chapter 33
LOVESTRUCK | ✓
Teer aisa laga , dard aisa jagaaðð¹ð¹ð¹ð¹Spruha's POVð¹I was shocked to see the view infront of me. Varad , was sitting beside a girl which wasn't me! What shocked me more was ... She was clinging to him like a leech! 𤨠And , he was comfortable with her touches?? My stomach flipped , and heart throbbed fast in my chest making me restless seeing him like this. I swallowed thee lump and moved forward with heavy heart. I wondered why even I was moving there... After seeing this , I don't think I would be able to tell him anything , for which I came here. He was shocked to see me. He didn't react at first... Didn't he liked my surprise..??I took a seat besides Shantanu , as he was settled between me and Mayra. I smiled faintly at him , greeting others ofcourse ignoring her ð "Viviii , who is she??" Said the bitch , with her British accent. "She's my friend..." Varad said smiling awkwardly."Ohh hii!! I am Monika. People who love me call me Mona darling.... Haina viviii??? "Mona darling!!??? Stupid!!!! Fuck offf ð"Hi" I said smiling faintly.Friend..??? Am I not his girlfriend??? This hurt....!!! Alot! ð¢ð I was almost on the verge of crying...Mayra held my wrist making me calm. Everyone ordered their beverages... I just ordered an orange juice. Heck I don't even want that. Varad didn't speak a word to me. Heck , he didn't even look at me??Is she something to him....???? Is something going on between them ð¤¨I was so angry seeing her so close to himð¡ whenever , I tried looking at him... He used to look away. That Mona darling , ordered her dish and was eating. She nudged his shoulder and asked him to taste. "Vivviii baby , please try this tofu... Mmmm , it's so mmmm sooo tasty!!!" She moaned and I felt like to puke it all.The straw dropped down my mouth and the juice choked when I heard her calling him 'baby'. ð¡ Varad , panicked seeing my face and held my hand but I swat it away. He looked sad , but I was angryð¡ how can he just let her touch him. I couldn't see this anymore... I stood up angry and the glass fell down breaking.. tears welled up my eyes.... My moved away running , and my eyes watering more..... I could hear him call my name... But I ran away.... Crying. I was hurt ð ð I cried my heart out. The pillows in my room and the bedsheets were the vitness of my broken heart. Maybe... I was too fast to take this relationship too seriously. I loved him... So fucking much!!!!! Then why he betrayed me ðð.....I was still angry with varad. I ignored all his texts , messages and calls. We weren't on talking terms. Even in college I avoivded him. Until one day , when he came behind me calling my name. "Spruha... Spruha listen! Just wait..." "What you want?? Let me go" I said. My eyes always betray me!! I don't know how the fuck I started crying ð"Please... Listen , it's nothing like you think... Please" he said panting heavy as he came running behind me and held my wrist , but I took it away. "I have seen it enough!!! Varad!!! Not again!!! I have seen it all with my eyes!!! What you have to say about your Monaaaa darrliing..???ð" It was drizzling light... The pouring rain made us wet.... And eyes too kept pouring.... I could see tears in his eyes... But I couldn't see them as , his face was wet with rain."She's not!! She's idiot!!! Just listen what I say--""Why???? Are you already done with her???" "Mind your language SPRUHA!!! It's nothing like what you think" "What it is then...??? You're avoiding me for fucking whole 1 month varad!!!????? You didn't received my calls , didn't replied to my texts... Kept ignoring me???? Never thought I would be worried for you???? Or were you not answerable for doing such things????" I said it all.... Crying. I saw his red crying eyes , his hands fisted and he was angry!!!! So what!!??? I am hurt here more!!!! He has to answer all my questions!!??? He can't keep me in dark... He held my arm tight and brought me closer ... I hissed in pain , he was hurting me ð¢"Stop your fucking mouth!!!!!! Don't assume things and say anything which you don't know ð¡ And I am not at all answerable to you!!!!! WHO ARE YOU TO ANSWER??? WHY SHOULD I??? ð¡""Who I am , varad!!!!????? Ohh yah! JUST A FRIEND!!!!! ONLY FRIEND!!!! YAH!!!! WHY WOULD YOU???? ð¡ð" And I was crying... Which was making me more weak before him.."Don't talk nonsense... Spruha what ar---" "You shutup!!! It was you who said I was just your friend!!!! Didn't you???? Or did you just forget that...???" "You know what , JUST GO!! JUST GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!! I WAS WRONG TO LOVE YOU ð¢ MOVE AWAY , I AM DONE WITH THIS SHIT , FIRST THAT SONNUU BABBBYYYYYY AND NOW THIS MONAAA DARLINGGGG ð¡ JUST GO TO HELL!!!! I HATE YOUð¡ð¢ð YOU'VE HAVE BROKE MY HEARTðð I HATE YOU ð¡ððð" and I moved away crying.â¯ï¸â¯ï¸â¯ï¸â ð»ððð ððð ððððð , ððð ððððððððð ð´ðððð ðððð ðð ðð ððððððð·ðð ðððð ððððð ðð ððð ðð ðððð ðððð ðððððð ððð ð ðð ð ððððððð...ð¢ð â~ðððððððððð ðð±ð³ð¶ð©ð¢~~~Ouch! It hurts ð¢ Who all hate Mona darling ððð»ââï¸Read CommentShare