Chapter 31.1
Even If It's Not Love
He was caught off guard. Come to think of it, he knew Yoo-hwaâs phone number, but she did not know his. The fact that she had forgotten such a trivial thing made him almost burst out laughing.
How exhausted she must have been living.
Woo-hyun received Yoo-hwaâs phone, entered his phone number, then gave it back to her. Looking at the phone number, a faint smile spread around Yoo-hwaâs mouth. Woo-hyun looked silently at her as she carefully reached out her hand and grabbed her phone. The long fingers sticking from her sleeves reached the phone. The tips of their fingers touched.
The pleasant smile that spread across her face, the relief contained in that smile, and the unknown calmness that rested quietly on top of it.
Woo-hyunâs gaze became blurry as he looked at Yoo-hwaâs face, where all those emotions flowed. The moment he looked at Yoo-hwa, who was calmer than himself, he felt like their positions had been reversed. Somehow, it felt like he wasnât destroying Yoo-hwa, Yoo-hwa was destroying him.
At that moment, the reason that he had been barely holding on to suddenly snapped.
â⦠What is it?â
Yoo-hwa was about to ask why he wasnât letting go of her phone, but she was speechless.
Woo-hyunâs eyes changed. At the same time as she realized that, the distance between them narrowed. As soon as Woo-hyunâs hand wrapped around the back of her head, her lips were blocked. The phone in Yoo-hwaâs hand fell. She had to pick it up, but she didnât have a chance to do so.
Yoo-hwa stumbled through the half-opened door. Since it was a single room, it didnât take long until she bumped into the stairs. As he entered the room in an instant while holding Yoo-hwaâs waist, Yoo-hwaâs hands, which had been stiffened in surprise, flinched in the air.
He burrowed into her lips more roughly than before. Stopping the kiss, Woo-hyun stripped Yoo-hwaâs clothes off in an instant, as if they were getting in the way. The clothes fell to the ground powerlessly. He saw her protruding chest in the darkness. Woo-hyun took it in his mouth.
â⦠Ah!â
A moan leaked from between Yoo-hwaâs lips. As if it was a signal, Woo-hyun pulled down Yoo-hwaâs bothersome underwear and pants in one breath. Despite the boiler being turned on, her whole body got goosebumps because of the cold air.
âNng.â
Something blunt reached the place that had quickly gotten wet in response to Woo-hyunâs touch. It was difficult the first time, but, as if the second time was easier, it penetrated easily. Woo-hyun closed his eyes softly because of the tightness below, and then opened them. Yoo-hwaâs head was tilted back. He had just inserted it, but Yoo-hwa was panting as if she were running out of breath.
The moonlight shone subtly on Yoo-hwaâs body. Round breasts and a long waistline below them. It was a strange room, where the night was brighter with the light of the full moon than the day, where light barely came inside. And so, Woo-hyun thought he was thinking strange things.
The ridiculous thought that it would be nice to just stop time and stay like this without thinking about anything.
However, the vague sense of reality quickly returned.
If that kind of thing was possible in this world, his world wouldnât have been stuck in the mud from the beginning. He wouldnât have met Kim Yoo-hwa again, and he wouldnât have done this with Kim Yoo-hwa. Kim Yoo-hwa would not have been Kim Yi-woonâs sister, and he wouldnât have had to make Kim Yoo-hwa⦠like him.
Woo-hyunâs face turned expressionless at once. Since when has he been having those thoughts? He cleared his mind and took off like an animal. Yoo-hwa grabbed Woo-hyunâs arm with her hand. Heat rose as he quickly grazed the place where they were touching each other. Pleasure spread throughout his body like wildfire.
â⦠Hnn, ngh.â
Yoo-hwaâs legs rolled inwards. Yoo-hwa closed her eyes tightly at the unknown urge to lean back her body and put it in deeper. Then, like someone who wanted to see something desperately, Yoo-hwa opened her eyes with effort. Through her vision, which was shaking along with her shaking body, she could see Woo-hyun. Her eyes naturally met with Woo-hyunâs, as he was looking at her.
A gentle smile appeared on Yoo-hwaâs lips. Yoo-hwa reached out her hands and wrapped them around Woo-hyunâs face, as if it was something precious. While occasionally letting out a hot moan from between her lips, she held Woo-hyunâs face tightly.
â⦠Woo-hyun.â
ââ¦â
Woo-hyun did not answer. He made an effort to look at Yoo-hwa, enduring the feeling of wanting to run away.
âThank you.â
ââ¦â
âFor being with me.â
Her voice was low. She spoke carefully, like someone who should now say what they had been holding back for a long time. The eyes that looked at him were wet.
Woo-hyun clenched his teeth. Perhaps he bit his mouth by mistake, as he could feel the taste of blood. He swallowed and swallowed, until it didnât taste like blood anymore inside his mouth.
And yet, there was something in his throat that was never swallowed.
***
Thud.
The sleeping Yoo-hwa opened her eyes at the sound of the door closing. There was a bluish dawn glow beyond the window. When she turned her head, the place where Woo-hyun had been sleeping was empty. Yoo-hwa was speechless for being asleep while he even tidied the blanket and left. When she slept with Woo-hyun, she slept deeper than usual. She couldnât tell if it was because of the sex or because she felt assured, but she slept without even dreaming.