chapter 35

Maybe.... Sometimes it's not the butterflies that tell you you're in love , but the pain! 💔 Ae Dil hain mushkil🔹🔹🔹🔹 Nobody's POV🔹Spruha was back home after her talk with prisha... She didn't had any Appetit to eat , she came back to her room. She washed her face with cold water , she looked pale. There were these dark patches under her eye. She looked at herself in the mirror. She traced her fingers on her face... On her lips , cheeks which still had memories of his touches , his kisses! Your kisses forever tattoos my lips.. A tear escaped her cheeks. Why is he still on her mind when all she needs to do is... Hate him!!! Forget him!!! She settled on her bed , taking her phone. She opened her lockscreen to see the time 11:11 pm. What will she wish...??? To make him forget from her mind , heart , life...??? To hate him.... But no!!! She still him!!! No she doesn't!!! She does!!! Strange!!! She kept fighting with her mind and heart!! Make me forget him!!! Please 😭 Get out of my mind!!!! I don't want you anymore 😭 She cried her heart out!!! But the poor little thing , beting inside her chest betrayed her!!! Why it has to beat so fast when she takes his name , a mere thought of him made her lose her mind.... ~~~Tu safar meraHai tu hi meri manzilTere bina guzaraAe dil hai mushkil~~~"Won't you click some??" He asked me."No it's fine 😊" I said not looking at him but I know he still had his eyes on me. "Go go... I'll click for you!😉" He said taking the things from my hand."You sure?" "Pretty sure!!" She stared the picture he clicked for her wen they were at the art gallery!! She smiled remembering how he was jealous when Shivam held her wrist... ~~~Tu mera khudaTu hi duaa mein shaamilTere bina guzaraAe dil hai mushkil ~~~"As much as I want to hold you in my arms , we need to get out this hall for our time ends here Miss Spruha." He said huskily in his voice near my ears sending shivers down my spine. I was still flattered by his words! 'As much as I want to hold you in my arms' his words played repeat in my ears and I stared at him. "Shall we move  on with  the same position 😉???" He said further , making me all pink and red!!  She remembered their moments spent together.... Whhen she fell in his arms and he held her , his intoxicating smell , his mesmerizing eyes.... Still made her heart flutter...~~~Mujhe aazmaati hai teri kamiMeri har kami ko hai tu laazmiJunoon hai meraBanoon main tere qaabilTere bina guzaaraAe Dil Hai Mushkil~~~On the other hand , drunk varad was back home... He still kept mumbling her name and kept saying 'i love you , please come back' multiple times. What have you done to me Spruha!!!!!! Mar jaaunga main , tumhare ishq mein!!!!! Was our love was not fortunate...??? You know how much we loved eachother!!!! Then why you left me 😭 He kept talking..."Varradd! We're so close!" "Hmm.. I know! Let me be. It feels good!" Their first kiss!!!! He remembered how he affected her!!! He closed his eyes... The beautiful view of their first kiss cme into view.... ~~~Yeh rooh bhi meriYeh jism bhi meraUtna mera nahiJitna hua tera~~~"Okay... Then what shall I call you??" I asked her sipping my coffee."Anything... But not that" she said shrugging her shoulders. "Okay beautiful!"  I said and she looked at me amazed! "Beautiful??" She asked me."Yes! You said I can call you with any name! So beautiful!!! , Aren't you😉" I said and she smiled!!! I love this smile! "Look! How beautiful you look... When you smile!!!" I said to her staring her pinky lips."Thankyou!  And it comes only when you're around!" She said looking in my eyes and my heart fluttered hearing this! I am the reason for her beautiful smile!!! still am I..???? 😢 he remembered , how she used to blush when he called her 'beautiful' ❤️~~~Tune diya hai joWoh dard hi sahiTujhse mila hai tohInaam hai meraMera aasmaan dhoondhe teri zameenMeri har kami ko hai tu laazmiZameen pe na sahiToh aasmaan mein aa milTere bina guzaraAe dil hai mushkil~~~"Are you a camera??" I asked him. "What??" He asked confused."Yah! Because I smile whenever I look at you!" I said and offo , yet again I smiled back at him. "Haha , you're funny!!!" He said pinching my cheeks and I swear my heart skipped a beat  She smiled when she remembered how much in love theg were.... How his little talks made her heart flutter 💓She closed her eyes remembering their library kiss , how his lips felt soft feather like on her lips... His hands roaming over her body.... His everything was just fire!!! And she loved to be flamed in this like a moth!! ~~~Maana ki teri maujoodgi seYe zindagani mehroom haiJeene ka koi dooja tareekaNa mere dil ko maaloom hai ~~~She remembered their small fights , his possesive nature for her... How he used to be jealous when Shivam would be around.... A sob escaped her mouth as she realised how much she was missing him!!!! And this hurt her, because she couldn't forget him.... No matter how much she tried!! "I am all yours! You can stare me but later... For now let's move in." "Only good bye??? No bye bye kiss and hug??" "A proper good bye sweetheart!!" He remembered how his cheesy confessions and comments made her go all red!!! And oh!! How much he loved watching her blush!!! ~~~Tujhko main kitniShiddat se chaahunChaahe toh rehna tu be-khabarMohtaaj manzil ka toh nahi haiYe ek tarfa mera safar, safarKhoobsurat hai manzil se bhiMeri har kami ko hai tu laazmi~~~You were jealous varad! Accept it!! And you!! What you did?? You did it purposely 😭 to make me feel the same! Why you didn't asked me even for once!!?? Why why varad?? 😭" She clutched my shirt's collar. "Jealous!!??? Me???? Hahaha hell yes!!!!  I am jealous 😡 I was jealous because I couldn't see you with anyone else. You're just mine!!!!  She sobbed hard as she remembered their first fight.... From....where it began all 😢If you are supposed to hug someone , it is me!!!!! These eyes , are for me to adore and ogle!!! This cute little pointed nose is for me to flare anger at! This beautiful pink cheeks are for me to adore when you blush!!!! And then.... My most favourite , this rosy lips are for me to kiss!!!!!!!" She remembered how he confessed that he loves her so damn much!!!!! "You're too obsessed with me , for me... Varad! I like you! I really do. But this is not how I want things to go for us. 😭I fear this. I don't want to loose you. It shouldn't be this way. Things may go wrong. In this way , you're hurting me , yourself.... And others. This is wrong.  His heart ached when he remembered her words😢 which pierced his heart!!! He sobbed hard for she she was no more with him now!!! "Ohh varad!!! I love you so much ❤️" saying I crashed my lips on his. I kept smooching him to my heart's content. His hands around me tighten.. I hide my face in the crook of his neck. "Spruha... Baby look here!" "Varad!!! I am so thankful for having you in my life 😭❤️  you're my everything!  I love you , I liked the song so much!!!!!" "Shhh... I know!! I love you too!" The broken hearts were miles apart crying in the memories of their love.... How they wished this to be an absolute bad dream.... And that they're still together...Does those words never meant anything to you????? You said I am your everything!!!! Then how could you leave me!!????? We promised eachother to be together... forever then???? Why you left me 😢 He thought... ~~~Adhura hoke bhiHai ishq mera kaamilTere bina guzaraAe dil hai mushkil ~~~