CH 1
I Was a Good Person, and Then a Lot of Things Betrayed Me
There are many people in this world who are good person.
Yet, they are just good person.
Because they can talk to everyone, it is hard for them to have a specific best friend or lover, isnât it?
He is a good person.
That person, heâs a nice dude, but not what you would consider a boyfriend.
And so on.
I am one of those good person.
I never show my true self.
Because I am afraid to show my true self.
Will they hate me?
Will they despise me?
I think about those things.
Even though I havenât actually acted on these thoughts.
But I donât want to be hated.
That is why I was going to take the initiative to do what everyone else didnât want to do and smile no matter what was said.
Thatâs what I thought.
âI thought it would be fun, so I lied it to you.â
Miyo Shiraki said with a laugh.
Behind her, some of her friends were smirking.
Yes, I was confessed a week ago.
âYouâre kind, I like you.â
I was honestly very happy to hear that.
I had never had a confession before.
As I mentioned earlier, I was a good person.
I thought there was someone out there who liked me, so I went out with her right away.
âWell, it was a joke, so donât look at me like that.â
A joke?
Why do I have to go through all this?
Is it because Iâm a good person?
Can they do whatever they want to a good person?
âHey, say something.â
âAah, shut up will youâ
âEh?â
Shiraki looks confused in front of me.
Iâm puzzled too.
I didnât know I had such a low voice.
I quietly put my hand in my pocket and operate my phone.
âDid you do the lying thing just because itâs funny?â
âT-thatâs right. Whatâs wrong about it?â
âAre you serious?â
The tone of my voice is like nothing Iâve ever used before.
However, it is not difficult to speak naturally.
In fact, it was so comfortable that I felt this was my natural tone of voice.
âWhat you are doing is trampling on peopleâs feelings.â
âIt doesnât matter, as long as we have fun.â
âI see, Itâs nice to know that the popular Shiraki is a piece of crap.â
I left the place after saying that.
Shiraki and the others were staring at my back, but I paid them no mind as I walked away.
The next day, there was a commotion in the classroom.
Of course it was.
I had broadcast yesterdayâs exchange.
âShiraki-san, sheâs terrible, right?â
âSeriously, sheâs a scumbag.â
Shiraki and the others looked uncomfortable.
I felt as if the fog in my mind cleared up when I saw that.