I watched from a distance as my body rode that water upwards. It surged, rolled, and seemed to thunder as gravity was flipped upside down. I couldnât take my eyes off of myself. Something totally alien took over my body. My normally frizzy brown curls were sleek as they lay against my shoulders. The curls perfectly framed my face and my lips seemed to form a small heart.
As weâme and myselfâneared the top, I watched my eyelids lift and I froze in shock.
I had brown eyes, but they were silver. They seemed to see everything at once. Then they turned towards me and seemed to zap me. âGet back. Now!â
I felt myself sucked through the air and crashed into my body. I gasped, choked, and struggled against what was happening.
âAccept me. Accept yourself,â The Immortal me told myself. This voice was me. I wondered, belatedly, if I could have three different personas inside of me and still be sane. Maybe. I doubted it, though.
âAcceptânow!â With that last command, I threw back my head, my arms jerked upwards, and I gasped as something flowed down my throat. It molded to my body. Then the world rushed at me with breakneck speed. I lifted high and over. The water fell away and I looked around the room.
Kates was frozen beside Lucan. Her blue eyes were wide, terrified, but what drew my eye wasnât how she looked at me. It was the knowledge that burned bright. Sheâd known, but seeing it was a different matter. Still⦠that wasnât the knowledge that I saw. She knew something else was going to happen, something that she didnât want to admit to herself. I saw it so bright. It was like a candle that flickered behind her.
âYou!â Lucan growled. His hair was pushed back, carelessly, but it molded to the sides of his face. His eyes gleamed cruelly and he sneered as if knowing heâd won.
I felt Roane jerk forward. He stepped to move between myself and his brother, but I stopped him. When I lifted a hand, the room rattled. âNo.â
âWhaââ Kates gasped and jerked her head around.
âHoly fuâ.â Even Wren was amazed as she took in the scene.
âDavy, stop,â Roane said, but it was too late.
I moved around and stepped in front of Lucan. As I looked down at him, I realized that I was floating in the air. Something prickled the back of my wrist and I looked around.
Every glass, every champagne flute, every crystal dish floated in the air. All those diamonds sparkled furiously. They were blinding, but I saw them through my silver eyes. They looked like air particles to me.
âWhatâyouâre the Immortal. You!â Lucan took a step forward.
âLucan!â Roane shouted a warning.
I spoke above Roane. âYes. I am she. I am the Immortal.â
My voice was different. It wasnât just mine, but all the Immortals before me. Something ancient poured through me. It was frightening, but I felt the power. âI am not what you want, Lucan. That is my only warning.â
âDavy, donât do this,â Kates whispered this time. âPlease. Please donât do this.â
I merely looked at her. The candle started to burn brighter.
Lucan growled ferociously this time. He reached for my wrist, but two things happened in the blink of my eye. Kates stepped in front of him, her back to me. And Roane flung himself forward.
I stopped everything.
Time stood still, but Roane jerked me behind him. As I fell to the floor, I raised my head. âThatâs right. Youâre connected to me.â
âMy blood is in you.â Roane turned and glared at his brother.
âHeâs frozen. I stopped time.â
âSo I see,â Roane breathed harshly. He raked a chilling glare over his brother again before he turned and regarded me.
I stood to meet him and tilted my chin for respect. âYou donât approve of what Iâve done.â
âThis isnât you, Davy. This is the Immortal. Youâre notâ¦â He gestured to my body. âThis isnât you. I want you back.â
I couldâve told him that this was the new me, but instead I stepped around him. I stared at Kates and breathed out in awe, âLook at her.â
The candle now shone brightly behind her. The blinding yellow flame encompassed her body. She was a mere black shadow in front of it.
âDo you see it?â I wanted him to see it.
Roane frowned, but looked. âItâs the slayer. Sheâs trying to save Lucan.â
She wasnât. She wasnât doing that at all. My hand rose of its own volition, but it dropped now, saddened. âYou donât see it.â
âShe doesnât want me to hurt him. Sheâs in love with him, what do you expect?â
âSheâs not saving him. She thinks sheâs saving me. Itâs so bright around her. Itâs her hope.â The candle burned even brighter now. It looked like it was going to explode. âSheâs saving herself.â
âSheâs not, Davy.â Roane was firm. âKates is smart. She knows that I wouldnât let him touch you. Sheâs making her move against me, not for you.â
He was wrong. Roane didnât realize what had happened. He didnât really understand who I was anymore. Everything he knew was limited. All the vampires thought wrong.
It didnât matter, not right then, but I turned and gazed at my lover. He looked fierce with murder in his eyes. Every part of him screamed that he was an animal, but I remembered what heâd said before.
âThereâs a soul inside of you.â
Roane frowned, jerked off balance for a moment.
I moved forward and lifted a palm to his chest. His muscles jerked in response from my touch, but he held still.
I continued, âYou told me before that you donât have a soul, but your body remembers what it did with the soul. Thatâs why you breathe sometimes. The soul is imbedded in every part of a person. Youâre still a person. You still have a soul. And you honor it, even now when you want to kill your brother.â
~âHe cannot divide them.â~
I understood them now. I glanced over my shoulder at Lucan. âHeâs not put together right. I saw that before, but I didnât understand it. I knew youâd win today. I felt your strength. What you said was right. You have the strength of all the Hunters inside of you. Youâd overpower your brother too easily, but thatâs where itâd rip away your humanity. Youâd become the animal that you loathe inside of you.â
Roane stiffened at my words. He started to pull away, but I clasped the back of his arm. I wouldnât let him move and his eyes widened at my strength. âIf you had killed your brother today, that wouldâve destroyed you. Heâs still a part of you. You love him and youâd be the end of him. It wouldâve been the end of you as well. I canât have that. I need you.â
His eyes clung to mine.
I touched his lips. They were perfect, cool to the touch, and I leaned forward to nip at them.
Roane grasped the back of my head and deepened the kiss. I felt his love with that kiss, but I pulled away. Haunted. âDo you love me or do you love who is inside of me?â
His eyes shuddered closed and he withdrew. âI loved her, yes.â
âThatâs why youâre drawn to me.â
âThatâs why youâre drawn to me too!â Roane whipped back to me. I was taken aback by the loathing in his eyes. âYou donât think Iâve thought of this? Something takes control of you when youâre around me. Itâs not you, either, Davy. You might think you feel something for me, but you donât. A part of Talia is inside of you. Itâs always her reaching out for me, taking control of you.â
Oh god. I didnât⦠I couldnât understand⦠I started to slip inside of him, but he shoved me out. âI donât want you to know the mess inside of me.â
I respected his wish. I couldnât solve the problem between us, but I knew a problem that I ~could~ resolve for him. So I looked back at Lucan. âYou canât help your brother, but I can.â
âWhaââ
I rushed forward and stepped in front of Kates. My back was to Lucan. And then I unlocked time.
âNo!â Roane shouted, but I snapped my fingers. Every glass, every diamond, every champagne flute exploded in the air. They all ducked from the exploding shards of glass.
I whispered to Lucan, âI want to give you what you want.â
He licked his fangs and grasped my arm. That was all he needed and he jerked me forward to clamp onto my skin. I tensed as my skin broke underneath his fangs, but I grasped his head. I willed him to drink all he needed.
âNo!â Roane leapt across the room and pulled his brother from me. Lucan fell against a wall, bewildered and triumphant. Then his back arched dramatically. Only his head and toes touched the floor. He sucked in a ragged breath and pounded at his chest frantically. Desperate.
Roane stopped in front of me. He held me back with an arm around my waist and watched in confusion. âWhat?â
I watched Roane as he watched his brother. âHe can be right again. I saved your brother⦠for you.â
âWhat did you do, Davy?â The words were wrung out from him. Roane stared as Lucan howled in pain and rolled on the ground.
My words were for his ears only. âI gave him life again. He can be right.â
Lucan continued to writhe on the floor, but Roane suppressed a shudder and abruptly turned so he couldnât watch anymore. He pulled me tight against his chest and wrapped both his arms around me. He buried his head in the crook of my shoulder and I watched for him. One of my hands lifted to cradle the back of his head.
Everyone watched in the room. No one dared to speak. Then Lucanâs body lifted off the floor, his back arched, and a dark light ripped out of his mouth. It slammed to the ceiling and settled there. Waiting. Iâd kept the crystals floating in the air and now I turned my wrist. Each little shattered particle of crystal all moved as one.
âBe gone,â I whispered.
Immediately the crystals surrounded the black light and an explosion occurred.
Roane jerked. Everyone gasped. Kates fell to the floor with a wrangled moan. Wren cursed softly, but savagely. After another moment of holding me, Roane lifted his head to turn towards his brother. Lucan was unconscious.
âHeâs sleeping.â
âDavy⦠what did you do?â
âHis soul is intact.â
Roane looked anguished. âHeâs human?â
I nodded.
âHow?â
I couldnât tell him, not really. So I closed my eyes and when I opened them again, I let Roane see my true self. He saw the silver eyes. âIâm the Immortal.â
~To continueâ¦~
~DAVY HARWOOD STILL IN TRANSITION~