chapter 33

Mrins povs, I climbed the wall of the church near our orphanage. I jumped from there and landed on the roof of orphanage. I walked quietly balancing myself in the air. I counted the rooms and I remember the map of my orphanage.  I don't want to land on other room. It will be terrible of it happened. I ended up fell on my room by removing some roof material.  Today morning I will fix it. I always fell on bad which is in correct posture where I remove roof.But they changed its position and put it on other corner of the room. I fell on the floor.I felt pain on my butt as I jumped from  high place. I stood up and dusted off my dress In my orphanage,  I share my room with other boys. For a room , more than 4 boys. I am gasped to saw nobody is here.  Every thing like bed , clothes etc of my roommates are here. I cannot see anyone here.I saw someone was sleeping on my bed with blanket covered around that boy. I don't who it is. I removed it to saw that boy face.I am suprised to saw grin in my bed. The moonlit from roof fell on his face and shone his handsome face . Even I look like him...he is so handsome than me.....from tip to toe I am exact copy of him.To add charm in his face, he opened his eyes and saw me. His blue eyes shone like star in the space. His eyes really is so beautiful and breathtaking as master told.Oh God, Mr. Philip told Is right. This eyes have power to mesmerise anyone.  He inherited those blue eyes from his daddy.Omg this boy woke up by the sound I made . I am doomed. I don't expect to happen it.He blinked his eyes again and again. He rubbed off his eyes. He thinks he is still in dream as he saw someone like him. He tried to focus again . He once again became more confused to see me. He sat up in bed and rubbed his eyes again.Grin: where I am? It must be dream...I feel like I am seeing myself in mirror. Also I am in different surroundings....in this time , I will be in house.Is he dork? He cannot see it is a real. Let's make something to believe him. I put my hand on his forehand and stroked it harder . I put my hand on his mouth as he was about to scream in pain.His eyes widened what happened.his forehead become red .Oh God..did I use this much force in strike him ? His forehead has red bump. I left him and took first aid at below my bed. I took ailment and went near himHe just look at me with jaw open expressions. He don't blink his eyes. He don't mind his bump while his eyes only on me.He must be took up in suprise to saw Me first time who look like him. But when I saw him really at first time, I just bursted in anger as I considered him as my eternal enemy. When I tried to touch his forehead.  He put his hand on my hand and blocked me.He gave me glare and told " who are you? Why you look like me? I cannot believe someone look like me. where i am? ".Mrin: calm down, Mr. Grin Conner. You just become unconscious and slept 1 day like log. Do you remember what happened at 1 am in yesterday night?He put his hand on his forehand as if he tried to remember what he done before he faint.As a second passed, his eyes shone with realization.  He looked at me with dark cloud mood.Grin: someone who is in black dress broke the door and came to my aunt house. When I tried to confront them. They tied my hands and legs...and they put me inside sack. They covered my mouth in plasterThen I heard like fighting sound....after some time, they opened the sac. That time I was conscious  , I found myself in car that time.That black shirt man took cloth and placed on my nose....then i fainted...they must use inhalatens .Mrin: finally you remember everything.  You are intelligent,  yup...they used inhalant on you to make you faint.Grin: answer the questions I asked before. Is something happened to aunt? How is my father and mother? Wait....did you took up my place as you look like me and made me to be in your place. I understood now why they kidnap me...for the money and influence I have . Am I right? You are in thoughts to take money from my daddy.Mrin: we kidnapped you not to get money , I don't want attention or fame like you have and I hate attention, even if someone ask me to act like you for money ,I willn't never agree. Remember it, i don't have cheap mind like humans .Grin: you are speaking like idiot. You are also human . Talk like you are not human and some kind of alien.Ooh God...this boy is so intelligent.  I should be careful while talking.  I maybe ended up spilling my identity. Mrin: just remember my words I told. The motive to kidnap you is to protect you from dangers ahead of you.Grin: what danger? I don't have any trouble other than you and the kidnappers .also my father is friend of head of underground world, Lucifer. I am damn sure you know about Lucifer,  head of Wacp  organisation. Mrin : listen carefully, doughebag.  I knew about it very well. You are trying to hide something about your father. I knew it very well.  Wacp is organization formed your father,Weber. Isn't your father is Lucifer, leader of the so he cannot move or make any movement. Grin: what are you doing with me? Why I cannot my body.Mrin: calm down ,grin.I went close the door .so we don't get disturbing  . I turned on dim light .I sat on opposite to him. He gave me a glare and continue to wait for my answer. His eyes browsed on my movements .I want to make eye contact with him to establish my plan.Mrin: don't look at my eyes now. I just warn you.Grin: who are you to tell me what to do? I will look into your eyesNice move...grin fell on my trap.I looked at him with my blue eyes intensely.I looked at him without blinking. His eyes become start to close. His eyelid become heavy.Mrin: grin,Your eyelids are becoming heavier and heavier.”“Your eyelids are growing heavy, as if heavy weights are pulling them down.”“Soon, your eyelids will be so heavy they will close.”“The more you try to open your eyes, the more heavy, loose, limp they become and the more stuck shut they will be.”I repeat the same words again again. He closed his eyes. Mrin:When I touch your shoulder, you are going to become loose, limp, and heavy. Ready?”By seeing breathing rate at normal , it look like he is comfortable. I touched his shoulder and rubbed him to make him ready for my questions.He leaned against the chair as if he become relaxed. Mrin: it look like I hypnotized him let me start my work. I took his arm and saw him more relaxed not tremble or shivering in fear.Mrin: grin, dear...listen my words alone. Imagine yourself , you are at your place.You are in warm and safe place.You can feel yourself relaxing now. You can feel a heavy, relaxed feeling coming over you. You are in complete control of this time. You will only accept those suggestions which are for your benefit and that you are willing to accept.Now just remember these words ,I am gonna tell. Whatever I am telling is truth.You gonna have troubles for next one week from your father enemies.  To keep yourself safe you should be here . The Stephen orphanage is only safe place for you in next one week. I will replace you in your house for this week.Remember it, the only person you can trust in this week only me , your mom and your dad...don't believe anyone else. Mainly in this orphanage, trust me and believe my words.I will be your protector and save you.Never believe on others. Don't answer any question about your hostage here? Remember,  don't feel lonely here...think it as a vacation. I will come to see you daily. I took his hands inside my hand and told " trust me. I am like your brother.  ".My mind went to question which I longed ask him for many years. Mrin: grin, do you ever ....have regret or do you want something happen in your life?He is a son of famous billionaire.  He have millions of money .he is living a good life .I am damn sure ....he don't have anything to regret. To my suprise ,tears fell from his eyes.Grin: I have regret in my life. When someone tell I look like dad . I regret why I cannot see him. I regret why I born ...when someone told me unlucky as I born on day he died.I regret at many places...in my place.I also want to something. Money can buy new things or fix broken things not broken heart. I want my dad and my grandmother to be together like before.  I want them to understand each other .I just want my mom and my dad to be together....I want to reveal truths my dad WEBER HIDES FROM MY MOm.I m shocked to hear his words...he also regrets like me. He also undergone a lot. He is so mature for his age ....let me end this session.Mrin: "I'm going to count from one to five, and at the count of five you will be feeling wide awake, fully alert, and completely refreshed."I repeated telling those sentence. He came to consciousness. He smiled he knew very well  he looked at me as if he believe me and knew me for long time.Suddenly door opened. Grin hid behind me.My eyes relaxed from panic mode as I saw Simon on the door.I gestured him to come  inside. I closed the door. I hugged him and gave a smile to Simon.He shocked to see us together.Mrin: hey you shocked to saw me and doughebag together .Grin: brother, who is this person?Mrin: Simon is my brother.  You can trust him. As long you are here, you can rely on him.Simon: what is happening here? Do u told truth to him....about your birth secret and real identity? Mrin: stop your blabbering.  Don't disturb him. Grin go to sleep again. Tomorrow you have long day. Grin: good night...bro.I dragged Simon with me to outside. We went to garden not to disturb others. I sat in garden chair. Simon: what do you done to grin? I think something is suspicious. Look at my eyes,tell...you don't do anything. I smriked and told " I just hypnotized,  douchebag. Nothing else. Just I applied what you teached me".Simon: don't talk about grin  like that ,doughebag.  He is 6 months older than you. You should respect him.Mrin: he and I same age. He born at mid June.  I born at mid December. When he comes to earth....I already remSimon eyes widened and looked at me.Simon:what you done now...I already told u not to misuse this trick ...but you used it at our master's APPLE of an eye even.i knew philip will angry on you for what you done. I don't where you yot guts....now I understand.those doctors told you are emotionless robot...but I took you to prove them wrong. What they told is right, you are just skin and flesh....you are monster as others told......I don't why you born...... you knew your life purpose to protect grin .You don't have humanity. Did you erase his memories and replaced him? I think this is your idea. What are you nothing, you are so selfish? You are heartless evil.I gave a sharp glance. I knew he will criticise me but this is more than I took. He just told whatever he thinks.I pulled him to chair in a second. I put my hands on other ends of his chair. I looked him with anger .Mrin: you shouldn't speak without hearing me. I don't erase his memories.  I hypnotized him ...I believed him ....he has some danger and he should be here in orphanage for a week .I also told him I will be in his place and take care of those problems and his parents  . I asked only fir 1 week permission. What I told is lie ahhh,  no,everything is truth. U and I knew he has big danger . We need to save him. If I told truth about it and ask him to stay....do you think grin will agree? He just rich to move out.I promised my master...I will protect him with my last breath.On next week ,at end of 7thd day   ....he has his birthday.  I want his happy birthday to be happy.....he underwent a lot....I can understand himI m not selfish....If i am ,i will do what you told. You knew very well...i suffered a lot because of grin...but i never hurt . I feel pain on my heart....strangely now. The person who I thought understand me and love me....you even thought bad of me....I considered you as my brother.....but you never saw me like that....I am emotionally fool. You also thought me as monster like other.....is wrong to be different? What makes me different from you ,guys? I also have emotions, intelligence level like you, I have logical thinking....then in which way I am lower than you.Yes, I am not human.....because I am not selfish like you. I am just fool to be kind with others and accept everything...you just used me well.In end , you made me realise...I shouldn't believe on others..I m born alone, should live alone like robot.  From start to end...I m shadow of grin.....do you know how much I contain darkness inside me...i thought you are my light....I just fooled myself .Now I need go on to catch train. Take care of grin...I knew you will take care of him as it is not fool mrineva ..it is grin.Simon: I m sorry..it is not like you think. I wa-I don't wait for his excuses. I walked awayI don't take train. I started to walk from uopi city to t city  for 4 hours. I reached there at 7 am...I don't take morning train. I just walked without taking break even for a second. The pain in my legs and pain in heart to trust someone is my punishment for fool to me. I walked in cold early morning...but fog and cold is nothing to me. As I cannot feel temperature. I am resist to heat and cold.I climbed up tree and went to house without noticing on other eyes. I removed clippers. I locked door. I bursted into tears. I just led my feelings to flow inside me.I took bath and went to dinner hall.