chapter 34

Pearl's POVs, After few days,I got a call from the man I am  missing now.After accident happened, Weber went to business trip again  .he don't return from there yet.For few days, my heart struck with missing of Weber...whiling my mind filled thoughts of grin.Weber: hello, pearl...I m sorry . I am struck with my business again. I avoid it if it is not important. But I m trapped with insane tasks.I don't what to do....I become sad to hear his tried and exhausted voice. He must be skipping many days sleep. Pearl: are you okay, Weber? You sounds so sick and tired. You should take care of yourself.  You always flew in sky and don't care of yourself and totally forget me as soon you see your lover...I mean your work is your work.Weber: don't worry about me. I will be fine. Didn't you will be there for me if I become sick?I heard light tease sound from him. I cannot control him. I knew on other end, he is waiting for my reply with playful smirk.Weber: ....are you there?Pearl: yes, I am. I will be there for you .Weber: where is grin? I never got calls from him . Everytime I went to business trip,he always annoy me with his continuous calls . I miss him and those calls. What is going on there?I sighed. I cannot hold truth any longer to him.Weber.....will kill me if I told lie. I knew he hate lies. It look like I should tell truth .I cannot avoid to tell what happened to grin ti him.Pearl: I was already plan to call you today. As I want to talk about grin to you....grin become weird....I mean he is acting differently than before   he is still bright and smiled .....but....I fel something odd about him.Weber: what do you mean...pearl? Is something happened? Pearl: wait...I will explain. Grin is sweet loving person. He love sweet things especially milk products. He hate to eat spicy food as he cannot hold the spice. Now for few days ,he is eating only spicy food from morning to night. He loves to spent days in library. As u knew he love books. I took him outside to library. He just ran away from that place and he went to arcades. He spent nights and days in  computer. He just stays in darkness . He is not sleeping properly. He loves to study  .....now he skipped classes daily from house tutor. ....more than that....he always come to hospital where I work yo pick me up. Now he refused to go to hospital.  Whenever I tried to hug grin, he just ran away from my grip. He says I smell chlorine and blood from you...go and bath mommy....I feel so down. He started to refuse my help and distant from me.  Whenever I tried to help him like tried to make to undress him or help him to feed. He just ran away from me.He always dependant on me....but now....he changed a lot. He acts sensitive like teenage.He spent his days at your computers.Yesterday..he..went t-Weber: wait....the way you describe him make me feel I am hearing about someone else.this is not our grin.....( sighed).After a long silence, I heard his voice again. He must be shocked to hear it.Weber: ...it is all my fault,pearl.....as soon as I rescued him from police station...i should spent time with him or took him to vacation to forget everything what trauma happened to him. He must be scared.I m came here....as business is so important.  But i don't realised grin is my important thing.....I feel like I don't act like his father.....didn't I act like his father?  Did I not see him as my son? Why I am so selfish, pearl?I came here to France again...as I called off as it is most important and emergency thing. I cannot neglected it,pearl. I spent 6 years to find this thing.  Please wait for few days....I knew I came without telling.  What I am going to do? What Is going on?You just trust me and married me. You become part of my life....I just left you also. when you are in accident...I went to business trip.....I spent here days like a doughebag without caring for you ....( whimpers)....I m so sorry.Oh God...this man is crying in phone. My heart broke . This man take blame for himself whatever happened.  I should stop his crying.Pearl : Weber.Weber: I m feeling guilty. I don't act like his father. Pearl: Grey....Weber: ( in loud voice)....it is all my fault,pearl..I...made grin in this way. I was so careless. So he got kidnapped. Now I don't lend my ears. I came here without care of him....isn't grin feel bad about me like I hate him or I don't care for grin? So only he become angry on me...he stated that anger on you ....he started to act like this.Pearl: STOP IT ,JERK. DON'T CRY . I CANNOT BEAR IT TO SEE YOU IN TEARS. IF YOU ARE HERE IN TEARS NOW, I DEFINITELY SLAPPPED YOU AGAIN LIKE I DONE A DECADE AGO ON BRIDGE. YOU AND YOUR FOOL BRAIN...listen, carefully. It is not your fault.  You are always perfect as dad. You never lacked him anything from attention, care and Love too.You married me for what... you married me for him. I knew you have trauma on marriage after hellen left you on your wedding day. Still you are ready to marry me for his happiness. you always around him. You always listen him. You always let him wish to go on his way....you disciplined him where you want to,you spoiled him where you love to, you cared and thought about him only...not about you. You are working hard for him day and night.You always loosen up your tight schedule.  You spent more time with him than your colleagues. In which way..you felt you lacked...I don't care what you feel...listen up,Weber.....you are best dad...you are best human I knew ever. Now wipe your tears, ice cube face.Weber: you made me realise what I think was foolishness. I always tried my best to be his daddy. I will try my best to keep him smiley face again. You are light of enlightenment in my life. You gave colours in my life....even after a decade....you are one who advisee me. I m here Miles and miles away from you. Still your words have hypnotized me.Then...I m happy to hearing your smile  I will come there tomorrow. Pearl: no, don't come here by leaving your important job. I can understand its importance.  It is time to chase you want. Don't think about anything.  I will take care of everything . I will be there for grin and take care of him. Also...don't talk I don't act like his father....you don't need to act. You are his father, Weber . Remember it.weber: I finally felt calm after few days of darkness and stress. Then you came to talk like yestersay, grin done something  . Is something happened ?I swallowed hardly. My memory knocked what happened yesterday.Yesterday,I and scarlett ( my intern) spent my time in laboratory as main assistant took leave. We become to write report . Our hospital laboratory has separate buildings which is away from our hospitals. Scarlett : Mrs.conner, grin is calling you continuously.  Pearl: ooh God I totally forget about him. I left him in house and I came here without informing him I will be in lab.i m suprised, he always stop his call for one missed call if I don't attend. He always understood I m busy.I don't know why he called me continuously.  Is something happened to him.Scarlett: he must be dead worried about you.so only he called you. He asked to inform you when you came.Pearl: he is always caring son.Scarlett: something is wrong with you. Look at your face it become pale. You become so cautious and worried about grin....after he got kidnapped. You should be smiling.Pearl: yaah....I concerned about his health and his safety. Weber left him in my hands.I just feel something odd about him.Scar: don't think much, pearl. You are  just overthinking. Mm..then let's go and grab something to eat.Pearl: okay ,as your wish.I went out with scarlet. After some time,We shocked to saw the lock of the laboratory is opened. I am shocked to saw grin inside. Grin laid on the floor. He closed his eyes and held his breath  . He kneeled on ground. His whole body startsd to shiver. His knees went weak. It look like he got scared by something. I went around him. I took him in my arms. He opened his eyes and saw a fear...tears in his eyes. He put his arm around me tighter.Mrin:I cannot be in lab for minute...please take me out....I start to feel suffocate. I hate labs especially biotechnology and medical research lab.Pearl: I m here...don't worry. Take a deep breath.Mrin nodded his eyes and took a long breath. His eyes went up, his whole body went cold.He started to get a stroke .I ran outside and I took him to car.Scarlet ran back of me. I sat in driver seat.His whole body shaked this side and that side. To make it worst, ths blood flow from his mouth and nose.Mrin: ugh...ugh...don't take me....to hospital. I have Nosocomephobia ( fear of hospital) and also I have...ugh.....tomophobia(  fear of medical surgery and laboratory)....please took me somewhere ....ask someone to drive car other than you two....you know right..I hate chloride smell. You smell like you bathed in chloride....please do something He fainted in car. I broke into tears. I don't understand what ge told . I don't have time to research what he told.I took him to house and another doctor to check him as I covered with chloride and chemical smell.I never knew he have those phobias. He always come to hospital to meet me before I got married to Weber. Now what is happening to him? He told he have fear of hospital. My friend ( who checked mrin) : ..........m.....mmm....nothing to worry. He has allergy I think. I took blood test for him to knew about his allergy.Me: what do you mean? Because of just allergy, he underwent wheezing and blood flow from his mouth.. My friend: I cannot figure it out. Why his body acted like that? Please take care of him...his body is somewhat strange to Mr. Compare to others. I need spent time about his caseLet him rest for few days...I don't need to give advices . As you are doctor.Me: mm..okay.After I don't speak much to him . While he woke up after doctor went way. He started to search the look and corner for something. He is so serious and searched .Weber voice brought me to reality Weber: ARE YOU THERE,PEARL?Pearl: I m here...it is nothing. Just a silly one from yesterday thing. Nothing seriousWeber: okay good night