Chapter Fourteen: Engaged (mature)

Next thing I knew, I found myself being dragged inside the bathroom.

"Mr. Hemmings I-"

"You're mine!" He shouted before crashing his lips unto mine, his kiss was deep as his hungry tongue explore inside my mouth.

I was caught off guard, pressed against the cold tiled wall.

His arms were heavy on my face, cupping it.

I resist at first but I gave in easily. There's something in him that makes my knees turn into jelly. I can never resist him.

He pulled away both of us catching our breathes.

"The engagement I have nothing to do with it. I don't know what's happening." I rambled on.

His eyed never left mine. His hands slowly caressing my face.

He nodded. "I know. Remember, this kind of thing happened to me too?"

I don't understand. We both act like were together and are in love but we only want the same thing from each other, right? And that is pleasure.

"I just-"

"Don't worry."

I looked away, "You said..you said that I'm yours-"

"You are mine." He emphasized,

"P-prove that you want me..that you need me!" I looked back into his eyes.

Without hesitation he kissed me and I kissed him back our lips moving in sync.

I never felt hungry for him this kind of way.

What am I even feeling?

"You're all mine..no one else can have you, no one." He exclaimed in between breathes as he deepens our kiss.

He carried me into the sink and lift me as I sat on the counter, leaning on the huge ass mirror that's behind me.

My dress had risen up but I didn't care to even push it down. His hands were on my thighs and for the first time, I didn't want to be pleasured. I want him to be the one.

His warm fingertips trailed down my legs but I stopped him, also pulling away from our heated kiss.

"No, s-stop-" I stuttered and he looked at me, eyebrows knitted as he looks at me curiously. "I want to do something you would like." I didn't know where that came from.

He smiled at me, evident that he knows what I was talking about.

I danggled one arm on his neck and the other trailed down his neck tie.

The silk texture of what he's wearing is giving me chills.

Our lips crashed again and it felt like I never want to let go of him.

My hand made it way down his trousers, by his belt and I can feel the zipper of his pants.

I stopped there but he placed his huge hands on top of mine as place it on top of his crotch. At first I hesitated to feel him but the buldge on his pants made me really want to touch him more.

He moaned on my lips and I liked how it vibrated on mine. The vibrato rising from his chest feels good.

He started to guide my hands to rub him up and down so I did.

I may be young and hostile but I'm sure as hell that I'm not stupid.

I know how to pleasure men like giving them head, I heard those girls in my gym class talking about it once but I just don't know how it works. I never even tried it. Never even saw how it works.

I rub him gently and every time I do he moans softly on my lips, it felt good to see him vulnerable like this.

I felt him harden even more as I touch him so I decided to pull away. Leaving one more peck on his lips before biting mine.

I jumped down of the sink where he sat me and landed on my feet.

He looked at me like I'm the most wonderful thing that he had ever seen and I never felt so special. The way he looks at me is different and I've never felt this way. I shouldn't be feeling this way after all.

I looked at him as I cheekily tried to unbuckle his belt with my two hands.

After I did so, I pulled his zipper down revealing the black Calvin Klein boxers he's wearing.

Fuck my life my bitchy subconsious exclaimed as I stare at his buldge.

"Don't worry I don't bite.." Luke exclaimed smirking at me and I tried my best not to let out a laugh and keep a serious face to not mess up with the moment.

He placed a kiss on my forehead before I knelt down in front of him.

I looked up and stared at his eyes, they were really blue and beautiful. I envy his eyes. They're like sapphire in a hopeless night.

He pulled down his briefs just low enough to reveal me his manhood.

I was in shock. He was huge and I couldn't describe how much I am feeling towards this.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Without further hesitation I put him inside my mouth.

I tasted nothing. Like I was just sucking my own thumb but only swollen and smoother. Not to mention, larger.

He let out a loud groan and a moan at the same time and hearing him like this makes me feel like I'm on the upper hand. The dominant.

"Tate, a little less teeth-" He moaned and I nodded doing as he say.

I sucked him. Pumping him slowly inside my mouth, in and out.

He would casually pull my hair and moan and I liked it.

Loved it even.

I sucked and suck and he would swear and say dirty comments like how good he would make me feel etcetera, etcetera.

After a few more solid sucking I can feel him harden more and my tongue could feel the veins on his manhood. He was about to loose control.

"Tate you can stop now, I can make myself come-"

I didn't listen to him, instead I went faster.

"Fuck, Tate. I said you can stop, Jesus. If you don't stop I'm going to come in your mouth." He exclaimed his breathing pattern uneven.

I didn't stop.

"Tate, please-" I went faster,

"Shit!" He exclaimed and I felt warm liquid filling in my mouth, it was salty and thick. I didn't have much of a choice but to swallow it.

"Oh fuck" He moaned and I pulled away wiping my lips with the back of my hand.

I stood up as I watch him fix himself. His forehead glistening with a light coat of sweat, cheeks flushed, dishiveled but handsome at the same time.

After he zipped himself up he pulled me close to him, his hands were cold now as he cups my face, his hands trailing down my neck, kissing it and I let him.

It felt so damn good.

I let out a deep shakey breath and I suddenly felt him suck my skin.

It felt so good and I didn't want him to stop but as soon as he did I knew I would beg for more. He also knew it so instead he pressed his lips against mine. Giving me one last kiss for today.

"I left a mark, so they know that you're mine." He grinned as he shifted me to face the mirror.

He revealed me a huge hickey on my neck and I let out a gasp.

Its a good thing my dress doesn't have a revealing neckline or else I cannot cover this up. My long hair helps too.

"So what does this makes us?" I asked.

"I haven't figured it out yet but we seriously have to do something about that wedding."

I nodded. "I don't want to get married with that guy I barely know him"

He smirked. "What if you were to be married with me? Would you even say yes?"

"I uh-maybe" I bit on my lower lip.

"Trust me, Miss Beck. You wouldn't want to marry someone like me. You barely even know me." He chuckled, "Now let's go back to the party, I'm sure your groom is dying to see you, I know for a fact that he as well doesn't know what's happening."

I nodded and opened the door. I felt shivers on my skin when I felt him lacing his fingers with my small, thin ones. It sent electricity to my body and I looked at him in disbelief. He smiled and continued unlocking the door.

"Holy shit!" A familiar voice exclaimed and the next thing I heard was glass being shattered on the floor. It was Kate and she looked at us with her eyes widened.

Fuck.

I ran towards her, letting go of Luke's hand and covered her mouth.

"Please go ahead. My sister and I are going to have a word." I exclaimed at Luke and he nodded before leaving.

I let go of Kate and took a deep breath, "Mother can't know about this!"

"But you two..did y-you just?? Oh my god I..I cannot believe this! Please tell me I'm drunk and that just didn't happened! Fuck! You two were holding hands and both in the bathroom I.."

"Kate..Kate calm down, its not what you think okay? Its more complicated than that! You have no idea!"

"Enlighten me then!"

"Not here!" I looked around to see if anyone was listening to us. Lucky people were occupied with all the food and the drinks.

I grabbed her wrists and I led her into the bathroom.

"No no..not here! I can never step foot in this bathroom ever again. Disgusting!" He exclaimed being all white girl-ish.

I rolled my eyes and dragged her into the halls into one of the rooms, the library. I shut the door behind me and locked it.

"The fuck I don't know what's happening and the fact that you're getting married and your affair with Mr. Hemmings. I can't..I just..this is too much in one day!!" She whined, "and I'm too wasted to even understand any of this!" She started sobbing like a 5 year old.

I should be the one crying not her. This is crazy.

"Look, its not what you think. And Jesus can you calm down? Let me make this clear Luke and..I mean Mr. Hemmings and I are friends, he's just looking out for me." I started, "and me getting engaged is not a problem, I can get out of it."

"How can you get out of it. I didn't get out of it, no one gets out of arranged marriages especially people like us. We don't get to live a normal life, Tatum. Everything is just for the show and the money."

I sighed, "I know but trust me I can."

"How did you even meet? You and Mr. Hemmings."

"Mother introduced me with him. He's married Kate. He is a married man."

"And you like him. Is this why you're asking so much about divorce?"

Yes.

"No." I lied looking down the ground on to my feet.

Before Kate could even say another word there was a knock on the door.

"I'll get it." I exclaimed walking towards the door.

As soon as I opened it I felt cold hands make impact on my cheek making it sting and feel hot.

"How dare you embarrass me!" My mother exclaimed harshly.

I cupped my cheeks and I felt numb. I looked at her with no remorse at all, instead I felt my blood boil in anger.

"Embarrass you? You embarrassed me, you embarrassed yourself! Mother, engagement slash birthday party? Seriously?! How low can you be?" I shot back and she stared back at me, upset with my words and in shock for I have never disrespected her so much until today.

"What? You spent all the money father left so now you're selling me to a family to get more money for your luxury like what you did with Kate? What now, mother? If I get married you don't have any other children to sell to rich families and we will end up broke! I can't believe you!" I raised my voice and I felt her hand on my cheek again this time harder.

I heard Kate gasp behind me but I ignored him.

Yes, happy birthday to me. Happy happy birthday indeed.

Without further hesitation I shoved my mother out of the way and ran my way out.