Chapter 60
True Luna novel (Emma and Logan)
Chapter 60 Uncomfortable Emma POV âWe will be right back.â Logan said as he reached out for me. âTwo hours, tops.â
He wrapped his arms around me, burying his nose into my hair.
âItâs okay, Logan.â I said as I hugged him back. âI will be okay, donât worry. Go do your job.â
âI will miss you.â Logan mumbled.
âItâs two hours, Logan.â Andrew sighed, picking up his phone and putting it in the pocket of his jeans.
âYou are not the one who needs to leave his mate with another man.â Logan growled as he raised his head and glared at my brother.
âAmy will be here too.â I said, letting go of him He looked down at me and whined quietly. I rubbed his back and gave him a small smile.
âCome on, man.â Andrew said. âDrake is waiting for us.â
Logan kissed my forehead and reluctantly let me go.
âWe canât leave until Jacob gets here.â Logan said, frowning.
âI mind-linked him.â Andrew said, opening the front door. âHe is here.â
Andrew reached out for me, and I hugged him tightly.
âIf anything happens, mind-link Logan or me immediately, understood?â Andrew said, kissing the top of my head.
âYesâ I said, letting him go. âDonât worry. Everything will be great.â
âBeta Andrew.â I heard Jakeâs voice and looked behind Andrew.
Logan growled quietly, pulling me back into his arms. I could feel his erratic heartbeat, and it made me sad. He really had nothing to worry about. We still needed to talk about a lot of things, but I was his.
Even if I decided to reject him, which was slowly but surely getting highly unlikely, I would always be his. Just the thought of another manâs hands on my body made me shiver.
Andrew stepped aside so Jake could come in.
âWe will be back in two hours.â Andrew said to Jake. âIf anything happens, mind-link us immediately.â
âOf course, Beta.â Jake said, bowing his head. âDonât worry. She is safe with me.â
Andrew nodded and looked at Logan. âLetâs go.â
Logan buried his nose into my hair, taking a deep breath. He reluctantly let me go and walked toward the front door.
âIf you touch my mate, I will rip you apart, Walters.â Logan growled as he walked by Jake. âYou are here as her guard, nothing else.â
âOf course, Alpha.â Jake said, trying not to glare at Logan.
Logan turned around, giving me a look full of longing. I smiled at him.
âI love you, baby.â he said. âI will be back soon.â
âOkay.â I said with a small smile.
Jake walked over to me, making Logan glare and growl.
Andrew sighed, grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the house. As soon as the door behind them closed, Jake sighed and shook his head.
âHe is very jealous, isnât he?â Jake mumbled, turning to look at me.
âHe is an Alpha wolf, Jake.â I said as I started walking to the kitchen. âHe is possessive.â
Jake followed me to the kitchen and sat down at the kitchen island.
âCoffee?â I asked him as I opened the cupboard âSure.â Jake said.
I took out two cups and filled them with coffee. I gave Jake his cup and sat down opposite him.
âYou decided to forgive him?â Jake asked me.
âIâm trying to forgive him.â I sighed and took a sip of my coffee. âIâm still careful, though.â
âYou donât need him, Emma.â Jake said, frowning. âI can give you so much more.â
âJakeâ¦â I started speaking softly, but he interrupted me.
âNo, Emma.â he said, placing his cup down on the kitchen island. âHe rejected you. He chose that bitch over you. He doesnât love you, Emma. The only reason he changed his mind was your power. He is using you.â
My heart was breaking inside my chest. Jake said everything I was already thinking.
âYou would be so much happier with me, beautiful.â Jake continued softly, reaching out and taking my hand in his.
His touch burned my skin, and I wanted to pull my hand back. He gripped it tighter.
âI love you.â he said. âIâve always loved you. Iâve never cared if you were powerful or not. I donât care about any of that stuff. I want you, Emma. I love you.â
Logan loved me too.
Right?
He couldnât have faked all thatâs been happening between us for the last few days.
Right?
He showed me how much he loved me. I saw it in his eyes. I felt it. Our bond was getting stronger, and I could feel him. I could feel his emotions. He couldnât fake love.
Right?
âI love you too, Jake.â I said quietly. âBut I love you like a friend, nothing more. I would never be able to give myself to you. Even if I decide to reject Logan, I will stay single. I just canât imagine myself with another man.â
âYou could learn to love me.â Jake said, squeezing my hand.
âThat wouldnât be fair.â I said. âI could never do that to you, Jake. You deserve someone who will love you with all their heart and soul, not someone who needs to learn to love you.â
I tried to pull my hand away. I was getting uncomfortable. His touch felt wrong. I wanted Logan.
âI donât care, Emma.â Jake said. âI want you.â
He brought my hand to his lips and kissed it gently. Shivers went up and down my body, but not the same ones I felt with Logan. These felt wrong.
âWhat would happen when you found your mate?â I asked him, trying to gulp down the lump in my throat.
âI would reject her.â Jake said immediately. âI donât want a mate. I want you.â
âYou donât know what a mate bond feels like, Jake.â I said, pulling my hand out of his. âYou would want to be with her.â
âNo, Emma, Iâ¦â he started speaking, but, this time, I interrupted him.
âStop, Jake, please.â I said softly. âI am sorry. I am so sorry. I canât be with you. Please donât make me uncomfortable.â
Jake clenched his fists, and his jaw twitched.
âFine, beautiful.â he mumbled. âI will stop.â
âThank you.â I said, giving him a small smile. âWhat do you want to do? We could play a board game.â
âIâll pass.â Jake sighed. âIâm not in a mood to lose to a cheater.â
âHey.â I whined. âI donât cheat.â
âSure.â Jake said as he rolled his eyes playfully.
âDo you want to watch a movie?â I asked him as I hopped off of the bar stool.
Jake nodded, standing up and following me back to the living room.
âDid you talk to Amy?â I asked him as I turned the TV on.
âI will do it tomorrow.â Jake said, sitting down on the couch. âI needed time to process.â
âI still canât wrap my brain around it.â I sighed. âI still think itâs a mistake.â
I sat down next to Jake and gave him the remote.
âYou are letting me choose?â he asked, raising an eyebrow at me.
âThis time only.â I said, chuckling.
Jake smiled, taking the remote out of my hand.
I leaned back on the couch and resisted the urge to mind-link Logan. The time was passing by slowly, and I couldnât wait for him to come back.
For the first time ever, I didnât feel comfortable being alone with Jake.
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