Exclusive Bear.
The word really bluffed the little kids, and the shocked little boy turned around and hugged his motherâs thigh, saying enviously, âMum. I want the exclusive bear too, buy it for me!â
The boyâs mother looked at Ye Yao and then at the bear next to Ye Yao and picked the boy up with a sudden realization, âYou canât buy this now, wait until you are an adult.â
âWhy do we have to wait for adulthood, I donât want to I donât want to-â the little boy was carried away by his mother, struggling to the end.
Other children were carried away by their parents, and one little girl even cried with envy as her father coaxed her, âDonât cry, donât cry, youâll have Xiong Xiong at home in a few days, itâs so pretty!â
Everyone dispersed and Ye Yao was left in peace, with the fantastic bear still standing by his side.
Ye Yao locked eyes with the bear and whispered, âCan I touch it?â
So the bear, who had rejected everyone before, lowered his head so that Ye Yao could touch the best handful of fur on top of his head.
The fleece under his hands is soft to the touch and slightly hot after being exposed to the sun for so long, and the hotness travels from Ye Yaoâs palms and down his bloodstream to his heart.
It is his exclusive bear, the only one he can touch, a right that belongs exclusively to him alone.
As winter turns to spring and summer is approaching, everyone is taking off their thick winter clothes and replacing them with lighter ones. Lu Xunâs body is not afraid of the cold and he can sweat in winter, so wearing this now would not be comfortable for him.
âIsnât it hot?â Ye Yao muffled, âTake it off, youâll get bored and sweaty.â
âWhat are you talking about, Iâm just a bear, talk about hot or not, bears donât understand. How can you tell a bear to take its skin off, thatâs bad.â Lu Xun shook his head and handed Ye Yao the balloon he was holding , âA meet and greet present for you.â
Playing with balloons is a bit childish for Ye Yao nowadays, but Ye Yao did not refuse the gift. As he held the balloon in his hand, the two balloons floated in mid-air, touching each other every now and then, and the small decorative lights on the top blinked on and off, creating a picture of two familiar animated characters.
Ye Yao Jing Jing looked on and then heard Lu Xun remind him, âItâs beautiful, isnât it? Take a picture of it, donât tell me youâre done with it.â
Ye Yao then remembered to take a picture. He took his phone out and adjusted it to front camera shooting mode, encapsulating his face, the balloon and the bear behind him into the shot and pressed the photo button.
Ye Yao Yaoâs angles are very dead, what with the technique of putting the phone far away to make his face small and tilting the camera slightly to make his eyes bigger, there is no technique at all.
Lu Xun couldnât help but spit out, âThis is a standard straight photo shoot, if you didnât say you were bent, who could tell?â
Ye Yao doesnât know how Lu Xun has the guts to say heâs not straight enough, when heâs the straightest one on the field.
âSo how do you want to shoot?â Ye Yao Yao seeks advice with an open mind.
The big bear cocked his head, a cute grin on his bear face, and Lu Xunâs voice turned a little dangerous: âHow do I want to shoot â¦â¦ donât you know?â
Cuddled up against each other, of course, hand in hand, face to face, nose to nose. He could kiss Ye Yaoâs long, slender eyelashes, or Ye Yaoâs rosy lips, and then freeze these moments.
Ye Yao could not see Lu Xunâs expression through the thick leather cover as he looked at the bearâs face a few more times and pressed the photo button again.
After the photo shoot, Ye Yao wandered around the amusement park with a pretty balloon in one hand and a stuffed bear on the other. Ye Yao chose not to go for the exciting entertainment, but for the relaxed and casual type, such as shooting, out of concern for Lu Xunâs current outfit.
Ye Yao saw a plush bear among the pile of prizes, which resembled the holster Lu Xun was wearing.
Ye Yao got the idea, paid the money and picked up the shooting gun.
Lu Xun whispered in his ear, âItâs not enough that you have me as a bear, you want a second bear?â
Ye Yao nods his head.
Lu Xunâs outfit had to be returned, and he wanted to leave something else behind besides the photographs.
He will never forget this day.
Ye Yao couldnât hit it at first, but he was a good learner and picked up everything quickly, and the doll bear was eventually in his pocket.
Ye Yao was satisfied with the bear, but before he could take two steps with it, it was snatched from his arms.
The big bear that had taken his stuff ran away, very fast. Ye Yao froze, reacted and went after him.
Ye Yao is physically good but he was robbed of his lead and it wasnât that easy to catch up.
By the time Ye Yao caught the bear hiding at the back of the house, the doll bear that was supposed to be in his hand had disappeared and the bag in front of the bear was bulging.
Lu Xun sounded smug: âIâve already eaten the other bear, and with me thereâs no chance of a second house.â
Ye Yao was amused and pleased that he was sweating from running, sweat sliding from his forehead to his brow bone and back to the ends of his eyes.
It is a picture of beauty in living colour that calls for the heart to pound for those who look at it.
Lu Xunâs throat is dry, his laryngeal knot twitches and he eventually wipes away the drops of sweat with his furry bear paw.
If he had been in a position to do so, he should have licked that drop of sweat off, not wiped it off.
Lu Xun withdrew his palm as if nothing had happened: âYouâre tired of running, come on, letâs take you to eat.â
When itâs hot, itâs time for something cold, and Ye Yao was taken to a small shop selling ice cream.
Ice creams come in a variety of colours, big and small.
Ye Yao usually chooses a moderate portion, but this time, he wanted a large one.
The lady selling the ice cream exclaimed, âYouâre so lucky, this is the last one left, thereâs an ingredient in it thatâs running out, we canât restock it until tomorrow.â
Ye Yaoâs hand holding the balloon tightened and he spoke almost subconsciously, âThen donât, take two small-â
Another voice cut across and interrupted, âIâll take this big one and a small one, please.â
The talking bear was very quick, he paid for his two ice creams and then waved his head towards Ye Yao, gesturing for his to follow him to a seat.
The ice cream, which was held in the hand, was freshly coloured and topped with a crunchy assortment of crumbs, which looked delicious.
Probably because the price is different and the care taken to produce it, the large ice creams that are more than double the price just look more beautiful and attractive.
They came to a corner with no entertainment where there were very few people and it was relatively quiet.
âThere was a tree there to keep the sun out, and we sat there and ate.â Lu Xun says.
They came under the tree and Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun and sat down, so Ye Yao sat down too.
The ice cream is still being held in Lu Xunâs hand, and Ye Yao glances at it from time to time.
Lu Xun would definitely have given him the bigger one.
When two people are out together and the food is different, even if it is due to external reasons, the person who eats the worse portion will not feel good.
He had felt this bad feeling before, and he didnât want Lu Xun to feel it again.
Lu Xun suddenly spoke up, âAre you wondering how youâre going to refuse if I give you the big one and eat the small one myself?â
Ye Yao was stunned.
âSilly me, Iâm not going to do something stupid like that.â Lu Xun gave a laugh.
Ye Yao came back to his senses, relieved to find that he had undeservedly felt some loss of emotion.
Even Lu Xun doesnât have to give in to him. Itâs wrong to have such high standards to think of Lu Xun and then secretly lose it.
Ye Yao was about to echo Lu Xunâs words when two plush bears moved their paws and two small and large ice creams were handed to him.
All the thoughts Ye Yao had just been thinking were interrupted by this action, and his brain came to a halt as he slowly looked up in the direction of Lu Xunâs face.
âYou â¦â¦â
âI what, of course both were bought for you, what makes you think I only bought you one?â The big, big bear shook his head, âNo way, did Ye students imagine us sitting in rows eating ice cream, me eating the big one and you eating the small one, and this scene didnât make you stand up and punch me in the face?â
The sunâs rays shone through the leaves on Ye Yaoâs eyes as he spoke with difficulty, ââ¦â¦ What nonsense, how could I give you a punch.â
âItâs not nonsense.â Inside the holster Lu Xunâs voice is muffled and more serious than usual, â Ye Yao canât suffer this kind of aggression in my place.â
The sun was really blinding Ye Yaoâs eyes.
âYour holster is soft to the touch.â Ye Yao said suddenly.
Lu Xun didnât react to the sudden change of subject: âYeah, whatâs wrong.â
âI wanted to bury my face in it to see if it was comfortable.â Ye Yao said.
Lu Xun, of course, did not refuse this request and tried to open his arms to the front, but Ye Yao pulled him around and turned his back.
Ye Yao buried his face in the soft fleece of the dress and wiped all his tears on it, the tiny droplets of water not penetrating the thick fleece and being absorbed by the dress and disappearing.
*
Ye Yao, of course, would not eat alone while Lu Xun watched, and the ice cream was eventually eaten by both of them.
The plush legs of the bear touch Ye Yaoâs legs, Lu Xun takes the hood off and puts it aside. His hands are not suitable for delicate tasks like grabbing a spoon, so Ye Yao takes a bite for himself and then gives Lu Xun a bite with a different spoon.
The two ice creams were just devoured.
*
They went on a number of rides, and in the evening when the sun went down, they rode the Ferris wheel together.
The red sunset gradually sinks to earth level and the light becomes softer, unlike the unseeable light of midday.
Ye Yao was watching the sunset when he heard Lu Xun say next to him, âLegend has it that the couple who kiss when the Ferris wheel reaches its highest point can stay together for the rest of their lives.â
âItâs feudal superstition.â Ye Yao said.
âBears donât hear that kind of talk.â Lu Xun said, turning his head to look at Ye Yaoâs face, tinged crimson in the setting sun, âThen next time you come, Iâll ask you again.â
Ye Yao did not reply.
By the time we got off the Ferris wheel and took another casual walk, it was dark. We had done pretty much everything we needed to do and it was time to return.
Ye Yao was walking when he noticed that the bear beside him had disappeared. He stopped and turned around to see the large bear grinding behind him in small steps.
âWhatâs wrong?â Ye Yao asked.
Lu Xun looks up at him while holding out a bearâs paw.
âWear this, you canât see well at night.â Lu Xun asks, âCan you lead me back to the place where you were told to wait for me before?â
If you canât see your way around in the doll suit, just take it off â after all, Lu Xun is not an employee of the amusement park, so no matter when you take it off, you wonât be docked your wages.
Si Mazhaoâs heart is known to all and so is Lu Xunâs Ye Yaoâs.
This is not a conspiracy, it is too bright and becomes phallic.
They hadnât shaken hands in a long time.
Lu Xunâs hand was outstretched and seemed to remain so as long as Ye Yao did not answer.
Ye Yao placed his hand on it and in that instant his grip tightened.
Across the plush playsuit, their hands clasped again.
âLetâs go.â Ye Yao said.