chapter 23

Blake povI lit the cigarette to forget whatever shit just happened. My mind was just full of her thoughts, the scenario of her being in marcus arms. I didn't even realised how many cigarettes i smoked while thinking about her!Fuck! All my cigarette are over!I heard her knocking of the door! My heart excited that i was about to open the door but i stopped in middle!' No, she is not for you blake . Don't fucking open the door' my devil mind saidI heard her saying to bandage my bleeding hands. I looked at my hand which was bleeding while beating that marcus!  If she cares for me than why the hell she have to be with marcus If she really cared for me than she would never touch marcus and i wouldn't beat the hell of him, atleast not on him.'I haven't been these freaking angry but i loose my calm to see my girl with someone else arms which is not me'I didn't open the door entire day and was just laying on the bed like a teenage lover boy who had his heartbreak Now, she is not even knocking! I am so furious!' you just want attention from your wife you freaking stubborn ass' my subsconcious  mind shouted "What the fuck?, your husband is angry and she didn't even knocked to check on me whether i am fine or not" i said to myself  My thoughts got an interupted with an phone rangI got an call for my personal assistant Samantha. Why the hell this bitch is calling me" Good evening sir, i called you to tell that you still didn't get the file from your home" she said ' Fuck' i cursed under breath Than my mind instantly got clicked that i came home to get the important file and totally forgot about it after marcus thing and now my whole important fucking work is pending." Okay, you come to my house and get the file from me and also bring me one packet of cigarettes on your way" i said and decline the callI didn't listen to any of her shits and decline the call.She came after half an hour and i open the door to see my wife saddened face! Our eyes met, her eyes was saying that she is innocent  but i don't want to listen any of her explanation and closed the door in a thud letting the bitch of a personal assistant inside the room.I was feeling blank inside me as  my heart was aching seeing her frown face and all i wish is to hugged her tightly and give a her long rough kiss as an punishment for making me loose my mind " Sir your hand if bleeding let me treat you" she said holding my hand but i jerked off her hand. 'It fucking disguise me seeing some other woman touching me now '" Don't fucking touch me, i didn't asked for your favour" i snapped on herThat bitch lower her head saying sorry. The fucking bitch she is wearing a slut kind of clothes thinking that I'll fuck her if she wears something like this clothes and can seduced me. Such a whore.She is just staying in my company with the fact that she is good in her work else i would have kick her out of my company." Did you bring cigarettes" i asked" Yes sir" she said and handed me the pack of cigarettes." Just check the file and get the fuck out of my room" i said pointing at the file and walked to my balcony to lit up the cigarette." Okay sir" she said and sat on the chair pulling her already mini skirt more up  Fucking slut whore!It took her 40-45 minutes to check the file and was arranging the papers I wonder if anastasia is feeling jealous to see a slut kind of girl and me being  alone in the room just like me seeing her with marcus But all i could hear is loud volume of tv.Seriously? She is watching tv inspite of the fact that i am with an girl. 'ALONE'' IN A ROOM'She doesn't even freaking care if i sleep with her. ' What are you even expecting that she will feel jealous  for an ass like you. She got marcus in her life, he makes her happy not you. You are just an contract husband '" Fuck no!" I shouted loudly. She had captured my whole freaking mind Samantha got stiffened " are you okay sir" she asked."Fuck not" i said , my mind totally filled with her thoughts." Sir do you need anything to calm your mind. I mean i can help you" she said seductively getting up from the chair and walking past to me and opening the two buttons of her tight shirt and popping her breast out  and playing with her boobs.I don't need her , i just need my wife anastasia "YOU. ARE. FUCKING. FIRED" I said aggresive putting pressure on each word