for a while.â
âWell, you know, thereâs nothing wrong with that. A girl can always take care of her own needs if she doesnât want to rely on a man to do it.â Ruby winked and then bumped her shoulder into Saylorâs, and they both laughed.
What the actual fuck is this?
Were they actually talking about getting themselves off?
Was the universe fucking with me intentionally?
âOh, yeah? You think you can please yourself better than a man can?â I asked, hoping like hell that they didnât notice how gruff my voice sounded.
Ruby was busy looking at her phone now, and my gaze locked with Saylorâs.
âItâs not like Iâve been with anyoneâ¦Â like that, in a while anyway.â Her eyes widened as a grin spread across her gorgeous face, and she reached for a grape and popped it into her mouth casually, like we were discussing the weather. âSo, yeah. I know how to please myself, King. Donât you worry about me.â
Fuck me.
Not even a white van filled with killer bees and a serial killer clown driving said van could help me now. There was no vision that could erase what was going through my mind. I was for sure going to blow if I didnât take care of business soon.
I popped a grape into my mouth and tried to mimic her casual demeanor. âNot worried at all.â
Because it wasnât Saylor that I was worried about at the moment.
It was me.