Chapter 27
Help Me, Alpha
[POV: Hayley 3ff3b0c4-7a2a-44ac-905a-848f6327c07b]
Jax saunters back in, looking like a dream. Heâs swapped his clothes for a pair of straight-leg pants and a white button-up shirt, hinting at his sun-kissed chest.
He seems a bit more on edge than when he left, but that fades as soon as he spots me.
âReady to head out, sweetheart?â he asks.
âAlmost,â I answer, standing up and walking over to him. I tiptoe to plant a kiss on his lips, savoring the moment.
Pulling back, I see Jax grinning from ear to ear. âNow I'm ready,â I tell him.
Jax guides me to the front of the packhouse where a Jeep is waiting. If we're going far, I canât shift, so a car is the next best thing.
Jax opens the passenger door for me. âAfter you.â I thank him with a quick kiss and climb into the Jeep. Jax leans over me to fasten my seatbelt.
After shutting my door, Jax jogs around to the driver's side.
As we drive to our mystery destination, I reflect on how much my life has improved.
I've gone from being silent and alone to having a mate I can talk to freely.
After sharing my past with Jax, we agreed it was best to pause my counseling sessions. I wasn't opening up because I wasn't ready for others to know. But I promised Jax I'd resume when I'm ready to confront my nightmares.
Jax reaches over, intertwining our hands on my lap. This is what I've always wanted. Someone to love me, and I've finally found that someone.
***
After about thirty minutes, we pull up to a diner named âWhimpyâs.â
âI thought we could grab lunch before the next part of our date.
âI know it's simple and not special...â I cut off Jax's rambling with a kiss, silencing his self-doubt.
âIt's perfect.â Seeing my sincerity, Jax smiles and visibly relaxes. He gets out of the Jeep, comes to my side, and opens my door.
He leads me into the diner, and we're shown to a booth on the left.
Jax sits down facing the entrance. I start to move to sit across from him, but Jax gently pulls me by my waist to sit next to him instead.
The waiter, a platinum blonde with green eyes, hands us menus and tells us he'll be back when we're ready to order.
His gaze lingers on me a bit too long, causing Jax to growl softly. Is he flirting with me?
We must be in human territory because no male would dare flirt with me unless they were human and didn't know Jax was an Alpha who would rip them apart.
I lean into Jax, signaling that I'm taken, and the waiter walks away.
âJerk,â Jax mutters. I laugh at his jealousy. I don't mind his possessiveness; it makes me feel safe and wanted.
After a few minutes, Jax calls over a different waiter, an older man this time.
Jax orders a burger with fries and a vanilla milkshake, then orders the same for me but with a strawberry milkshake.
Jax knows I'm still nervous around strangers, so being the understanding mate he is, he orders for me.
Once weâre alone, Jax says, âI used to come here with my Dad when I was a kid. He used to say that when I grew up and found a mate, we could double date with him and my Mom.
âBut that canât happen now. My Dad would have loved you, not as much as I do, of course,â he jokes, a hint of sadness in his voice.
I place my hand on Jax's knee, hoping he can feel my sympathy through our bond.
Our food arrives quickly, and we dig in. âMom told me she's envious of your youth.
âIf I remember correctly, she said, âThat sweetheart of yours is so beautiful and radiant, she's like a little ball of sunshine', which means your new nickname, my adorable mate, is now Sunshine.â We both laugh at the nickname, but I suspect Jax likes it more than he lets on and will keep using it.
âI hope my Mom finds her second chance mate. She deserves happiness.â
âShe does. She's such a sweet lady,â I reply.
Jax sips his milkshake, then turns to me with a serious look. I push my half-eaten burger aside, feeling full, and munch on some fries instead.
âI was trying to figure out the best time to tell you this, but when Samantha happened, I noticed your eyes flickered and your wolf started showing through.
âI think it happened because your wolf felt threatened that her mate was being hit on and wanted to claim her territory.
âMaybe strong emotions might trigger your wolf to come back.â
I ponder what Iâve just heard. It's been so long since I've heard from my wolf, I'm used to the silence. But I'd prefer if she returned and chatted my ear off.
âDo you think she'll come back soon?â I ask.
âI hope so, Sunshine.â I laugh as Jax uses the nickname Sunshine again.
âBut even if she doesn't, I want you to know that I'll love you no matter what. Wolf or human.
âAnd to prove that, I want to give you my family's mate ring.â Jax pulls a small black box from his pocket. Inside is a stunning gold ring, with a sapphire jewel sparkling brightly.
âJax, it's beautiful! Thank you so much,â I say, tears welling up in my eyes.
âMy mom wore this ring ever since my dad passed away. But when she found out Iâd found my mate, she said it was time for the new woman of the family to have it. Thatâs you.â I can feel the tears streaming down my face, gathering under my chin.
I look at the ring, awestruck. Iâve never been given something like this before. Once again, my mate is my first.
âI also have the mate ring for the male. Iâve had mine since I officially became the Alpha of the Midnight Rose Pack.â Jax shows me a simple gold ring on his left ring finger.
I intertwine my fingers with his, looking at our joined hands. I wouldnât want it any other way. I look up at Jax and start to lean in. Our lips meet, fitting together like they were made for each other.
I donât want to ever pull away. But after a few intense seconds, I pull back to catch my breath and to prevent things from going any further.
I stare into my empty glass, hoping the blush on my face will fade.
After our plates are cleared and Jax pays the billâwhich I thank him forâhe tells me, âFor the second part of our date, weâre going shopping. You can get anything you want. Absolutely anything.â I squeal with delight and jump into Jaxâs arms, planting a sweet kiss on his neck. The way he says ours, it sounds so perfect.
âThank you!â
***
When we get to the shopping center, we go into several stores. We mostly just look around, but we do pick up a few things.
We get some clothes for both of us, and Jax insists on matching pajamas. I pick out a few childrenâs books to keep me occupied while Jax is working.
I keep looking at the ring Jax gave me. I canât believe he really wants me and sees me as his family. Jax truly loves me... and I think I love him too.
Today was everything I ever wanted.
Jax
I glance at my watch. Itâs 7:37. Itâs time to head back.
Hayley looks tired, and Dimitri and I need to discuss the lead he found on the rogues who attacked us a few days ago.
Thatâs what Dimitri and I were talking about in my office. He told me we had a lead, but I thought it would be best to discuss it after my date with Hayley. I wanted to be fully present with her and not distracted.
As we pull up to the packhouse, I mindlink Dimitri to meet me at the front in five minutes. I also mindlink Axton to come and watch Hayley for a few hours while Iâm gone.
I get out of the Jeep and quickly jog to the other side to open Hayleyâs door. I like taking care of her.
The huge smile on Hayleyâs face throughout the date is something I want to see more of. She deserves it.
I notice she keeps looking at her mate ring. She accepted it, which must mean weâre heading in the right direction.
I must be doing something right if Hayley still wants to be with me. I hope sheâll stay with me forever. Sheâs the love of my life and Iâm not going to lose her.
I would move heaven and earth for Hayley.
I grab all the bags and take them up to our bedroom, with Hayley following close behind. When we enter the bedroom, I notice the faint scent of Samantha from her earlier visit.
She wonât come between my mate and me. Iâll punish her if she tries again.
I put the bags on the floor at the foot of the bed and turn to face Hayley. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her close. I take a deep breath, inhaling Hayleyâs scent.
The scent I love.
I cup her cheek with my hand and bend down slightly so Iâm looking down at Hayley. My hand slides down to her neck where it rests before I lower my head to brush my lips against hers.
Her small hands grip my shirt, holding me in place. I give her a gentle kiss before pulling away. âThank you for the date, Hayley. It was truly one of the best days of my life,â I say.
As I look into Hayleyâs shining eyes, I have no doubt that Iâm completely in love with the woman standing in front of me. Every part of her.
âDimitri and I have to go take care of some business, but Iâll be back before you go to sleep. Axton is on his way to stay with you until I return.â
âIs everything okay?â she asks, worry in her eyes.
âEverythingâs fine, baby. Just usual pack stuff. Nothing to worry about, itâs all under control.â
Hayley nods and I give her another kiss, this one a little longer than planned. What can I say? Sheâs my weakness.
I pull away when a loud knock comes from the door, quickly followed by, âHayley! Open up, I know youâre in there!â Of course, Axton is here to ruin our moment.
âGo downstairs, Axton. Weâll be down shortly,â I reply.
âFine, but make sure to put some clothes on before you do. I donât need to see anything I shouldnât,â he jokes.
If he wasnât such good friends with Hayley, I would have ripped him a new one for his comments about his Luna, even if he was just joking.
As I hear his footsteps fade, I bend down once more to give Hayley a quick kiss before saying, âI wonât be gone long. If you need me at all, just tell Axton and heâll let me know, okay?â
âIâll be fine,â she says, snuggling into my chest.
We stay like this for a few moments, until Dimitri mindlinks me to say heâs here. After a few more seconds of bliss, I pull away and whisper, âLetâs go downstairs, Sunshine.â
I lead her downstairs to the kitchen, where Axton is helping himself to some cheese sandwiches.
Axton catches sight of us and gives Hayley a friendly wave, while he nods respectfully in my direction. He knows Hayley isnât one for formalities, but as the Alpha, I need those signs of respect to feel secure in my leadership.
I spot something on Axtonâs neck that at first glance looks like a bruise. But on closer inspection, I realize itâs a hickey. So, Axtonâs either found his mate or heâs had a casual fling.
Either way, itâs a relief to know he wonât be making any moves on Hayley.
âMake sure sheâs taken care of, Axton. I wonât be long. Looks like youâve got someone waiting for you,â I tease, nodding at the telltale mark on his neck.
Axtonâs face turns a deep shade of red and he quickly averts his gaze. To save him from further embarrassment, I turn my attention to Hayley.
âIâll be back before you know it, sweetheart. Behave yourself,â I say, planting a soft kiss on her lips and giving her a playful wink. Then, I head off to follow up on any leads we have on the bastards who dared to attack Hayleyâs and my pack...