"City Lord, why don't you go to rest so late?"
The housekeeper looked at Qiuning water with some pain. She grew up by herself. What was in her mind? How could she not understand.
All the things that have been guessed have been verified one by one today. Although the murderer of the old city Lord has been killed, she must feel bad.
Qiu ningshui sat on the swing and whispered, "housekeeper, let me sit here alone for a while."
The housekeeper didn't continue to say anything. Maybe it's a bad thing to let her calm down now.
"So the old slave left first."
Qiu ningshui was the only one left in the big yard. Not long ago, there was a small sound of footsteps in his ear. Before the man approached, Qiu ningshui smiled: "you have the same habits as him. Do you like to climb over the wall with a good front door?"
Ji Qingxue was not embarrassed to be grabbed by her master at all. Instead, she looked carefree and contented, just like walking in her yard.
"Good hearing." Ji Qing Xueman replied carelessly.
Qiuning water gently shook the swing and said with a smile: "it's not that I have good hearing, but that I have smelled the medicine smell on you all the way."
Ji Qingxue was stunned, and then laughed with her: "in that case, you must have guessed the purpose of my coming to see you."
Qiu Ning Shui stopped the swing with her feet on the ground. She frowned and said, "if you come to talk to me about the past, I can talk with you. If it's for him, please go back."
Ji Qingxue directly walked around in front of Qiu ningshui and looked at her fiercely: "ningshui, I don't believe you don't understand his feelings for you. Are you really so cruel to give up her?"
Qiuning water was silent for a long time. Finally, she was willing to look up at her: "Qingxue, it's impossible between me and him."
Ji Qingxue looked worried: "why?"
"I don't understand his mind, but I always think of my father when I see him. How can I stay with him?"
Ji Qingxue's eyes had changed. She said calmly, "so you're blaming him."
Qiu ningshui shook his head without hesitation: "no, I haven't blamed him for a moment from before to now. I blame myself. If I can be more rational, if I can listen to my father more, if I can..."
At last, Qiu Ning Shui's eyes were red and wet with tears.
"Qingxue, I can't forgive myself, so it's impossible between me and huaizhu. Do you understand all this?"
Ji Qingxue now understands that Qiuning water not only bears the responsibility of worry free city, but also counts her father's death.
She can kill Yue Jingxin directly, but they can't attack the person she hates most, because the person she hates most is herself.
She couldn't get through her heart.
Ji Qingxue sighed for a long time. She said softly, "I don't want to force you. I just think you're unfair to big brother. I hope you can give each other another chance. Do you know that he has been silently caring about you for so long?"
Wen Yanqiu's hand holding the rope tightened vigorously: "what do you mean?"
"I know something about you and your eldest brother. When the Xiongnu invaded, the eldest brother ordered someone to forcibly send you back to worry free city. At that time, there was an accident with your father. Although you were greatly hit, you had to take over the position of city master under the pressure of the situation. The eldest brother was afraid you couldn't cope with it, so he secretly sent some people to follow you to protect you. Until you confirmed that you were seated firmly After you became the city Lord, elder brother withdrew the people around you. "
"And he asked to check your father this time. He was afraid you couldn't bear it. He always worried that he didn't sleep for a moment when he came back from your house. He was more worried than anyone when he learned that you were kidnapped. I've never seen him before."
Ji Qingxue even thought that if something happened to Qiuning water at that time, you huaizhu might follow.
"These are all for one reason. He loves you. So, condensate, do you understand his mind?"
At the moment, Qiu ningshui's heart has set off a storm. No wonder, no wonder at the beginning, someone bullied her. She was too young to be a big job. As a result, those who bullied him the next day either broke their arms or were broken their legs. It's like being evil. Anyone who bullied her will come to no good end. After so many repetitions, everyone didn't dare to trouble her again.
In addition, in order to ensure the prosperity of worry free city, she needs to find new business partners, and then a large number of bosses from all over the country take the initiative to cooperate.
I thought it was my father's spirit in heaven protecting her, but I didn't expect that all these so-called coincidences were arranged by that person.
Qiu ningshui bit his lower lip and you huaizhu. How many things have you done without telling me?
"At that time, the eldest brother forcibly sent you back. You thought he regarded you as a burden, so he was eager to leave you. But condensate, at that time, the eldest brother was going to the battlefield. You sneaked out from home. Needless to say, you were still a weak girl. The eldest brother was afraid that he would not be able to protect you."
In fact, Ji Qingxue said that Qiu ningshui understood that you huaizhu never regarded her as a burden. She trapped herself in a dead end, but if she didn't think so, she was afraid that she would go to him at all costs.
So she needs a reason, a reason to let herself give up this person completely.
"Condensate, maybe you can't put down the knot in your heart now, but I hope you can put aside those temporarily, even if it's only a moment to face up to your heart and ask her what she wants."
Ji Qingxue turned and stared at several scattered stars in the sky. His tone seemed heavy: "we are all people on the battlefield. Living in the shadow of swords and swords, we may die sometime. Born in troubled times, we shouldn't think too much. Living in the present is the most important. Besides, we have to live for ourselves for decades."
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After Ji Qingxue left, Qiu ningshui still sat on the swing. She shrugged her shoulders, sobbing softly at the beginning and crying loudly later.
She held back for so long, but she still couldn't hold on after all.
She wanted to live as carefree as before, but she was no longer qualified to be capricious.
This worry free city has melted into her blood and become a part of her life.
In the eyes of everyone, she is the superior City Lord, but she often dreams back at midnight. Only she knows that she doesn't want these at all.
"Dad, what should I do?"
Qiu ningshui cried bitterly. Many servants in the house heard it. Someone wanted to comfort him, but the housekeeper stopped him.
The housekeeper shook his head at them. "Don't go. She hasn't cried for a long time."
Their leader is too tired.
Maybe he was born to be so tired.