Iâm the heart of almost every party thatâs thrown on campus. My name is the one people use to invite everyone over.
Thatâs what Owen did tonight.
He turned his parentsâ house into a club and even invited a trendy DJ that he paid a small fortune for.
Thatâs the thing about Blackwood. If you have money, youâre compelled to show it so youâre considered part of the IT crowd.
Itâs common in our circle. My own grandmother tells me to throw parties just so she can brag about me in front of her friends. Her usual speech would be something along the lines of:
âSebastianâs grades are so promising. His are even better than Brianâs when he was in school.â
âFootball? Oh, thatâs just a hobby heâll quit once heâs out in the world. Sebastianâ¦tell them how you got an A by just contradicting your professor.â
A story Grandma likes to retell over and over because, in her mind, itâs signed and sealed that I have the political genes that make a Weaver out of me.
So while everyone expects me to like parties, I loathe them.
The only reason I show up is to make an appearance before I disappear into a corner where no one can find me. Then my dark, twisted thoughts attack me and I usually force myself to participate in the mindless fun.
Not tonight, though.
Tonight, my blood is boiling and my fists are clenched around my phone as I search the crowd.
For her.
My toy.
I planned to make her run for it today. Itâs been a week since I last chased her, even though sheâs dropped hints in each of our conversations. She was asking me without words why I havenât grabbed her and held her down.
Why I havenât unleashed the beast on the prey.
Sheâs a masochist, my Naomi. Only a few days without our twisted game and she came out of her shell to implore about it.
I brushed off her subtle advances and pretended to be clueless, when, in fact, Iâve been plotting for tonight.
Itâs not fun when the prey knows sheâs going to be chased. Since I sensed that she started to expect it, I had to change gears.
I kept her on her toes all week long, barely touching her beyond a kiss or a dirty fingering as she watched her true crime shows while her mom was in the kitchen.
I didnât always let her finish either.
She called me names and cursed me in both English and Japanese while I merely smirked.
I loved having her on the edge and seeing her flinch every time I got near. I loved her gasps when my fingers plunged inside her and the sound of her muffled moans as she tried her hardest not to orgasm.
But what I loved the most is the anticipation thatâs been building inside her to the point of overflowing.
It took so much edging to reach that level of torture. I was even tormented in the process, giving myself blue balls. I resorted to masturbating violently, imagining Naomiâs cunt strangling me as I held her down. I fantasized about fisting her dark strands around my fingers, sucking on her dusty pink nipples, and clamping my hands on her hips as I fucked her against the ground.
I masturbated to the image of her sprawled out, fighting me as I ravished her tits until she sobbed and her cunt wept for me.
Or the image of her wide, dark eyes as she stared at me while gasping for her orgasm.
Or the image of her clawing and squirming beneath me as her cunt strangled my dick.
But that could only last for so long.
Tonight was supposed to belong to the beast and the toy. But I didnât count on her coming to Owenâs party. Not when sheâs adamant about destroying every form of her social life.
It wasnât until I saw the selfie Lucy posted on social media that I nearly lost it.
I almost lose it again when I spot her in the crowd.
Naomi is wearing a red dress with a completely bare back. The material in the front hardly covers her tits and is bound at her stomach with a golden ring that reveals her belly button.
She looks hot and fucking sinful and I want to rip that dress off her and fuck her with it bunched in her mouth.
But those arenât the only thoughts running rampant in my head. My gaze is zeroed in on every bastard who looks in her direction or licks their lips as they pass her by.
I inhale a deep breath.
Iâm not the type who lets their emotions get the better of them, not since I was trained to be cool-headed and never show my intentions in public.
Being an open book is a sure way to become a target. And I was only ever meant to be a predator.
So why the fuck am I fantasizing about pounding every last fucker to the ground?
Owen, Josh, Prescott, and a few others from the football team and the cheering squad surround her like sharks in infested water.
Thereâs Lucy and Reina as well, but Iâm blind to them. All I can see are dicks that need to be cut off for looking at my girl while sheâs dressed like that.
My girl.
I pause at that thought.
Since when did Naomi become my girl?
All this time, all Iâve ever thought about was the game we played and the jackpot I hit for finding someone compatible with my darkest side. I never considered it anything beyond that.
Thatâs a lie.
I looked forward to spending time with her, to hearing her talk about stupid serial killers and the latest podcast sheâs obsessed with. Even her rock music is growing on me.
Sometimes, when she falls asleep on the couch, I watch how peaceful she is. She has this weird habit of balling herself into a fetal position with her head lying on her hand.
In the span of a few weeks, Iâve learned more about her than I have any other human. Like her love for apple juice, her unhealthy obsession with true crime, her passion for rock music, her justice-oriented side since she volunteers for childrenâs organizations.
And most of all, how free she looks when she thinks no one is looking or when she sketches.
They say the more you know someone, the less you like them.
Itâs the exact opposite for me.
Iâm fucking infatuated with this girl. And the twisted sex only plays a small part of it.
Because even without the sex, I feel something is missing if I donât see her for a few hours.
Maybe infatuated isnât the right word, because Iâm on the verge of becoming a criminal to ward any unwanted attention off her.
I summon my mask as I stride toward the group. I make sure to creep up from Naomiâs back because I like the sound of her small gasp when I startle her. Itâs similar to when I thrust my fingers inside her tight cunt.
âAre you sure you wonât change your mind?â I hear Josh ask her when Iâm near. âIt shouldâve been me instead of Captain, anyway.â
Naomiâs brows scrunch in that soft way that makes her tiny features even tinier and her pale complexion paler. She looks like a doll sometimes.
Maybe thatâs why Iâve been on a mission to break her.
And keep her.
âWhat do you mean, it shouldâve been you?â she asks, and it takes all I have not to pummel Josh into the ground. Looks like the extra training Iâve made him do lately for payback hasnât been enough.
I need to up my game.
Josh darts out his tongueâthat will be soon cut offâand licks his lips. âIt shouldâve been me.â
âYou say that as if you wouldâve ever stood a chance.â I slide to Naomiâs side and subtly wrap an arm around the small of her back. Her pink lips slowly part and I revel in the shiver that takes over her body as I stroke her bare skin with my thumb.
But I donât look at her for long. If I did, Iâd want to rip this thing off her here and now, and then Iâd need to put that fucker Joshâand everyone who has a similar thoughtâin their fucking place.
So I fixate him with my neutral expression that makes people intimidated. âYou think youâre a match for me?â
He releases a nervous laugh that no one returns. âLook, Captain. I was just joking around, man.â
âYou werenât. I saw the glint in your eyes when you were licking your lips while you were ogling her cleavage. Do that again and Iâll jam your teeth to the back of your skull, then use them to rip your balls off your dick.â
A collective gasp echoes in the air and then a multitude of clearing throats follow.
They donât know me as the type who threatens. I didnât in the past because I didnât need to. I merely got things done in the background, whether by using forms of manipulation or secret violent incidences that I could get away with.
But I had to put the fucker Josh in his place so he doesnât look in her direction again.
Naomi stiffens by my side, but she remains silent. Itâs Owen who nudges me and whisper-hisses, âWhat the fuck was that for?â
I ignore him, still directing the full blow of my hostility at Josh. âIs that fucking clear or do I need to start acting on those threats?â
âGo act like a caveman someplace else,â Naomi bites out and elbows me. Itâs hard and sudden enough that my hold loosens from behind her.
Her cheeks are red and her stomps are harsh and unmeasured as she shoves through the crowd.
I grab Josh by the collar of his shirt and his eyes widen as I whisper, âNext time you look at whatâs mine or run your loose mouth, it will be your last. Watch your fucking back.â
I shove him away and ignore Owenâs protests and Reinaâs coy smile as I follow the path Naomi took.
The crowd of people is so large that itâs impossible to find her. Even when it must be hard to run in her skimpy clothes.
I make a whole round before my mind goes in the opposite direction.
Iâll chase her, but not through a crowd.
Retrieving my phone, I type.
Sebastian: Go around the pool area and into the west wing.
The tick that indicates she read my message appears immediately. Her reply is back in a second and I can almost imagine her scathing tone if she were to say the words.
Naomi: You donât get to treat me like a piece of meat in front of everyone, you fucking asshole.
Sebastian: He was a problem and I had to take care of it.
Naomi: By being a caveman?
Sebastian: If need be.
Naomi: Thatâs not how itâs supposed to be.
Sebastian: None of this is how itâs supposed to be, baby. Now, stop making this a fucking event and go where I told you. Iâm going to tear through your ass until the whole campus hears your screams tonight.
Maybe that will douse the fire thatâs been burning inside me since I saw the way that fucker was looking at her.
The dots that indicate sheâs typing appear and disappear, then reappear again before her reply comes in.
Naomi: What if I donât want to?
Sebastian: You clearly do or you wouldâve broken the spell.
Naomi: Youâre still an asshole.
Sebastian: Stop tempting me with yours. Now, go. Walk toward the west wing and keep going.
Iâm heading there myself, my strides long and purposeful as my breathing deepens with the promise of the hunt.
Owenâs parentsâ house is big enough that they have a few wings. The loud music slowly fades away as I step out of the populated area and stalk in the shadows of the vast garden. The small light coming from the few bulbs gives me a restricted view of the place.
This part of the property is rarely used by Owenâs family and is only taken advantage of when they need to ride the horses in the stables.
But thatâs not why weâre here.
The sound of neighing echoes in the air and soon after, I spot the red fabric of Naomiâs dress.
Sheâs walking slowly, her gaze shifty as she watches her surroundings. Thereâs nothing I love more than that look of both fear and excitement etched on her beautiful features. The way her lips part and her eyes widen. Even her nostrils flare the slightest bit, but itâs not visible in the semi-darkness.
The horses neigh again and Naomi flinches, slapping a hand to her chest.
My dick grows rock fucking hard as I stalk in a parallel line to her, remaining in the shadow of the stables so she doesnât see me.
Itâll be fucking worth it when I finally jump her, then tackle her to the ground and take her like the caveman she described me to be.
The light of her phone casts a glow on her face as she types with stiff fingers, her gaze shifting at the slightest sounds.
Soon after, my phone vibrates.
Naomi: And then what?
Sebastian: And then you run.