chapter 15

Pearl's POVs, At night, I cannot sleep properly . I don't why. I rolled on bed .my mind put the replay of kisses he gave Me. He always do unexpected things In the corner of the bed ,grin slept  clutching his favourite pillow.  I ruffled his head. I cannot take my eyes.Grin resemble weber more even I think  .He look so angelic in sleep. I kissed his forehead. Pearl: grin, I thank God to have you in my life. You just placed me in big position in your life which is very rare to keep and impossible to replace. Without you, I don't feel amazing feeling to be mom in my life. Even I don't give you birth, but I am your mother. Grin slept well. I looked at watch. It ticked at 2 am. I stood up and went to hall. I looked around to find any servants. Then I sighed and realised that Weber sent away maids and butler to prepare the suprise for himself.  He granted leave to themI walked to third floor. I saw light turned on Weber's room. I went and open the door.I gasped to saw Weber's still awake.He stared at his laptop. In one hand, he has cup of tea. Other hand he has pen and wrote on paper. The tons of files filled his bed.He sat in the desk. He looked up.I stunned to saw him in spectale. For his heart shaped face, it looked appeal and increases the decrease of his handsome. Weber blinked his eyes and told " what are you doing at dead night, pearl? You should be in bed now".I folded my arms and looked at him.I arched my eyebrows and told " I should be one who should ask the question. Are you working at night? "Weber : i am drinking chamomile tea and kiwi. Still i cannot go to sleep. I don't get a bit of sleep.Pearl: same here. I don't know go to sleep.Weber: maybe your head filled with lot ofthoughts.Pearl,: yaah,you are true. My mind filled with thoughts.  Whenever I woke up in midnight, I saw you immersed yourself in work or reading book. Do you sleep or not?Weber: I am suffering in chronic insomnia .I have difficulty to sleep and woke up early at morning.  Sometimes I have headaches. I become worried about his conditions. Sleeping is vital one in life and body.It look like his condition become worse.Pearl: for how much hours you slept?Weber: I sleep for 4 to 5 hours for a day.sometimes I skip for 2 days and sleep like log on third day.Pearl: oh..it is bad for your health. Do u visit clinical psychologists ? Weber: yup, I meet them. Nothing worked up . Some people suggested me to take sleeping pills. As I take more, it becomes more bad for my health. So I quit it.Pearl: ooh,you done a good thing. It look somewhat strange case . You even went to clinic and not cured yet. From when you are suffering from insomnia?Weber: from age of 18 , I am suffering in insomnia.  One time, I don't slepr for 7 days continuously.  Then I slept For next week without going to work.Pearl: it look like it is almost a decade. You should take care of yourself . Weber: I done exercises, changed diets,took medication....I tried a lot. I don't find any result. Pearl: do you have any reason to lost your sleep? It look like you suffered from when you are in band.He looked down at ground.  He avoided my eyes. It look like he don't want to share reason.He is a suffered and troubled soul. He need some time to open up. At short span of time,he shared a bit of him to be which ur more than I expected. Pearl: do you recently slept well? Weber: i slept for 9 hours well recently. Pearl: oh,that is good news. Maybe you got sleep as you love atmosphere or surroundings around you that time. Maybe you can tried it again.  It may be good heal for you. Weber: you are treating me like one of your patients. I will go with your words.Weber came near me . He scooped from floor. My leg flew on the air. He carried me in bridal  carry pose. I gave my goggles eyes and put my hands around his neck to balance him and Me.I don't know what is going on his mind.My heart raced faster against my chest. My cheeks become chuckled. He chuckled as he looked down at me.Weber: it look like your mind filled with dirty thoughts .Pearl: you...I am not like you. Put me down now.To my words, he put down. He placed me on his bed. Weber ( smiled): the reason behind my good sleep is not atmosphere...that night I slept with you ....do you remember the night of Arya and krish arrival ..you end up sleeping on my room? When I held you , I slept peacefully .I don't know why. We can try it another time and find it.Maybe you make me feel comfortable and secure.  Near you it feel like everything is okay. I feel peace inside me when I am around you.My heart redoubled by his words. I looked into his eyes and found sincere ....something else also I find .. .which i cannot name or figure it out correctly. Weber shut off the light. My heart pounded faster again . He gave me a lot of surprise attack yesterday and today too . Pearl( whispered): I thought you teasing me.Weber: I am serious person when it comes to doctor advices. Come on let's go to sleep. I toon a pillow placed in middle like barrier. He took it and placed under his head. I placed my arm pillow in between. He took it and placed on his another side.I pouted and placed the pillow I am going to use for my head. He took it and threw it on couch.I cannot bear it anymore and told " you are so bad, Weber. You are jerk. Give my pillows.  If you don't give,  I will leave from here ".I tried to get up. He pulled my hand.  I turned and ended fell against him. My heart placed against his heart.  I heard his steady and erratic heartbeat. He put his hands around me . He held me like a teddy bear.My heart pounded faster . I felt butterflies in my stomach. Weber leaned and whispered " don't worry .I am  not type of boy who take advantage of you. For a day as expirement act like statue. Let's see whether I am sleeping or not.if you are feeling uncomfortable, I will let you go".I bited my lips. Instead of replying.  I put my hand on his shoulder.  I placed another hand between him and me. I don't want hin to know how much poor heart suffers because of him.Weber smiled and patted my head.Weber: good girl,pearl.I put my head against his chest. Hearing his heartbeat like tune  and ui went to sleepland.