I do love him...

I reach over my desk and grab my diary that I barely ever write in...

I haven't seen Perri for another three days because he went to the other side of the country

For a meeting about their upcoming tour 'Genesis'.

We text each other obviously, but only on the morning and night. It's the longest we've been away from each other and I didn't think I would miss him as much as I have, but he's coming back later at about 7pm and I think he's staying at mine. But it's only like 2:30pm so I'm just going to Malins...

I shove it in my drawer and stand up, grabbing my phone and putting it into my pocket. I pull my arms through my jacket and walk out of my room, closing the door behind me.

I jog downstairs and into the kitchen where my mum was feeding jackson breakfast,

'Kace, do you mind giving him the rest of this hun, I need to go and get ready,'

'Erm, yeah sure. Where are you going?'

'Oh just a girlie tea with Jan (Mals mum),' I knew this wasn't a lie because thinking about it,, I remember Jan mentioned it,

'Ok, wheres Joe?'

'He never came home last night,' She sighs, placing her empty cup into the sink,

'Once a liar always a liar,' I mutter under my breath and pick up the spoon and begin to feed Jack. Then I get a phone call from Mal,

'Hey B,'

'Hey, sorry I got caught up. Can I be about 10 minutes?'

'Yeah course babe, see you soon,'

I place my phone on the table and continue feeding my brother.

After about 15 minutes my mum walks into the living room whilst I'm playing with Jack, she gives me the signal that I can leave and i make my way to the door,

'Oh kacey!'

'Yeah,' I poke my head back round the door,

'Is Perri staying tonight,' She asks,

'Yes, he is,' I smile, I'm so happy that she likes him, I wasn't even allowed my old boyfriend in the house, but she never really like him anyway.

I close the door behind me and as I walk onto the drive to exit my road, I get a text from Perri,

Perri x: Can't wait to see you tonight...xxx

Me: I can't either, I've missed you...xxx

I smile to myself and put my phone back into my pocket.

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I walk into Malins room and see Cameron sitting on her bed reading a vogue magazine,

'Hey Cam,' I walk over to give him a hug,

'Oh my God, hey Kace!' He jumps up excitedly and hugs me tightly,

'I want ALL the goss about this Perri!' He pushes me down onto the beanbag and shoves a banana smoothie into my hand,

'Okay well he's my boyfrie-' I begin, but this is just enough to make him go crazy,

'OH MY GOD!! My baby Kace has fallen in loveeeee !!!' He jumps up and down excitedly, I look over to Mal who was recording him and we both burst out laughing.

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I open my snapchat and take multiple pictures with the the silly effects on and send them to Perri Mitch and Jordan, Mitch and Jord send me some back instantly but I don't get a reply from Perri, I take another funny picture and send it to mitch, captioning it 'Where's Pel,'

He replies with 'He's busy ;)' With a winky face, I forget about it and sit down at my dressing table to paint my nails.

After about 10 minutes of watching Jake Mitchel and Saffron Barkerl, I get a facetime from Perri,

'Hello?'

'Hey babe,' I still blush every time he calls me that,

'What's up?' I smile, adding a second coat of pastel pink nail varnish to my little finger,

'Nothing really, I was just wondering if you were okay' Then he pauses

'I'm fine, just lonely,' He looks to the screen and I look down smiling, he starts laughing silently to himself. You know like the sort of laugh where it,'s like through your nose? It sounds weird but I know what I mean,

'I miss you,' I chuckle, I look back at the screen and he is still looking at me,

'I'm trying to be as quick as I can' His face lights up,

'Where are you anyway?' I focus on his surroundings and he looks like hes walking through a shopping center,

'Oh- I'm just erm...Oh hey! You okay!' He asks someone as they walk past, I knew for a fact he was pretending,

'Whatever,' I laugh, shaking my head at his stupidity,

'I have to go babe, I'm in a rush,'He looks up and around as if he's struggling to look for something,

'Okay Pel, I'll see you later?'

'Of course. Love you, bye,' He stops and his face drops as he realises what he just said.

I become speechless, what am I meant to say to that.

But the I realise...

'Love you too,' I reply as I end the call and collapse onto my bed.

I do love him...

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'Bonjour! Est la maison de tout le monde?' (hello, is anyone home) I hear Star (Pel's sister) shout through the letterbox.

I run downstairs and open the door laughing,

'I see your french tutor is paying off,'

'Annoyingly,' She laughs and pulls me out the door,

'Where exactly are we going?' I ask, laughing,

'Ermmm...Nando's?' She turns and looks at me waiting for a reply,

'Fair enough,' I chuckle and lock the door behind me, letting her pull me to the car in excitement.

'We need some Bitch time,' She says seriously, pulling out of the drive. I burst out laughing and plug my AUX lead into my phone, putting on 'One dance' (Alex Aiono version)

'Como tu te llamas yo no se,' We sing along to the spanish part, as we only know it from this song.

We listen through my playlist until we reach nando's,

'You need to make me a playlist mate,' She laughs at me as we walk through the door and are acquainted by a waiter and shown to a table.

'So, hows your mum with Perri?' Star asked me as she scanned through the menu,

'She loves him,' I laugh

'How can you not love our Pel,' She grins,

'I know what you mean,' I laugh,

'What you ordering?'

'The usual,'

'Would you like to order?' A lady approaches our table with a notepad,

'Erm yeah, please can I have a Veggie Pitta,' Star smiles,

Then the woman turns to me,

'Please can I have the Fillet steak roll,'

The waiter walks off and Star turns back to me,

'So have you been on any dates?' She asks me, intrigued,

'Well not really,' I sigh 'We haven't actually been together that long,'

'How long now?'

'Just under a week' I smile, 'he asked me officially yesterday,'

'I thought it was way longer than that!' She gasps in disbelief,

I shake my head,

'It seems as if you guys have been together for ages!'

'My mum said that,' I laugh, 'Well I knew him quite a bit before we actually got together,'

'How did you meet?'

'Ran into each other,'

'Oh,'

'No like we legit full on collided into each other,'

'No way!,' She begins to laugh,

'Seriously, I was late for school and I was running, he was running to a car with the boys in,'

'Did you know about diversity,'

'No...'I laugh,

She shakes her head at me and I laugh whilst a waiter serves us our food.

'I'm just glad he's finally found someone,' She sighs as she picks up her knife and fork, beginning to tuck into her food,

'Finally?' I ask,

'He's tried with girls but they took his kindness and generousity for granted. He would spend all the money he had on any girl he thought he loved but they always found a way to throw it back in his face. His heart got broken every time but they just didn't seem to care, he has the biggest heart and it was going to waste. I've never seen him so happy than he is when he's with you,'

I feel a tear in my waterline but I quickly blink it away,

'All he talks about now is how much you've changed his life and how happy he is that he's found you,'

'I never realised I had such an impact on him,'

'Oh, you do,' She laughs,

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'I'll ring you later on Kace,' Star says as I get out the car,

'Aren't you coming in?'

'Oh,no,' She smiles,

'Oh erm, okay,' I smile briefly and close the car door,

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Were getting closerrrr 😏😏

I might update later on tonight depending on how many reads this gets today, this is getting kinda close to the really juicy and big bit and you guys are gonna love it 😋

Why was she being like that?

I don't think anything of it, I shake it off and pull the keys out of my bag to unlock the door. I walk upstairs and open my door,

'Oh my God,' I mutter,