tw- mention of stabbing/cutting
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the next time billie and I get a day off together, billie let me decide what we were doing for our date, considering she's chosen the last few.
I just told her that I want to do something apart from another soul for an entire afternoon.
as long as im with her, I don't care where we are.
and I have something im ready to share.
she picks me up at noon after another breakfast date with kai.
ive been making more of an effort while they go through tough shit with art.
im wearing my favourite oversized jumper and mini skirt paired with my trusty converse and over the knee socks.
billie keeps glancing over to my thighs, her eyes sliding over the bare skin there.
she's so horny all the time.
"I was thinking because you wanted to be alone, we can either go to the woods or a private part of the beach or..fuck those socks are sexy as hell with that little skir-" billies hand ghosts over my bare skin and I slap it away.
"take me to the beach" I say after a moment of silence.
billie drives through a few narrow roads and a wooded area but when we emerge through the tall trees, there's a glorious part of the beach, looking hidden away.
it's small.
it's ours.
billie parks up hidden near the edge of the woods and we walk hand in hand towards the beach, billie taking her shoes and socks off so she can walk into the small tide pools.
my big baby.
"I can't believe there's no one here"
"yeah behind this cliff over here" billie points to our left. "theres a famous nudist beach and people think this is connected so it's never really used"
"nudist beach?"
"why are you thinking about getting naked?"
I keep my mouth closed and billies eyes go wide. "holy shit that's what you're thinking isn't it?"
I hesitate, chewing on the inside of my mouth. "you remember the night in the studio?"
"every minute of the day" her lips quirk up at the mention.
"me too" I chuckle before remembering why I brought it up. "do you remember when you touched my stomach and I stopped you?"
her smirk fades. "yeah, I was wondering when you were gonna tell me about that"
"I think im ready now"
she nods several times "okay, if you feel comfortable"
I don't think ill ever feel comfortable.
but it's now or never.
"I think it's better if I show you, not tell you. it's one of the reasons why I didn't want to go swimming or why I chose to wear clothes which covers my body"
"show me?"
"im gonna get naked on this beach"
"oh shit" she looks stunned, almost lost for words. "uh um yeah okay" she glances around but she already knows no one is around.
"ive never stood naked in-front of anyone so this is gonna be weird"
billies smirk creeps back up on her face. "want some company princess? ill strip off too"
im about to see billie naked?
oh my fucking god.
"yeah okay" I stand on one leg and untie my shoe, one by one, billie watching me intently.
billie pulls her hoodie which also pulls off her shirt and then she's standing in-front of me, in her bra.
"are you gonna get fully naked or-?" billie drops her pants and kicks out of them and my eyes bulge out of my head.
woah.
she's so fucking hot what the fuck.
she's hiding all of that under her clothes?
without thinking about it I drop my skirt so im in my oversized sweatshirt and over the knee socks.
billie is staring at me like she wants to eat me and honestly, im probably looking at her the same way.
billie reaches around her back but I stop her, knowing if I see her naked right now, I will quite literally drop dead.
okay sage, you can do this.
before I can overthink it, I pull my sweatshirt over my head in one swift motion and suddenly im in-front of billie in my underwear.
thank god im wearing matching underwear.
billies breath hitches and I can't tell whether that's a good thing or not.
her eyes dart from my eyes to my stomach and her hand slowly reaches out, tracing the scar on my stomach.
"is this it? what I felt?"
I look down at her fingers tracing my scar and I nod.
billie is the only person I feel safe enough, and trust enough to show her this.
show her this part of me.
she glances at my face almost waiting for me to tell her.
"this is where the knife sliced me open"
"what knife?"
"when my dad" I hold onto her wrist to pause her movements on my stomach. "when he held the knife to his wrist and sliced his arm open, he did it with such force, he cut me when he cut himself too"
billie just stares at me.
"he only meant to cut himself but I was stood so close the knife sliced me open. I bled a lot. I don't remember much but my dad had to get stitches, I had to get stitches and while I was in hospital, the police came"
"oh baby"
"ive never told anyone" I wipe the tear falling from my face. "I was scared they were gonna take me away. I was scared people would think my dad is a monster but he's not"
not anymore.
"so yeah, im screwed up"
billies hands grip my waist and she steps forward so we're almost flush against one another.
"thank you for showing me, for trusting me"
"thanks for not making it weird"
"that makes sense baby, I get it" billie leans forward and kisses my left cheek, then my right, my forehead, the tip of my nose and then gently on the lips.
she pulls me flush against her and I breath in her sexy sexiness.
"I swear I heard something about us being naked" I laugh as soon as billie speaks.
we were having a moment and of course she has to think with her dick.
"okay close your eyes" I pull away from billie and see that her eyes are closed but she's smiling from ear to ear.
"im gonna close my eyes and we're both gonna strip off, okay?"
"hurry"
"okay go" quickly I fling my bra off and slide my underwear down my legs before I change my mind.
"holy fuck sage, you're beautiful"
I shoot my eyes open and see billie looking down at me.
"cheater" we're naked.
im naked on a public beach.
billie is naked.
this is so exciting.
im so excited.
billie grabs my hand and leads me to a place which shows me just how excited she also is.
when I run my fingers over a sensitive spot, billie gasps.
"I can't, we can't-"
"how comfortable is the back of dragon?"
"you're killing me princess" billie grabs all of our clothes off the floor and grabs my hand, almost tripping over.
we only just make it back to the car.