Nangong Yan turned over and lay beside Ji Qingxue. He thought, when should these things start.
"In the sixth year after I went to Tianshan Mountain, I began to practice carefree travel. The martial arts of carefree travel itself is difficult to practice. When practicing, I need to turn the meridians of my whole body retrograde, and I can easily die."
Ji Qingxue couldn't help being shocked when he heard the words "meridian retrograde": "since you know that this martial arts is dangerous, why did you practice it at the beginning?"
"People in the royal family first learned the truth that in addition to intrigue, the law of the jungle. At that time, I was just trying to practice this martial arts. If I succeed, then no one dares to deceive me. If I die, it's no big deal. Anyway, no one cares. Death should be a relief."
Nangong Yan's expression was faint, and his tone of speech was also very casual, as if life and death were not so important to him.
Ji Qingxue felt a sudden pain in her heart. She turned sideways and held his face. She said seriously, "I will care. So you are not allowed to have such an idea in the future. You are my husband and everything you have is mine. You can't die if I don't let you die."
How overbearing, but Nangong Yan was very useful. If someone told himself at that time that you should live well, maybe everything would not be reduced to today.
Nangong Yan raised a smile on his lips: "well, I know."
Now that I have you and snow search, he wants to live a few more years. How can he be willing to let himself die.
Nangong Yan paused and fell deeply into the memory: "at the last moment of practicing leisure travel, I knew one thing."
Ji Qingxue narrowed her eyes slightly. She thought she might have guessed what it was: "it has something to do with your father?"
Nangong Yan nodded: "in fact, I suspected that the cause of death of my mother's imperial concubine was not so simple very early, so I have been secretly investigating. But there has been no result until that day, a clue was finally found that my mother's death may be related to my father."
Ji Qingxue also knew the next thing: "so you're crazy about practicing martial arts."
Nangong Yan sighed and said, "not only, sometimes I will completely fall into a state of madness and become another person, but when I wake up, I don't know what I've done."
Think about Nangong Yan's eyes at that time. Ji Qingxue couldn't help shaking. It's really terrible.
Like hell Shura, there is only a strong sense of killing in his eyes. If such Nangong inflammation can't be controlled, it may really flow into a river of blood.
Nangong Yan forced a smile at her and said, "I'm terrible, right?"
Ji Qingxue nodded and shook his head: "it's terrible, but I'm not afraid."
Nangong Yan's heart moved, as if wrapped by a warm current. But suddenly he seemed to think of something, and his voice became a little cold: "there are many famous doctors who want to cure me, and do you know what will happen to them later?"
Ji Qingxue was stunned and asked, "how are they?"
Nangong Yan spit out a sentence coldly and cruelly: "they were all killed by me who was possessed by my fire."
"..." indeed, it is a violent personality split after being possessed by evil. Although the ordinary nangongyan is somewhat overbearing, he will never kill innocent people indiscriminately.
But if he is stimulated, nangongyan in his subconscious will come out to protect himself. At that time, he will really refuse to recognize his relatives.
"What is ah Xue thinking?" Nangong Yan told her this only hope that she can understand how terrible she was when her disease broke out. Looking at the thoughtful look of this little woman, Nangong Yan's heart was hung up involuntarily.
What's she thinking? Does she think she's crazy?
Ji Qingxue suddenly asked him, "will Nangong Yan become anything else besides that person?"
"..." after thinking for so long, was that what she was thinking?
Nangong Yan murmured, "yes. But most of them are that person."
The madman who only knows how to kill.
Sure enough, there was not only one person who split him, but she didn't find it usually.
Nangong Yan seemed to see what she thought, so he explained: "I take medicine secretly to control my condition on weekdays. Everything was well controlled, but I didn't expect..."
Nangong Yan's hand stroked Ji Qingxue's neck. His eyes were full of remorse and heartache: "but I didn't expect that I still hurt you."
Ji Qingxue smiled indifferently: "didn't you leave a breath for me?"
Originally I wanted to enliven the atmosphere, but I didn't expect to make Nangong Yan's face more ugly. Well, isn't this joke funny?
Nangong Yan said to Ji Qingxue very seriously, "ah Xue, if this happens again next time, you must stay away from me and don't let me have a chance to hurt you."
Ji Qingxue shook her head without hesitation: "I refuse."
"Nangong Yan, I promised I wouldn't give you up at any time. It's a big deal. I'll fight back next time you do this again. Anyway, we haven't played for a long time. Who will clean up who is not sure!"
Nangong Yan couldn't help but have some helplessness. Did the woman know what she was talking about? When he broke out, he didn't know what he was doing. He couldn't imagine what would happen if ah Xue stayed by his side.
"This is the second time I hurt you." Nangong Yan said firmly, "I don't want to have a third time."
Obviously, I want to protect you most, but I almost killed you twice.
Ji Qingxue pinched his face. His tone was very relaxed: "I will protect you and won't let others stimulate you."
Nangong Yan held her in her arms with satisfaction. After living for so long, only this woman would tell him that she would protect him.
Silly woman, I should say that.
Ji Qingxue shrunk in his arms and suddenly said in a dull voice, "what did your father tell you in the bright moon palace?"
Ji Qingxue is very curious. Since he knows his disease, he has to know where his life gate is, so that he can be safe in the future.
After Ji Qingxue asked this sentence, she obviously felt Nangong Yan, and her whole body became very stiff.
Just when Ji Qingxue thought he wouldn't say it, Nangong Yan's bitter voice came over his head: "he said I was the same person as him, and he said that you would leave me when you understand my true face."
Ji Qingxue couldn't help saying, "don't listen to him. I won't leave you."
Nangong Yan's hand tightened: "well, I know."
Said Nangong Yan had a problem. In fact, where can Nangong Xuan go normally?
Can you handle your own son? Can a normal person do it?
Nangong Xuan, you really annoyed me this time.