Part 15

Tonya

I cannot believe this. Niki is his daughter. Leah's daughter Niki. What is wrong with this man? What is wrong with me? I have to be the biggest dummy in the world. I've heard for years about how he was no good, but I chose to believe him. Our whole relationship has been based on lies. I can't just walk away. I'm PREGNANT with his child. I want to kill this man right here, right now in this parking lot. I haven't done anything to deserve this. I go to church. I pay my tithes. I pray. I pray. I PRAY! I prayed that God would send me a man that would love me unconditionally. A man that would change my life. A man that I could depend on. But here I am. Stuck with this. I'm so stupid why would I ever think anyone would love me? Why would I think I would have true love? It seems that I cannot get away from Leah. Every time I think I'm away she finds her way back into my life. I've tried for years to ignore her, but I guess it's time that I face her. She has taken every last bit of my happiness away from me. So I will make it my mission the her life will be hell on Earth until I take my last breath. She's absolutely evil. Vindictive. Wait until Brittany and Char finds out about this! Leah is going to finally get everything that she deserves.