Chapter 47 - He is really cute.
Mr. Rong's Lovelorn Diary
Translator: DragonRider
Such fickleness. If this person was not born with a unstable mind, then he must have been provoked by something in his life.
If it was the latter, Rong Yi inevitably wanted to write a drama script again. Although other information didnât seem to correspond with Chen Keyaoâs, there were some incredible coincidences at this time.
If it really was Chen Keyao, wouldnât that mean he is in love with me too and is bothered by the illness?
Rong Yi, who had advised himself ten thousand times that he shouldnât expect anything from Chen Keyao, quickly wrote up a reply.
âOf course! Thank you very much for your information. If thereâs something that you canât talk to anyone in the real world, you can tell me. I was busy a few days ago so I didnât get online. I will log in to check the information every day in the next few days. â
He even wanted to leave his wechat to make it easier to communicate with each other, but because he had lied initially and he didnât know whether the other party was Chen Keyao or not, he finally gave up.
Having sent the reply, he refreshed it for a long time with his mobile phone in his hand, but didnât get any incoming updates.
The more he waited, the longer it seemed. Rong Yi decided to tidy up, and then go out for a walk first. Before he came here, he made a simple research, and found a few snack bars near the hotel that were not bad. Now that he had nothing to do and the meal on the airplane was not very filling, he might as well try these shops out one by one.
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Rong Yi was a person who has a strong exploratory spirit for food. Most people will decide to come to a shop next time if they find food in that shop delicious, whereas Rong Yi would be eager to challenge himself to cook it if he found something delicious. In fact, in most cases, the replication was not perfect. After all, many famous stores had their own secret recipes, which couldnât be easily learned. But this did not prevent Rong Yi from enjoying doing this.
Especially after having someone to share the testing results with.
Every time he got some results, he would specially tell Chen Keyao where he had eaten this and that he wanted to try it out himself as the taste was good. Heâd ask Chen Keyao, âWhat do you think?â
Chen Keyao, who had never learned to speak positively, would speak particularly sweetly only when he praised his cooking skills. His latest praise was full of twists and turns but still powerful: âdonât talk nonsense, Iâve eaten it in that shop. How could that be compared to what youâve made?â
But that was two weeks ago.
Waiting for food to be served in the shop, Rong Yi suddenly fell quite low. To distract his attention, he took his mobile phone out of his pocket and swiped the screen casually.
Unlocking the lock screen, Rong Yi saw the interface of that forum immediately. After refreshing, his inbox icon was actually flashing.
Rong Yi hurried in, and the man had replied indeed.
âThatâs great. I was a little worried whether the gaffe of the previous few days had scared you away. Iâve always wanted to ask a question. I donât know if itâs convenient for you to answer. What was the reason that has caused you this kind of psychological problem? â
This was really difficult for Rong Yi to answer.
He couldnât even find out the answer from Chen Keyao, because up to now he hadnât figured out why this man was so resistant to Omegas.
After struggling for a long time, he suddenly remembered a sentence that someone had said in the comments under the original post.
âAre you the kind of extremist who canât accept the fact that someone will become moist automatically?â
This reason was a little vulgar, implicitly sexist, but more realistic than anything else.
Rong Yi was still embarrassed to copy the original words, so he made a euphemism.
âI canât accept that someone is of the same sex as my first gender, but there are so many differences in the body structure and function. I feel very uncomfortable, and it causes nausea and vomiting whenever I think about that.â
The theory seen on the Internet, combined with Chenâs actual symptoms, sounded very reasonable.
Rong Yi pressed âsendâ with ease.
When he finished that bowl of shrimp wonton, he refreshed the page and found that the other person had replied.
âBro, why do you bother to visualise other peopleâs body structure and function in your brain?â
Rong Yi couldnât answer, and was embarrassed. His face and even his ears were all red. He pondered over his phone for a long time and tried to come up with a reply.
âOf course not at other times, but if itâs a love interest, itâs hard to avoid thinking about something subconsciously.â
This time, the other side immediately agreed.
âThatâs right. Iâve been bothered by this recently too. The doctor told me to avoid such a situation for a little while by controlling ourselves daily and donât think much about it. I tried. It was hard. I canât do it really. The doctor also said that I could also just let my thoughts go wild, maybe I would desensitize eventually. I tried it too. How could my body stand that? Itâs really hard. â
It sounded pretty miserable, but somehow the whole picture became funny after Chen Keyao was put into the role.
After laughing, Rong Yi opened the reply window, biting his lips and typing carefully.
âSo youâve still fallen in love with the Omega you mentioned in your post, havenât you?â
Actually, Rong Yi didnât feel particularly nervous when typing, but after pressing the send button, Rong Yiâs heart felt like a beating drum.
In such a state, he refreshed the page at least dozens of times, and walked all the way from the wonton store to the fried rice cake shop, and finally received a reply.
âYes.â
Rong Yi took a breath in an instant, holding his phone and afraid to move.
He pressed his lips tightly, and his mind was in a chaos. He wanted to be happy, but he dared not. âRight, we should first confirm whether this person is Chen Keyao or not. How to confirm? Is it abrupt to ask directly?â
He was so nervous that, when a hand suddenly appeared in front of him: âYour fried rice cake. Be careful not to burn your hand.â Rong Yi was so startled from his preoccupation that he let out a scream on the spot which shocked everyone around him.
Rong Yi took over the fried rice cake and ran away with a red face. After a few steps, he remembered that he hadnât paid yet. He was so ashamed that he turned back immediately to run to the shop, only to find that the boss had stepped out of the guardrail, ready to chase after him, a free loader.
It was super embarrassing. Rong Yi estimated with some reservation that this scene would be enough for him to reminisce for 30 years when he was lying in bed on sleepless nights.
However, the boss also realised that he was just being careless, so he comforted him instead. Although he said, âI meet such absent-minded young man every day. You donât have to feel so embarrassed, young man.â but his face, which was so red because he was trying to suppress his laugh, betrayed his real thoughts.
Rong Yi paid for it, walked away with the fried rice cake in his hand, and buried his head in it all the way, trying to ease his grief with delicious food.
When he finally finished the whole fried rice cake, the sticky glutinous rice was so sticky that he could hardly open his mouth, so he went to the sugar water shop and drank a bowl of sugar water. After that, his brain suddenly remembered the important matter after having been in a muddled state for a long time.
He quickly took out his mobile phone and found that the other person had sent a large number of messages.
âHeâs a really cute person, although heâs a bit silly most of the time. At first, I had thought it was because of embarrassment that I was particularly aware of his presence. After all, we did have a short relationship a little while ago, although it was not a happy ending. Later, I found out that it was not the same at all. â
âThe longer it goes on, the more I care about it. The more we get to know each other, the more I miss him when heâs not around.â
âDo you feel the same way about your lovely Omega? Cannot control myself, particularly want to touch him, but Iâd want more if we touch. In fact, itâs easy to think too much even without touching. He walks around in front of me all day long in such a silly and unconcerned manner, and I canât help paying attention to him.
âHe is really cute. Although he is not very good tempered, he is always moody and upset for no reason, but most of the time he is very gentle and innocent.â
âGentle, kind, but also very brave.â
âIn fact, he is very interesting even when he gets cross with me occasionally.â
âIâm really frustrated with this recently. I wanted to date him, but then I thought I was going too far. With a problem like this, what have I got to ask him to be with me? And to keep pestering him would only annoy him. But what if he is snatched away by someone else by the time Iâm cured? He is so cute. Other Alphas are not blind. If I donât keep my eyes on him, he will be robbed in minutes. Itâs really painful to think that he will be with others. â
Rong Yi read all these silently, and his heart was freezing up.
So the Omega that this person liked is soft, innocent and cute. Oh, by the way, he was also popular with other Alphas.
No matter how hard he wanted to forced it, he was not brazen enough to force Chen Keyao to take this personâs place.
Whatâs more, he never thought of himself as being grumpy, or moody, and certainly not silly.
All the information did not match his.
The world was too cruel and real. Even an essentially O-phobic Alpha who originally only accepted the same-sex Alphas, would eventually still fall for? a gentle, innocent, pretty, lovely and charming little cutie.
And someone with my appearance, perhaps has not lost the game at the starting line, but has no starting line at all.
Since the Omega that the other person fell for is definitely myself, then this person should be someone other than Chen Keyao as well. After all, with Chen Keyaoâs house-bound living, unless if itâs an online love, there can be no deep contact with his love object at all, let alone âwalking around in front of me every day.â
There is really nothing new in the sun, and similar things will always happen.
Rong Yiâs own love life was not going well, but when he saw this person was in a similar situation, so he couldnât help but want to cheer him on.
After all, he was too deep into this already.
âIf you donât try harder, how can you know that the other person wonât accept it? Since it can be treated, maybe he will be willing to wait? If he likes you, he will certainly be willing to stand by you through this period of time. â
A few minutes later, the page was refreshed and a reply was received.
âHe does not like me.â
Rong Yi looked at these five words and suddenly felt very sad.
Such a simple sentence was the root of many peopleâs troubles.
He didnât know what had happened to this man and his beloved Omega exactly, so Rong Yi dare not blindly persuade him to be brave, but he didnât want him to give up.
âSo, you donât want to fight for a chance anymore?â
Having sent this reply, Rong Yi started to walk back. When he got back to the hotel and came to the elevator, he swiped his card and pressed the floor button, then refreshed the page again, and found that there were two replies.
âIâd be harming him if I fight for him now. I canât do anything. I feel like a salted fish. â
âNot even as good as a salted fish.â
Through the phone screen Rong Yi could even feel this personâs low mood.
Rong Yi wanted to laugh but felt sorry for him too. He was thinking about how to comfort him. The elevator arrived. He looked down at his phone and walked out. He accidentally bumped into someone.
âIâm sorry!â He apologized quickly.
The other person didnât answer, just waved at him, then went past him and walked into the elevator.
But Rong Yi, who was still standing on the same spot, was stunned instantly.
He turned back to look at the man in the elevator who was wearing sunglasses, a big coat, and headphones with his head bowed. Until the elevator door was completely shut, Rong Yi did not dare to blink.
The authorâs notes:
[Teacher Chenâs class of language art]
Rong Yi: I, I am not very cute... / / / / / / /
Chen Keyao: Youâre really a mindless person.
Rong Yi: ??????
Rong Yi: You want to fight?????