chapter 26

He was sitting close to her bed. His eyes numb, soul restless and a cartain fear in his mind. No..( She will get up soon and talk to you. She will be as like before)"Amruta... Please Get Up. Look at me. Talk to me... Please. I can't see you like this. it's me who was supposed to be here but you..Why you jumped for me..why ?? " He mumbled slowly caressing her head.He recalled those heart breaking moments he has just spent few hours ago.  When he saw her lying in that street colored with blood, How his heart smashed into pieces suddenly. He run in a go and picked her up. Drove as first as he could to hospital. He could call anyone as an emergency aid but for his I'll fortune, he had forgotten his pn in home. Somehow got her admitted in hospital. His frozen body, crying eyes and bleeding heart was enough to show his care and love for her. At any cost he want her back, back in his life, back to give thanks, back to finish his speech and back to accept her. Doctor had already treated her and also assured that she will regain her sense after three or four hours. Thank God nothing fatal has happened, it's all a head injury and some minor cuts on body.It has already 5 hours passed away and still she is in the same pace. But he didn't care, he could wait for long year also to see her back. Someone's cold touch restored him from his short slumber. He rose his head to notice. A quick smile cherished his lips and heart started dancing when he saw her looking at him innocently. Yes, she had gain her sense back."Amruta, Finally you opened eyes.  Are you Ok?? Feeling good ? Shall I call doctor ? Do you need something ??.." he loaded a bag of questions on her.She stopped him in middle and stammered with her breaking voice " shhh, calm down. feeling better now. And are you okay ?? Did you get hurt there ?? "Now , Farhad' s expression suddenly changed to a little anger." Are you mad ?? Who the hell jumps like this to a running truck ?? What if it proved fatal then ?? "He recounted like a kid who is angry upon his near one's antics. Farhad made a puppy face after finishing."I know you are angry with me. I jumped before truck, sounds filmy and stupid ? Hn Naa ? Sorry ! But I did what stuck to my useless mind that time ? Didn't think twice. All I want that, can't imagine of loosing you...So . Sorry. I won't repeat it. ""Hay, You Pagal . Repeat !! Don't ever think about it. Aur Tum Eshe Kese Bahar Aa Geyi Kal Raat Bina Mera Baat Pura Sune ?" He told while his hand entangled with her. "I know what you want to say ?? But please don't repeat it now. If you don't want to accept or maybe to say no, then it's okay. I understand you have full rights to do it. I don't mind more." She chuckled sadly."Shhh, now stop and listen to me without talking in middle. Okey ? Remember what I told... that I was sorry because I can't and you run away ?? Did I told you that I hate you or didn't love you ?? Naa ? Amruta, It's Not like I hate you. I also love your company. I also want someone in my life to care for me, to support me, to spend time with me , to whom I can call my own family. I also want someone but it's not like a princess. It's all is a simple girl, who is beautiful by heart. When I talk to you, walk with you, laugh with you, spend time with you; I felt the same vibes that I have imagined. I also feel special and happy when you are with me,if you are saying this is love then yes , I also love you. Maybe more than you. But I am scared about my truth. Scared that I can't give to all that happiness and luxury you deserve. I can't effort a high class lifestyle you ever dreamt. I can't be a perfect match for you....So, all I give you that my care, support and love . And if you still want me in your life then... Okay. I am with you. It's not about I accepting you rather it's you about accepting my true self. I don't want to give to any random hope like others so ..." But Amruta stopped him in middle putting her finger on his lips. " Don't care about what you said in this long essay other than those two lines that you love me and support me forever... that's enough for me. I don't want a fairly tale life nor a prince. All I want you to be my side, always even when I will close my eyes for last time also..." He cried seeing tears in her eyes. He couldn't describe how lucky he is feeling right now. What could be the better gift than this from God in his life ?? He leaned down and hugged her tightly wiping her tears softly.  Her hands clasping his body firmly as closer as she could listen his heart beating faster than ever, his one hand encircled her self smoothly and other supporting her head. The hug continued for how long, both of them didn't want to count. Finally they broke being distributed by a nurse on door. Both of them jerked,cursing that unwanted visitor in their mind, smiling and sneaking glance in shy and happiness....****************************(What's this behaviour Raghav...Why are you doing this with me ? Can't you see how painful it is for me to see you with someone? The bare imagination keeps me hard hitting but here situation is worse...Or Was I right about you in my opposite. That you are just using me to fulfill your fantasy, the same you does with every girl you hang out with.  You don't love me...I am still just a girl not the love of your life..or You are intended to do so. Whatever it is I can't take it anymore. You know Now, I am feeling angry on myself about why I love you..Why I choose you assuring that you might give up your play boy behaviours. But Noo, May be I was wrong, You are still in there , Somehow..)Somehow she controlled her anger, bashing him harshly under her breath. What she wants right now is either she will kill him or those girls. She is not in a mood to cry rather that to claim her rights. If It's her choice, then she would punish him till he promises not to look at anyone else except her. She stood against the wall, straight with her hands folded together.That's when, she heard someone coughing on the door, turned a little and saw him standing there looking at her with some strange attitudes. There was smile on his lips, the smile of sarcasm."Ahh, Pallavi, Tum Edhar Ko Hai. Mai Tereko Dhund Raha Tha. Voh Mereko Kuch Baat Karna Hai.." He approached as casual knowingly to analize her mood.Stepping slowly closer to her and now he is standing just inch apart to her front, but she was looking in opposite directions, trying to avoid him as possible."Kyn..Tum Mujhe Kyn Dhundh Rehe The..Mera Kya Kam. Un Ladkiyo Ko Bolo Jo Kaam Hai..Voh Jo Beshram Ki Tarah Tumhe Ghere Huathe..Unko Bolo. Voh Sab Kar Denge..Jao.."She wishpered angrily.Now, her mood was clear to Raghav. Yes, this is the golden chance to convey her and also to pacify her."Why, Why I should Say Them. Are you Busy ?? Lag Raha Hai Ki Tum Gusse Mai  !!! Looks angry ?? Ye Maindi ? Kya Hua ? Something bothering you ?? Say me.." he asked softly.This things made Pallavi weak, but she had to maintain her anger... This time she rose her head and said louder than before, Looking directly through his dark brown eyes."Kya Hua ?? Kuch Bhi Hua Ho Par Mai Tumhe Kun Bataun ? Meri Baat Sune Ke Liye Tumhare Pass Time Kahn Hai?? Go outside and leave me alone. Tumhe Na Dekh Kar Kahi Tumhare Do Chaar Diwani Pagal Na Ho Jaaye.Go,Your obsessive lovers are looking for you...""Okay🤨.. But Why are you being angry upon this ?? How does it matter for you ?? You don't love anyone, right ?? Then just go and enjoy the party...?? Let's go." He grabbed her hand and started pulling her towards door.. But to his surprise an unexpected slap landed on his face, he stopped.He turned back in fury the hold her firmly from her shoulder, hit against the wall near giving a dreadful look and shouted loudly" How dare you...??Sari Ka Dukan, Mereko Merega, Kaiko Mara Mereko?Why did you slap me ?? Tell ??"Pallavi was no less than him. She gathered all her strength and flipped thier positions. Now Raghav glued to wall and Pallavi holding him tightly. "Why I slap you...Yes, I will slap you. Slap you every time I see you flirting with any girl ... slap you when I feel you are doing wrong... slap you when you choose something dark... Because I am your wife. I have full rights on you. You understand." She shouted."No, you can't. You are my wife but only in paper... That's it. Do you forget that you yourself said that it's just a namesake marriage for you. You don't love me then or now...why are claiming this unnecessary rights on me.. stop this drama..Free me. " Raghav shouted in response."What Name sake...Do you think I am acting?? Can't you see restlessness in my eyes when you are in pain, can't you notice my nervousness when you come closer to me, can't you see my honesty towards you, can't you feel my madness when you go away from me,can't you feel how much I am carving for your touch... What do you think ?? All is drama. No..I love you.. Truly Madly Deeply. I love you I had never loved anyone before,love you so much even the biggest unit can't measure, so much that can't imagine a second without you... You gets angry with me, taunts me, teases me stll I love you. You..." Her voice was choking towards end. She can't control more.. Tears run down and she felt vulnerable again...Her honest confession,breaking voice, running tears broke him also. He leaned and hugged her tightly. Dipping his head in goove of her neck, he wishpered " What do you think ?? I don't love you. Can't you hear my heartbeat turning into a bullet when you comes near me, can't you feel how I feel lifeless when something happens to you, can't you see my care and concern to you...is those aren't enough to prove that I love you . I don't know these filmy lines but all I am sure that you are my destiny,my life my love, my inspiration ,my world.. everything; the best gift by God. Forgot about a second even don't want to imagine also.. And I meant It.""Tumhara Tarah Har Kisiko Pyar Karne Ka Adat Nehi Hai Mereko Par Jab Tu Mera Life Mai Aya To Dil Ne Dusra Maukaich  Nehi Diya Ye Soch Ne Ko...I love you. Tu Mera Pyar,Mera Dindegi Ka Vo Hissa Ho Jo Sayad Mai Marne Ke Baad Bhi Alag Nehi Kar Payega..."She was crying in satisfaction, in happiness while caressing slowly over his back.She knew him completely, from in and out and the honesty & purity of his words. His hot tear drops wetting her saree plates and her hot breathes giving spines in his body. Both of them wanted to hold that moment, felt it as lively as they could. But after few minutes, Pallavi parted and asked making a puppy face" Then what was going on Party ??😠""That was actually a drama..I wanted to make you feel jealous so that you confess everything, And see that happend...If you got hurt then I am sorry.. Please" He hold his two ears cutely." Sorry..No. Ese Nehi Chalega Tumko Uska Panishment Milega, Ardham Aynda.Tumhe Pata Hai Tumhare Ye idiotic plan Ke Vajase Mai Kitna Sad Ho Geyi Thi ??Khadus Ghamandi Rao.." Pallavi Pouted. "Punishment !! Kesha ?? Abhi Toh Khaya Na Mai. Thappad ! Ahhh ,Mera Gaal Abhi Tak Dard Kar Raha Hai.." Raghav replied sadly messaging his cheek."Ohhh,Mere Baby Ko Dard Ho Raha Hai ??" She rose her heels and kissed him softly on that cheek. That made Raghav happy and shy at a time."Hn ?? 🙄 Thappad Itna Kadak Aur kiss Inta Chota😟" Pallavi Knew how stubborn he is, just like a kid but she had some better idea to pamper him. "Hn 🤨 ! Raghavv. Chup. Ab Kiss Chhodo Mere Pass Ek Better surprise Hai Tumhare Liye..." Pallavi smiled looking at him."Hn😁 Surprise. 🙈Kya Hai.." He wishpered with his husky voice."Shhh🤫Khana Hai😰. Pata Nehi Tum Ladko Ka Sui Vahi Par Atak Kun Jati Hai ??"Pallavi pushed him away and smirked mischievously."Tum Ehi Betho Aur Bilkul Bhi Mera Pichha Mat Karana , Samjla. Mai Bass Toh Minute Mai Ayi... Okay." She made him sit there on the bed blindfolding with his own hankey and went out smiling."Hn?? Surprise Kosam Edu Illogical Conceptu!!(what's this illogical concept for surprise) Andha Hi Kardo Admi Ko😵?? Aur Ye Surprise Voh Bhi Do Minutes Mai ?? Ye Sari Ka Dukan Mereko Magee Khila Ne Wala Hai Kya ??" Raghav blabbed Under his breath.To be continued ⏭️