TONIGHT HAD NOT ended up anything like Iâd planned.
Coming home to all the guys watching our scene? Their figuring out it was me? Justâ¦
. Iâd never planned on telling anyone. Doing the shoots was a way to get my hands and mouth on Kelly the way I wanted to from the first moment I saw him, and I definitely didnât regret that.
Did I wish this little secret of mine was still just that? Yes.
Did I mind so much with Kelly sitting beside me not concerned in the slightest that every one of my friends in the Sprinter had just watched us together?
Surprisinglyâ¦no.
Other than Gavin, who was avoiding my gaze, which I couldnât blame him forâIâd be traumatized tooâthe guys were curious. Maybe too curious.
My thigh pressed up against Kellyâs in the back of the van on the way to God only knew where. Iâd been right that there were plans for the group tonight, but it wasnât until after weâd agreed to join that I found out it was Eastâs idea. And made me nervous for whatever I was about to subject Kelly to. Although he seemed to be taking it all in stride, not fazed in the slightest about what heâd walked into, and hitting each of the questions the guys threw at him out of the park.
And donât even get me started on how sexy he looked in just jeans and a t-shirt hugging his athletic body.
âSo that was Van with you in the party scene, and also the attempted break-in,â West said, ticking off his fingers. âWhat else?â
I shook my head. âThereâs nothing else.â
âBullshit. You looked way too comfortable in front of those cameras, my man.â
âDid you forget what I do for a living?â
âThatâs the question, isnât it?â East said, giving me a sardonic smile. âLooks like you have a new career path. Whatever will the world say?â
âNot a goddamn thing. Unless you plan on running your mouth.â
âWould I do that?â
âYes. You would.â
East waved a flippant hand. âIâm far too self-absorbed to call the gossip rags, if thatâs what youâre concerned about.â
There was movement out of the corner of my eye, and I looked over to see Travis sending a sharp kick to Eastâs leg. âWhat happens in the group stays in the fucking group.â
East cursed, bending down to rub at his shin. âYou donât think I know that? Jesus. Save the violence for Caleb.â
Kelly moved his arm to the back of my seat and leaned in by my ear. âYou good?â
The question was a loaded one, and I didnât even know where to start.
âWith?â I said.
âAll of this.â
Meaning my secret being found out, my friends knowing and giving me shit, possibly others finding out. Oh, and having a group of cockblockers joining us on our date.
âI think Iâm still in a state of , if Iâm honest,â I said.
âI get that. And I understand if itâs too muchââ
âNo,â I said quickly, not wanting him to think I regretted any of it. Because the time Iâd spent with him so far was seared in my brain, and that wasnât something Iâd trade even for sewing Eastâs mouth shut for a lifetime.
Before I could tell Kelly that, the van jolted, coming to an abrupt stop.
âSorry,â Scotty called out. âWeâve arrived.â
I glanced out the window as Daire pulled the door open, not bothering to wait for Scotty to come around. What I saw there on the corner had me shaking my damn head.
Kelly chuckled. âWell. Itâs appropriate, all things considered.â
A little too on the nose, if you asked me. As we all filed out of the Sprinter, I arched a brow at East. âThe Museum of Sex? Are you kidding?â
âI already had the place booked for us weeks ago. How was I supposed to know youâd give us a little foreplay?â East cut his eyes to Kelly. âWell, maybe not so little.â
âNothing small about me,â Kelly said, and behind us, Travis groaned.
âGoddammit, we know.â He looked up at the sign that said, , and shook his head. âIâm gonna have the worst case of blue balls after this. Thanks, assholes.â
Preston threw an arm around Travisâs shoulders and grinned. âThe night is young, my friend. Thereâs hope for you yet.â
âYeah? You offering?â
âSorry to break it to you, but that oneâs mine.â Serena, Prestonâs girlfriend, stepped out from where sheâd been waiting by the entrance and winked at Travis as she snuggled in under Prestonâs other arm.
âSharing is caring,â Travis said.
âGood thing I donât care, then.â She poked her tongue out good-naturedly, and Travis chuckled.
âCareful where you stick that tonight. With this place, you never know where it might end up.â
She laughed as the three of them headed toward the entrance, and I looked at Kelly.
âSure you want to spend the night with this lot? We could still run if you want.â
Kelly brushed his lips over mine. âAnd miss walking through an erotic carnival with you? I donât think so.â
âWell, when you put it that wayâ¦â I inhaled the delicious scent of his cologne and wished we were somewhere private so I could show him version of an erotic carnival.
Travis was rightâtonight was going to give us all the worst case of blue balls ever. But at least I had the satisfaction of knowing Iâd get some relief once we ditched these guys.
Kelly took my hand like it was the most natural thing in the worldâand after everything weâd done together, I supposed it wasâand my stomach did a little flip at the intimate gesture.
The two of us were compatible in so many ways, and the fact he was so tactile was one of my favorites. I loved to touch and be touched, and the way he just owned our connection and didnât feel the need to hide it from anyone was the sexiest damn thing in the world.
We followed the rest of our group inside, and when the door shut, a man in a leather thong and matching chaps walked out to lock it.
I whirled around as though Iâd just been kidnapped and locked in an escape room with this bunch of assholes. But before I could ask what the hell was going on, East spoke up.
âCalm down, Van,â he said in a droll voice. âNo need to look so panicked. We havenât kidnapped you to watch you film your sex film or anything. I just thought this experience would be more fun if we had it on our own.â
âOn our own?â West pulled JT a little closer to his side. âNo offense, but while some of you losers canât find a date, I plan to experience this mine.â
East rolled his eyes at his best friend. âGood Lord, you all need to relax.â Then he glanced at Mr. Leather Chaps. âWeâll take those shots now. Apparently these heathens only think rationally when inebriated.â
As the man walked off, Travis craned his neck around Serena to watch him go and let out a low whistle. âNot that I donât appreciate him walking away, but can he stay when he comes back?â
Eastâs lip curled. âNow youâre talking. What I , for those who need it spelled outâI made a few calls and had the museum shut down for the night. So the only people who will be coming are already here.â
East cocked his head in Travisâs direction. âOr maybe fetching you a drink.â
That made a hell of a lot more sense. When it came to getting maximum enjoyment out of a situation, my friends definitely knew how to deliver.
I had to hand it to Eastâthe idea of being able to explore this place on our own made this a lot more appealing. Especially if I could work out a way to ditch the guys and just be with Kelly.
âWeâre walking through here ?â Gavin looked around as though searching for an escape route, and after everything heâd seen tonight, I couldnât blame him. He was probably feeling a little traumatized, and the idea of walking through a sex museum was no doubt the last thing on his mind.
âWhat, you need a friend or somethinâ to hold your hand?â Daireâs tone was just this side of sarcastic.
âI just meantâ¦â Gavin paused and then shook his head. âDonât worry.â
âGood.â East clapped his hands together. âItâs settled. Daire, you look after the youngâun tonightâif anyone can scare someone so much they donât get an erection, itâs you.â
Gavin was about to protest until East added, âUnless you want to hang with Kelly and your brothââ
âNo, no. Thatâs fine. Iâll just, um⦠Iâm fine by myself. I donât need a damn babysitter.â
âThank fuck for that,â Daire mumbled, and wandered off, away from the group, looking at one of the plaques on the wall.
âCumshots, anyone?â Mr. Leather Chaps chose the perfect time to reappear, holding up a tray with ten shot glasses full of creamy-white alcohol. I was almost afraid to ask what was in it.
East handed us all a glass, and when I glanced at Kelly, he waggled his brows.
Really, could fate have sent me a better man?
âAll right, assholes,â East said, looking around the group and holding his glass up. When we all did the same, he grinned. âTonight is about fun, sex, and debauchery.â
âSo basically itâs any other night for us?â West laughed, and East shrugged.
âBasically. So, letâs kick it off right. Cheers to me, cheers to you, and cheers to any other fuck film Van wants to do!â
I groaned as everyone raised their glasses and downed the shot, and the rum cream mixed with some high-end whiskey warmed my throat as it slid down and pooled in my belly.
âDamn, that was delicious.â Serena winked at Preston as she ran her finger around the inside of the glass before sucking it clean.
âNow sheâs just rubbing it in.â Travis shook his head and put his glass back on the empty tray before turning his attention to Mr. Leather Chaps. âSo, want to take me on a private tour? Show me what this place has to offer?â
The manâs eyes drifted down Travisâs body before coming back to land on his face. âI think that could be arranged.â
âAaaand tonight just got infinitely better.â Travis took the tray from the guy and shoved it at West. âSee you, losers.â
Travis had the right idea, and before anyone could try to make us stay, I grabbed Kellyâs shot glass and threw it at West.
âWeâre going to start looking around too.â I grabbed Kellyâs hand and began to lead him away from my overly nosy group of friends. âAnd of you will follow us. Not if you want to live to have another erection. Got me?â
When my friends winced, Kelly snorted. But I knew them too well. They might love taking the piss out of me and giving me a hard time. But nothingâand I mean âwas more precious to them than their money and their cocks.
Not necessarily in that order.