âwhat do you mean? was it the first time we were together on a boat?â
âyes but i donât want to elaborate. iâve changed a lot since then.â
âyou are different. me too. i mean⦠us.â
these words were somehow significant unlike before.
cassian sprayed yernia with water while she was still scooping them with her hands.
when she sprayed the water that she had gathered over cassianâs head, he laughed as if he had already given up.
after playing with water for a long time, both of them counted the stars hanging in the night sky as seen through the window.
when their eyes met, she didnât notice that a little time had passed.
she quickly realized that cassian had intended to kiss her so yernia pushed his lips away with her hand.
âyou said you wonât do anything else.â she told him as if she was sick of it.
âi said iâd try but i didnât say i wonât.â
it wasnât enough that he had plastered his mouth against yerniaâs palm.
she withdrew her hand instantly when he puckered his lips as if to kiss.
as if he had been waiting for this moment, cassian advanced toward her.
âyou, swindler!â
âiâll listen to your scolding later.â
yernia couldnât reply anymore because cassianâs mouth was already on hers.
***
âgo away! iâm off limits right now.â
wrapped in a blanket, yernia pushed cassian away with her feet.
cassian was a real beast.
she didnât want to admit it but she could only express cassianâs behavior like that.
âwho told you to dress like that?â
cassian sighed, running his fingers through his hair.
he seemed to have sympathized with yerniaâs situation because he didnât dare approach her anymore.
yernia retreated to the headboard while hugging a pillow.
she planned to throw it at him the instant he came near.
âthen, youâll keepââhow dare you tell me that thereâs no point in wearing clothes if it keeps falling down?â
from the day they had taken a bath together until the next, yernia hadnât been able to step out of the cabin.
it wasnât like cassian had locked her up that was why she couldnât leave.
it was because he couldnât seem to leave her alone.
âdid you think iâd leave you alone after you wore my clothes? didnât you try to seduce me first? all i did was fall for your temptation.â
âoh! this is unfair!â
yernia was upset because she had a valid reason why she was wearing cassianâs shirt.
the dress she had worn while rolling in the snow got so wet that she had to wash and dry it.
unfortunately, her dress wasnât dry yet due to the lack of strong sunlight.
at least, cassianâs shirt was dry.
in the meantime, yernia and cassian lived in this cabin while wearing only robes.
life was convenient but her robe was too large and too loose that it kept flowing down.
while he was sleeping, she picked up cassianâs shirt and wore it over her robe.
âdid you wake up?â
as soon as he woke up, he rushed straight to yernia who was looking back at him with his shirt on.
âi just wanted to get dressed!â she said,flustered.
âyou donât want to do anything else?â cassian asked so naturally that it made her speechless.
âyou! are you a beast?â
âi thought iâd let you go but i canât do it when you criticize me too much. iâm afraid iâll have to act like an animal as you said.â
his excuse was good.
did this mean that he didnât want to cut her some slack?
yerniaâs eyes widened when cassian climbed onto the bed.
this time, he had no intention of letting her slide.
in the meantime, yernia felt pretty good so she accepted him while pretending to surrender to his sensual advances.
but he was just too much.
âi canât do it anymore, cassian. i wonât!â
âthen iâll just kiss you. is it alright?â
âno, you canât.â
âwhy?â
yernia reached out and shoved cassianâs chest.
cassian, who was crawling up, grabbed yerniaâs foot and scanned the curvature of her soles with his fingertips.
his fluffy hair seemed to rise up close.
yernia couldnât resist the tickles and burst into laughter.
âoh, donât! donât do that! seriously!â
âi know you like it!â
âwho? ah~ it tickles.â
âtell me why you canât kiss me.â
cassian released her foot when yernia forcefully tugged it out of his grip.
âwe have to go back. how long are we gonna be here?â
âkiss me first. then, weâll go back.â
he never told her earlier that this would end with just a kiss.
she didnât believe it.
no, she didnât.
yernia shook her head firmly. âmaybe, next time. when we go back to the barracks, we canât do this anymore. are you aware?â
âi think youâre misunderstanding something but we are husband and wife. no one cares about what couples do behind closed doors.â
did he just declare that he wouldnât leave yernia alone even after they had returned?
yernia seriously wondered if she would die from dealing with cassian.
however, she knew very well that cassian wouldnât touch her if she said no.