Chapter 112
True Luna novel (Emma and Logan)
Chapter 112 The White Wolf (Part Three)
Emma POV My body was in pain.
My soul was tearing apart.
My heart felt completely shattered.
I didnât want another mate. I didnât need another mate. I had Logan. I wanted Logan. I needed Logan. I loved Logan. Only him, Goddess. Only him.
I wanted to scream and cry. I wanted to burn the world to the ground.
The panic inside me was increasing. It was getting harder and harder to breathe. Something was stuck in my throat, and I couldnât even speak. Something was sitting on my chest. Something was holding my body in a vice-like grip.
I knew that Logan wouldnât mark me again. I knew it. I saw it in his eyes. He was afraid that he wasnât the one.
But he was! He was! I knew it!
âEmma, love, no.â I heard my brotherâs voice. âWe need proof first.â
I didnât need proof. I knew that he was the one.
I couldnât imagine loving someone as much as I loved Logan. I couldnât imagine wanting and needing someone as much as I wanted and needed Logan. I couldnât imagine anyone else touching me. I couldnât imagine anyone else kissing me.
Only him.
I wanted to tell them that I didnât need proof, but I couldnât speak.
Would I lose Logan? Would I lose the love of my life?
âShe is in shock.â Logan said softly. âCan you give us some privacy?â
I could hear the pain in his voice. I could feel the fear he felt.
I felt someone kissing the top of my head.
I heard footsteps leaving the room.
I heard the front door close.
Logan cupped my cheeks and kissed my lips softly.
I was frozen. I couldnât even kiss him back.
âI am yours, and you are mine.â Logan said, leaning his forehead on mine.
He never moved his hands from my face.
I was his. Completely his. Only his.
âSay it back, Emma.â he told me.
I forced my lips to move. I swallowed the lump in my throat.
âI am yours, and you are mine.â I said quietly.
My voice sounded broken.
âListen to me, baby.â Logan said, lifting his head and looking at me. âWe are going to get through this.
You are not alone in this. I am with you every step of the way. I wonât leave you. I wonât give up on you.
I will never stop loving you.â
âI love you.â I sobbed. âYou are my mate.â
Logan took a deep breath and tightened his jaw.
âI know.â he said, caressing my cheeks with his thumbs. âI am yours, completely yours, Emma. Every part of my body and my soul belong to you. Cursed or not, I will never stop being yours.â
I sobbed and wrapped my arms around his neck.
âThis is not a curse.â I said. âYou are not a curse.â
I wanted him to sink his canines into me. I wanted to show him that he was a Goddessâs gift to me. I wanted to prove it to him.
He wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him. He placed a kiss on his mark on my neck.
âYou may never even meet him.â he told me, and I could hear the pain in his voice. âYou may never even have to make the choice.â
Something was telling me that I would meet him. Something was telling me that he was already looking for me.
Anna wouldnât have shown up out of the blue. She had her reasons.
âAnna wouldnât have shown up if something hadnât happened.â I said quietly, pressing myself closer to him. âShe waited for four years. She could have waited longer. Something happened, Logan.â
Logan tensed up, and a growl escaped him. I could feel his pain. I could taste it on my tongue.
I let him go, and looked up at him.
âI canât imagine loving someone the way I love you.â I told him. âI may feel a bond with him, but I will never love him. He will never have my heart because itâs yours.â
A tear fell on Loganâs cheek, and he kissed me hard. My body tingled, and a shiver went up and down my spine. â
I melted into Loganâs arms, trying to feel as much of his body as I could.
âGoddess, if I could just lock you up inside my body, I would.â Logan mumbled against my lips. âI wouldnât let anyone see you. I wouldnât let anyone touch you. You would be mine and mine only.â
I leaned my forehead against his and closed my eyes. I breathed in his scent, letting it calm me down.
âYou might not be able to lock me inside your body, but I am yours, Logan.â I said. âOnly yours. He wonât take me from you. I wonât let him. I wonât let anyone take me from you.â
Logan tangled his fingers in my hair and pressed his lips against mine again.
âCan you feel Eliza, baby?â Logan asked âNo.â I said, shaking my head. âI think that she and Leon retreated. I can feel that they are together.â
Logan nodded and gave me a small smile. It didnât reach his eyes, though.
âThey need it.â Logan said quietly.
I nodded. Eliza retreated as soon as Anna mentioned two mates. I knew that she heard the whole story, but she couldnât stay with me. She needed her mate. She needed Leon.
âHow about we tell them to come back?â Logan mumbled, running his fingers through my hair. âLetâs hear what else Anna has to say. After that, I will take you home, and I will show you how fucking much I love you.â
I nodded and kissed him softly.
I heard the front door open. Andrew, Drake, and Anna came back inside.
Andrew approached me and cupped my cheeks. He kissed my forehead and hugged me.
âYou are not alone in this, Emma.â Andrew said, his voice raspy. âYou have me, love. I will help you as much as I can.â
I looked up at him and gave him something that resembled a smile.
Andrew kissed my forehead again before he sat back down in the armchair.
I looked at Anna and took a deep breath.
âHe is coming for me, isnât he?â I asked, making the guys growl.
âYes.â Anna nodded, confirming my suspicions. âI can feel him coming. Thatâs why I came here. I want to help you, Emma. I want to help you break the curse. I want to help you stay with your Goddess-given mate. I want you to live, Emma.â
A shiver went down my spine.
Would I really love that man so much that I wouldnât be able to choose?
I couldnât imagine it.
Logan was the love of my life. Logan was my Goddess-given mate. I was sure of it.
I would never love anyone as much as I loved Logan.
It just wasnât possible.