They continue with their conversation, after they settled their difference. Although Kevwe wanted to apologize and explain herself, to make sure that doesn't still take that her comment wrongly, although he has said he forgives her. Not that she doesn't believe or trust his words , that he has forgiven her. She just wanted him to get her point and see where she was coming from, with her comment
" I'm really sorry if it was hurtful" She said," I just said that because, from what I have seen , that's during all my observation, about you. You are as romantic at heart as she is. But she doesn't show hers, but you wear yours on you, not like a shirt, but a beautiful clothes" She
" Oh, so sweet" He said giggling with a blush," Wow you where observing me.I'm touched and shut of words, my love"He headed with a
" See your big head" She said trying to hit him playfully, " I didn't know you would take my explanation well and as a compliment, not tat it wasn't. I'm just saying, I would have said it since"She told him.
" Hope it is in a good way and it doesn't make me look weak" He asked unsure whether to take it as a compliment, or not, " I mean me being romantic at heart and wearing it like clothes, so much that anyone can notice it?. And I do take it as a compliment, thank you"He added.
" I don't see it as a weakness, but as strength" She encourage him, "Unlike me who wears my self control and defense like a weapon and armor" She said easily
"Thanks" He accepted her complicated, " That's not true " he argue, about her latter degrading comment about herself
" Oh, don't placenta me" She reprimanded him, for trying to butter her up, even thought that's not what he was doing. But years of feeling bad and being alone in her head,mentally when people let her down or put her down emotionally. Which was a lot, and due to her believe that they were always right, it wasn't a very pretty place to always be in. If words from people don't bring her down, her thought will and surely does all the time, unfortunately.
Due to the fact of also taking people's words to heart and believing they are and were right. When actually humans are always , if not most of the time wrong about their fellow human beings. It's only God and the trinity that can be right about us and also capable of changing us from those bad habits that we have been finding hard to live or get over. And since those constant and wondering negative thoughts occurs all the time, most time her mind wasn't a nice place, because that's where she always go.
And she needed it to be because if we can't be safe in our own head, where we spend most of the time, though physically present, where else can we be comfortable and at peace. That's why we need to be positive or pessimistic, that negative wouldn't give us high blood pressure and eventually give us heart attack, leading to untimely death. No one wants that, Kevwe doesn't want that. So these days , she is trying to be positive by the grace of God. But due to bad habit it do come up easily
"Please don't do that . I like it when you tell me the truth directly. I like those who tell you the truth , cares for you, love and also sometimes, like now give you tough loving when you need, especially when you need a booster or someone to push you and help you strive and I like you for that" She explains," Even in means of chaos, with a means of a gentle and tough loving you help your love wants to strive, showing them that you see and care for and about them, but you are not afraid to speak the truth and give them the encouragement they need"She concludes.
" That's true"He agreed, " But just know I am for you. Others might give you tough loving, but I am here to give you soft loving, you know what mean" He said with a wink.
" You are so corrupt, get out of here " She said as she pushed him a way, " Even in Important conversation, you still find time to joke around. And make me laugh in public. Are you trying to embarrass me sir" She joked along with him.
" No, Ma. I will never" He said as they burst into a fit of laughter.
" But to tell you the truth Chelsea really does like you"She replied, " To tell you the truth, I didn't want go on this our outing Or wasn't going to give you a chance" She told him honestly.
" That's hurtful, you don't even know me" He complained.
"But wait, please let me finish. I know and for that I'm sorry"She said to him sincerely, placing her hands back on his, and giving it a reassuring squeeze.
"You are forgiven, again" He accepted, holding her hands tightly, " After all, Jesus told and advised his disciples to forgive seventy times seven times. So I will forgive you as many times that you offended me" He added.
" Sorry for always offending you, I will try my best to stop being offended and touchy and short tempered all the time, whether I was purposely annoyed or not" She said to him, " I will try to change from that bad character and they say Change is good.We all do need change" He told her and accepted sincerely
" Thanks"She replied, " I'm so happy to finally meet a very nice guy like you" She told him sincerely, and totally touched with his degree of tolerance.
" The pleasure is mine" Although you are not that bad" He added, flirty with a grin.
"You this boy"She said as she laughs with a blush , making her face look like a ripe tomatoes as she looks away .
" I'm a man , not a boy Ma" He correctly proudly.Feeling put of that she called him a boy.
" Okay, young man" She said with a giggle.
"" Yes, I am. The man that is interested in you and is going to be your man very soon" He informs her with certainty.
" If you say so. Let's see where this our new friendship will lead or take us to" She told him happily.
" Okay, we shall" He said to her, " And I say cheers to us" He agreed.
" Yes, cheers to us" She replied, as they click their juice glass together in genuine happiness.
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