even if she was already wearing a bathrobe, was she still sane enough not to take a bath with him?
she couldnât.
she just couldnât!
âdidnât you just say that your back hurts? i want to wash it for you. what if you slip if you did it by yourself?â
âwellâ¦â
yernia was with cassian all day long.
at first, she couldnât even look into his eyes out of embarrassment and it drove her insane.
but as time passed by, she got used to it.
she assumed the awkwardness would be gone by now but it turned out she still couldnât handle them bathing together.
âi also want to look for my name since i couldnât find it yesterday.â
âyou!â
yernia, who almost stumbled a bit, widened her narrowed eyes.
and here she thought you he was worried about her, but it was a trick.
âhahaha! iâm kidding. weâll just wash up.â
âyou think i donât know that you possessed a black heart?â
âiâm just trying to help you take a bath.â
âhow could i trust you?â
âiâll try not to do anything else.â
yernia didnât regret the time she spent with him.
however, her life became a little difficult due to body pains here and there.
every step she took, she had to lie in bed due to the tingling ache.
eventually, yernia chose to wash up with cassian.
perhaps, nothing strange would happen as long as she wore at least a slip in the bath.
âiâm trusting you. got it?â
as soon as permission was given, cassian carried yernia to the bathroom as water flowed unto the tub.
yernia, who was tightly hugging cassianâs neck, felt the water slowly wet her body.
cassian sat while embracing yernia, who was clinging unto him, and naturally sat on his lap.
âoh, itâs warm.â
the reason why she didnât ask him to drop her immediately was because she still felt uncomfortable every time she moved so she had to be on his lap to enter the bathtub, which was a little narrow for two people to wash.
when she decided to stay in the cabin for just one day, yernia couldnât think of anyone else.
she couldnât afford to think of anyone else because she was scared and sad about the situation she was currently in.
after that, she couldnât return to the barracks because she wasnât feeling well.
of course, cassi,an, who was fine, came back to inform the troops who were looking for them about her condition and there was nothing she could do about it.
when something significant crossed her mind, yernia suddenly asked, âhow were you able to save me? i thought there was an urgent battle because you didnât come.â
âyouâre asking that just now?â
âyou didnât even give me the time to ask.â
in fact, cassian had followed her like a dog all afternoon.
she felt strange and awkward the whole time that she couldnât think of anything or anyone else except him who also kept trying to check on her condition.
âwe must have crossed paths.â
cassian, who had been thinking for a while, spewed out a lie.
captain reward had framed yernia but she didnât seem to realize it yet, so there was no need to let her know.
he was worried that yernia might get hurt.
âi should have gone sooner. iâm sorry.â
âno, we canât help it if our paths have crossed.â
after assuming that it was captain rewardâs lie, yernia eventually concluded that her suspicions might be wrong.
cassian tapped yerniaâs nose playfully.âletâs take a break here and return to the barracks. i have to go to battle again.â
âitâs taking longer than i thought. when can we go back to the capital?â
âdo you want to go back?â
to be honest, she wanted to go back to the capital because it was comfortable there.
however, it was impossible to say it in front of cassian, who was leaving for the battlefield himself.
âno, iâm just curious.â
âif i do well, we can go back before my birthday or should it be after?â
cassianâs birthday was last winter, and now it was already spring.
whether it was spring or summer, it would take quite a long time for them to return to the capital from the north, where snow had accumulated.
âdo you want me to do well in the battlefield or not? pick one.â
âwhy are you making me choose?â
âdepending on what you choose, time can be shortened or lengthened.â
yernia was dumbfounded.
the water warming her body up was making her shiver.
yernia spoke as she watched the rippling water.
âdonât get hurt.â
âalright. yernia will be upset if i get hurt, so iâll be more careful because sheâs important to me.â
whether he returned late or early, the most important thing was that he was alive and well.
yernia narrowed her eyes at him when she couldnât tell whether he was teasing her or not.
the bathtub was cramped, so water flowed little by little every time they moved a bit.
she just left the candles she found at the cabin so it wouldnât be dark, but they were also creating a strange yet cozy atmosphere once again.
perceiving the erotic mood, yernia splashed water at him for no reason.
âwhen i was young, i remembered i was mad at you because you sprayed water on me.â